“Why do you hate your daddy?” Jane Gardner looked at Steven Irwin, her breathing gradually calmed down, and she faced him with less panic and fear than before.
“Hate is hate, there’s no reason.” Steven Irwin mentions Zachary Irwin and makes a gnashing of teeth and a vicious look.
Jane Gardner didn’t know how Zachary Irwin had gotten along with Steven Irwin over the years, and she, as an outsider, shouldn’t ask more questions.
“Mommy, what about you? Did you also not come back to see me for so many years because you hated Daddy?” Steven Irwin mentioned this matter, instantly switched his expression, a pair of crystal clear small eyes full of serious seriousness.
Jane Gardner looked at herself inside his eyes, she smiled bitterly, then gestured with her hand, “I don’t know your daddy, and I’m not your mommy, you really have the wrong person.”
“No! I’m not mistaken! You’re my mommy, I’ve seen your picture inside daddy’s phone since I was a kid, and daddy said that person is mommy! You’re my mommy!” Steven Irwin didn’t understand why Jane Gardner didn’t recognize him.
From that time on, he had been secretly looking for his mommy.
Now, he finally found it, but his mommy didn’t recognize him.
“…” Jane Gardner could see that Steven Irwin was more emotional, and she tried to explain, but Steven Irwin took her silence as an admission.
“Mommy, I know you must hate daddy to disown me, I understand you. Just, can you hug me while Daddy is away?” When Steven Irwin said the last request, his eyes were filled with tears, and his little face was very aggrieved and sad.
Jane Gardner looked at Steven Irwin like this, and her heart immediately softened.
She reached out and held Steven Irwin in her arms. If her child were alive, it would be the same size as his now.
Jane Gardner did not expect that it was this one hug that Steven Irwin would completely rely on her, and she, too, was surprised to find that her fear of children was better.
“Are you done? Go back when you’re done!” Zachary Irwin appeared behind them at some point, staring at the image of the two mothers hugging, a strong smell of jealousy permeating from him.
“No! I want mommy!” When Steven Irwin heard Zachary Irwin’s voice, he immediately shrunk his whole body into Jane Gardner’s arms and provocatively faced him, “Zachary Irwin, why do I smell a sour smell? Is it possible that you want to hug me yourself and that’s why you’re rushing to get rid of me?”
Zachary Irwin was so used to Steven Irwin’s venom that he ignored his provocation, walked right over to him, picked him up out of Jane Gardner’s arms, and threw him out the door.
“How can you do this to him? He’s still a little kid!” Jane Gardner saw Zachary Irwin’s rude and brutal action. She was worried about Steven Irwin’s injury and rushed to carry him to check his body.
She was about to leave, but Zachary Irwin pulled her and then spun her around in a circle.
Finally, Jane Gardner then fell into Zachary Irwin’s arms.
“I hear you’re working as a gunman for someone at Sweet Film? Jane Gardner, tell me, what happened to your voice and why did you lose it?” Zachary Irwin spent most of the morning asking about Jane Gardner.
“…” Jane Gardner knew Zachary Irwin couldn’t read, and she didn’t say anything.
This is the writing board, we have time now, when you explain things clearly, when you are off.
Zachary Irwin let go of Jane Gardner, he took out the writing pad deliberately prepared for her.
Jane Gardner looked at the seriousness between Zachary Irwin’s eyebrows as she held the pen, not making a move.
“Do I have to go and tell your colleagues who you really are? before you’re willing to listen? Hmm?” Zachary Irwin lifted his hand to take Jane Gardner’s, which was much larger than hers.
For the moment, Jane Gardner’s hand was completely enveloped in his.
Jane Gardner closed her eyes as memories long since dusted off from her came crashing back.
For five years, she had restrained herself, telling herself to stop watching his every move, and she did.
But now, he was just gently approaching, and she could clearly feel that the armor she had erected was falling away, piece by piece.
“Still not thinking clearly? Then since you won’t talk, let’s do something else.” Zachary Irwin’s voice was dark, and he looked at Jane Gardner with eyes tinged with deep emotion.
Five years was too long, too long.
He rolled over and pinned Jane Gardner to the ground, choking her with both hands.
“Ummm … oooh …” Jane Gardner could feel Zachary Irwin’s thoughts and she shook her head vehemently and kept fighting back.
Zachary Irwin, however, was unwilling and unwilling to let go of her.
But at the same time, he couldn’t bear to see her in tears.
“I’ll give you one last chance. Will you write?”
Jane Gardner nodded, and she wrote.
Seeing this, Zachary Irwin leaned down and kissed her on the lips anyway, until she could hardly breathe, and then released her.
“First, tell me, what’s wrong with your voice?” Zachary Irwin took Jane Gardner into his arms and then held the writing pad out to Jane Gardner.
Jane Gardner struggled a few times, knowing that Zachary Irwin would not let go of her, and she resisted the urge to lift her pen to write.
She was just about to put pen to paper when it occurred to her that Zachary Irwin knew her handwriting, so why didn’t he take anything else but her writing pad?
Jane Gardner despised Zachary Irwin in her heart, she deliberately set aside her own handwriting and wrote a line in a scribbled font, “Mr. President, I have said countless times, I am really not Jane Gardner, you really really really have mistaken, please let me go, okay?”
Zachary Irwin saw Jane Gardner finish writing, he picked up her writing pad and looked askance at it, then snapped her waist and slid his hand in toward her shirt.
“If you are not Jane Gardner, tell me, how did you get this scar on your abdomen?” As Zachary Irwin spoke, his hand sharply touched the scar Jane Gardner had left when she had her cesarean section back in the day.
“Or do you think I just found you today because I didn’t prepare any homework?” After Zachary Irwin finished, he continued, “Jane Gardner, I knew you were here three days ago, I know where you live now and how you relate to your colleagues!”
“Then you know well, I already have a boyfriend!” Jane Gardner was furious, she didn’t expect that she had long been watched by Zachary Irwin like prey.
Zachary Irwin hooked his lips and smiled, he looked at the words Jane Gardner wrote in anger, his eyes shining, “What, no more pretending? Finally admit that you are the mother of my child?”
Jane Gardner looked at Zachary Irwin smiling like a fox and she was irritated.
“Zachary Irwin, you go away, I really do not want to see you again, in five years, I had countless opportunities to go back to you, but why I did not go? Because, I’m dead to you and I don’t want the rest of my life to cross paths with you again!” Jane Gardner brushes off two lines as she closes her eyes tightly.
Continuing to recite her vows silently over and over again.
Although her child was gone, she still couldn’t break her vow.
It was a knot in her heart, a sickness in her heart that she could not cross.
“If your heart dies, you can live again. As long as your person doesn’t die, in this life, you will never leave me!” Zachary Irwin didn’t care that Jane Gardner was dead to him, and he didn’t care if she really had a boyfriend.
As long as she was alive and he could still see her and hold her, he had infinite time and opportunities to change the way they ended up.