He wraps the towel around his waist angrily and leaves the bathroom.
My god he’s an asshole. I turn the shower off, wrap a towel around me and storm out dripping wet after him. I find him in my bedroom rummaging through the wardrobe for something to wear. Cameron and Bridget are in the same positions we left them in on my bed fast asleep.
“What the hell is that supposed to mean?” I scream.
“It means you were supposed to stand by my side last night and unite with me but of course you would blame me and leave.”
“Why do you say that?” I scream. He has got to be kidding. I am not taking the blame for his keeping secrets. What a prick.
“Because it’s what you do best!” he screams.
“Shut the hell up, you two,” Cameron sighs.
“You shut up,” I yell in reply to Cameron. “Get out of my room, I want to get dressed.”
“Oh god, what happened to the bad porno?” Bridget groans. “At least that was quiet.”
Joshua glares at her as he grabs some of his underpants from a drawer in my cupboard.
“It turned bad, really fucking bad!” he yells.
“Shut up you idiot!” I scream. “You haven’t seen really bad yet!” I spray my underarms with deodorant angrily.
“Oh god, go away,” Bridget groans as she pulls the pillow over her head.
Joshua pulls up his underpants and shorts. “Cameron, we’re leaving. Get up.”
Cameron is still lying over the bottom of my bed with the back of his forearm slung over his face. “Oh god,” he murmurs.
“Now, fucker!” Joshua screams. He hits him on the back of the arm as he storms out into the lounge room.
Red steam is shooting from my ears, he is kidding himself. I have done nothing wrong and I will not apologise for leaving the club last night. He fucking deserved it. I follow him, still in my towel. He is at the sink having a glass of water.
I storm into the kitchen. “You are kidding yourself, Joshua Stanton. I will not take the blame for leaving the club last night. I was embarrassed that everyone knew what was going on but me again.”
He narrows his eyes at me as he finishes his drink. “What the hell is that supposed to mean?”
“Remember last time you made a fool of me was in the hospital when you were fucking Amelie,” I yell.
He throws his glass into the sink and it smashes. He holds up one finger at me. “It was one time, there was no fucking!”
“Same thing!” I scream.
He narrows his eyes at me. “Actually you are right, you left me then too. Just fuck off now and be done with it.” He grabs his keys and leaves the apartment without his shirt on.
I can feel my heartbeat in my ears, I am just so damn angry.
Cameron staggers out of the bedroom. “Shit, I still feel drunk,” he croaks to Bridget who is laughing behind him. He turns and kisses her on the cheek. “Have a great trip.”
Oh shit, my heart drops. Bridget and Abbie and Mum are going away tonight for two weeks, I had forgotten. I hate this day already.
It’s seven o’clock and I have just returned from taking the girls to the airport, I am in the lift and my headache is thumping. Max is by my side. I’m trying desperately to not be stressed and to hold off this migraine, but it’s getting worse. I check my phone for the hundredth time. I haven’t heard from Joshua all day. Is this how it is going to be with us from now on, both harbouring grudges and resentment for past mistakes? Drama after drama. He’s right, I should have stayed with him last night in a united front, but I was just so shocked. He didn’t ask for this stupid bitch to do this to him but on the other hand surely he must understand that I need honesty in a relationship more than anything. He should have told me, but then who am I to talk? I’m the ultimate deceiver. The secret I am keeping from him is a lot worse than a blackmail case. This is such a mess. I’m as bad as his mother. He’s holding me to ransom with punishment for leaving him in the past. If only he knew that I have only ever left him for him. I would never go of my own accord, nothing is more important to me than my relationship with him.
“Are you staying in all night?” Max asks.
I give him a sad smile and nod. “Yes,” I whisper. I haven’t told Max that I had a fight with Joshua but I am thinking he already knows. He was here when Joshua left this morning, furious and shirtless.
“You have a headache?” he asks gently.
My eyes flick to him. “Yes, how did you know?”
He smiles sympathetically. “Your hands are shaking, that only happens when you are getting a migraine.”
I look at the ground as my eyes fill with tears and I nod. Why does my bodyguard know me better than anyone else?
“Do you want me to call the doctor?” he asks.
I shake my head.
“Have you heard from him?”