“The past is gone, I don’t want to talk about it, I know you’ve been wondering who your real father is too, Jane, consider your mother sorry, this matter, you don’t push me.”
Lily Benz mentioned the events of that year, her heart still hurts.
Despite the passage of thirty years, all these years, those past events have been hovering in her mind, and she has never forgotten them.
“So Moses Gardner, did you love him?” Jane Gardner’s own doubts she could live without for now, but Moses Gardner’s, she wanted to give him an answer.
She could feel that Moses Gardner often remembered Lily Benz through her.
She could tell from the fact that Shan York hated her and Lily Benz so much that Moses Gardner was miserably in love with her.
“He was a good man, and he was kind to you for so many years.” Lily Benz closed her eyes, and when she married him, she told herself to love him, too.
But no matter how hard she tried, her heart still couldn’t love him.
She had been forced out of her life by Shan York, but she had run away.
She knew she couldn’t give Moses Gardner the love he wanted, so she had to leave.
Jane Gardner did not hear the words in Lily Benz’s heart, she heard her answer and knew that she had never loved Moses Gardner.
She didn’t know what kind of man her real father was that could make her love him with all her heart for so many years.
“Even though you didn’t love him, he loved you for decades. Until he died, there was always a place in his heart for you.” Jane Gardner typed those words with a lot of emotion in her heart.
Jane Gardner left Lily Benz, no, Rannie Pope’s hospital room to be exact, and her mind was filled with Rannie Pope.
Her nature is just like her name, cloudy and smoky, she always has a faintly relieved attitude though, but she knows it well.
She was afraid that she was also stubbornly stubborn inside.
In this respect, she resembled Rannie Pope.
“Thank you for taking care of her all these years.” Jane Gardner walked out of the hospital and she faced Zachary Irwin by the car door.
Zachary Irwin saw Jane Gardner coming and he put out the cigarette between his fingers.
“Don’t thank me yet, you know why I brought you here at this hour?” Zachary Irwin narrowed his long, narrow eyes as he stared at Jane Gardner.
“Because I regret it.” Zachary Irwin had never said he regretted anything else, in Jane Gardner he had regretted it miserably, “I was only with Alice Cox to gamble with you, whether it was five years ago, or five years later, I wasn’t with her.”
Jane Gardner remembered Selena Lott’s words, and only steeped in hearing them from Zachary Irwin himself did she believe them completely.
“Jane Gardner, listen, I, Zachary Irwin, may have planted myself on you for the rest of my life. I don’t care why you avoided me, avoided me, and even deliberately performed so many ridiculous scenes with Beck Moore in order to make me die to you, but there is only one thing I feel for you every time I am angry.
That is still deep love.
You are my first woman and my only woman; you are my first wife and the mother of my only child; you are the first partner I want to keep for life and the only lover I am afraid of losing.
I waited for you for five years, guarded you for five years, from knowing that you ‘died’ to suspect that you live, to finally determine that you live, to find you, I am really tired very tired.
The rest of my life, I just want to hold your hand and go with you. I don’t want to cheat on you, I’ll make up an excuse if you tell a lie, I don’t want to deceive myself, let alone change people midway.”
Jane Gardner listened to Zachary Irwin’s words under her breath, and her mind was dumbfounded.
She listened to the wind blowing past her ears, watched it lift her bangs, and she was frozen in place for a long time.
What was she hearing?
Zachary Irwin was confessing his love to her?
Moreover, he seemed to say a lot of things she never knew before.
For example, she was his first woman!
Then again, she was the only woman he had ever been with in his life!
She always thought that her first time was given to him, but he was not necessarily, now …
“Did you hear everything?” Zachary Irwin saw Jane Gardner frozen in a sentence can not respond, he stepped forward a, her wrist to yank up.
Jane Gardner nodded mechanically, she heard everything clearly.
“Steven Irwin has been locked up for so long, and if we don’t go back, he’s going to break off the father-son relationship with me!”
Zachary Irwin dragged Jane Gardner into the passenger seat and drove himself to a private jet back to Dragon City.
At first, Jane Gardner let Zachary Irwin take her, but when she boarded again, she came to her senses.
“Beck Moore is still in resuscitation at Laguna City Hospital, and I can’t go with you.” Jane Gardner finished writing, and she turned to Zachary Irwin.
“Let’s go back first, and I’ll send you there when you want to see him tomorrow.” Zachary Irwin thought that after all he had said, and Jane Gardner didn’t seem to continue to reject himself, she would go with him.
He was mildly upset when he didn’t expect her to backtrack on her promises.
But he had told himself on the way to Witch Mountain that he would learn to spoil Jane Gardner in the future, as long as she was safe and sound.
As long as it does not make him angry, he can comply with her, obey her in everything.
Even if he is majestic, become a wife slave, but also willing to suffer.
“He has done so much for me, and this injury is to protect me, Zachary Irwin, I really can’t go with you.” Jane Gardner thought about it, her heart always can not let go of Beck Moore.
After all, the words he said to himself before he got off the bus were just too strange.
Zachary Irwin was upset, but seeing Jane Gardner’s determination, he agreed.
By the time they diverted back to Laguna City again, Beck Moore had just come out of surgery.
“Beck, how are you?” Elena Gonzalez and Kevin Moore, who had also received the news, rushed to the hospital, where they watched over Beck Moore’s bed, their eyes full of concern.
Jane Gardner was envious, but at the same time, she felt guilty for Beck Moore.
“Jane Gardner, why are you still here? You get out of here! Now that Beck has lost the feeling in his legs to save you, are you satisfied!” Elena Gonzalez was furious when she saw Beck Moore’s eyes were always on Jane Gardner.
And couldn’t care less about her image.
Her heart still hurt when she thought about what the doctor had said to her.
She regretted letting Beck Moore go to save Jane Gardner. Had she known Beck Moore would pay such a heavy price, she would not have wanted him to go anyway.
“Unconscious?” Jane Gardner asked Beck Moore in sign language, she didn’t expect him to be that badly injured either, she felt guilty.
“I’m fine, the doctor said that these are temporary and will heal later.” Beck Moore reassured Jane Gardner as he reached out toward her.
Jane Gardner glanced at Elena Gonzalez and finally moved toward him.
“Jane, I’m about to get engaged to Coco Jackson, and I’m sorry that I abandoned you first. In fact, all along, I knew that you never had Zachary Irwin in your heart, and this time, I could see that he truly loves you.”
Beck Moore signed all his contracts with Elena Gonzalez, and he knew he had no way back.
Jane Gardner, after all, did not belong to him.
“You guys need to stop being at odds. Sometimes, a loss is a lifetime.” Beck Moore finished his last sentence, and he asked Elena Gonzalez to send Jane Gardner out.
He was content to guard her one last time.
Jane Gardner couldn’t convince herself to leave him at his most difficult time; she didn’t want to go.
Elena Gonzalez stops her and raises her hand to hit her.
Zachary Irwin caught Elena Gonzalez’s slap with a quick eye.
“Jane Gardner, I was so blind before! Do you know why Beck was willing to get engaged to Coco Jackson? He did it so I could send someone to save you, he sacrificed so much for you, he didn’t do you any wrong, if you have any conscience, then stay away from him! If you stay with him, you will only bring him calamity and gossip!”
Elena Gonzalez finished and closed the door with a loud bang.