I still don’t see how I am supposed to do that without hitting my head. But I try to do as he says. First I try to sit like I would in a seat, sliding over as I do, but he swivels me around so that I am straddling him, my arms are draped around his neck and I am leaned over his chest. His hands glide up my legs pulling my skirt with him. Again I am reminded that I am not wearing underwear. Once my skirt is resting around my waist he releases himself. I didn’t look last time but he is huge. How the hell did he get that in me last time?
“I want you to ride me, little mate.” He pulls my hips closer. He is just rubbing against my entrance.
“I don’t know how.” I answer sheepishly. I don’t, it’s not like I have had sex before today and he isn’t really just going to accept the word no.
He groans but it is pleasure not frustration. “I’ll show you. Slide me inside. I need to be in you.” I move a little more forward but he is just sliding against me. “Take it in your hand. Guide it.” Why me? It takes everything in me to touch it and do as he says. He moans at my touch. “That’s it, little mate. Guide me home.” He is leaning his head back just enjoying the touch of my skin. I manage to get him inside of me and pull myself the rest of the way forward, as I stretch around him. He thrusts upward bottoming out inside me. He pushes and pulls my hips to show me how to move, once I get what I am supposed to do he releases my hips and has me move on my own. He pulls his shirt off me and licks along my chest. This is different from last time. It’s like he is being soft with me.
I think I might be a little jerky but he takes it. He moans in pleasure. Something else that is different this time, I am still repulsed inside, but it actually starts to feel good. He isn’t hurting me. I glide a little more freely, he seems to purr in pleasure now. “That’s my girl. Please me.” I don’t really give a shit about him at this point. I am trying to get myself off here. If I am going to have to do this, then I might as well enjoy it. I have never climaxed before and if what I am feeling is any indication then I want to feel that. I can feel it building inside me each time I press deeper. He pushes a little deeper too which really helps.
I feel myself on the edge and keep going. I want this. I pick up speed and bring myself there. As I am tumbling over the edge he pushes harder and faster inside me, releasing just after me. He grips my hips and thrusts a few more times.
Darius leans his head back, panting, with a big stupid grin on his face. “This is why you can’t have underwear. You milk my cock too fucking good.” He looks up and cups the back of my neck. “I felt you throb on my cock. You are such a good girl.” He leans forward kissing the corners of my mouth. “Was that the first orgasim you ever had?”
No sense lying about it, so I just nod. He chuckles a little. “I love you, little mate.” Darius clamps his lips over mine. My mind wanders. Love me, that is like a heat of the moment thing. He can’t really love me. He torments me. He bullies me and makes me do things that I don’t want. That isn’t love. Definitely a heat of the moment thing.
When he breaks the kiss, I see him fish around for something. He pulls up his shirt. The one I was wearing and handed it to me. “We should probably get the stuff at the store that we need to. I need to get you home.” He rubs my sides while I slide the shirt back on. “I really just want to enjoy my time with you. I finally have you and I am going to fucking enjoy it.”
I am confused. “What do you mean?” I cock my head to the side trying to understand what he just said. Finally has me?
He grins and gripes my sides. “You have no idea how obsessed I have been about you for years. How I would pray that you were my mate. I was so fucking pissed when it turned out to be Sasha. I would have rejected her even if I didn’t catch her fucking someone else on her birthday. I need you. Only you.” Darius plunders my mouth again.
When he pulls away I look in his eyes. Those green orbs searching my blue ones for something. “Then why did you bully me like all the rest?”
He leans forward nibbling on my skin. “I couldn’t very well have anyone take what was mine. I knew the power I had at that school. They listened to me. If I said you were untouchable then you were. I tried to find out who your mate was so I could get rid of him too, but he isn’t here. By taking you as mine I made sure that he will never have you. You were mine the moment I saw you. You didn’t have a choice.”
Shivers run over my skin. Maybe I did underestimate him. I thought he hated me. “Darius, why me?”
He grins. “Who wouldn’t want you? You are perfect. I know I am not the only one who has seen it. I am just the one to claim it.” Darius cups my cheek. “You better get off my cock or I am going to fuck you again.” He chuckles.
I scramble to get off his lap, I feel him slide out of me. He grunts a little as it does. I take my seat again, securing my seat belt. I keep my eyes ahead waiting for him to start driving again. After a few minutes I look over at him because he hasn’t moved yet. Darius is staring at me. “What?”
He looks at me a little sad. “I know you are still mad at me, probably hate me. I don’t blame you. I just want you to know I do love you. It may be fucked up, but it is love. I am going to do whatever I can to make sure you don’t mourn for the mate you never even met.” I don’t know what to say. I just nod in understanding. I don’t really understand it, but like he said it is fucked up. Maybe I will never understand it. He cups my cheek. “I will get you to love me too.”
He doesn’t wait for me to answer, he removes his hand and starts the truck. I don’t know what the hell is happening, but I can tell that it is a big deal to Darius. He just laid himself bare to me. That was a big deal for him. Part of me feels sympathy for him, but then there is a part of me that is still just pissed that he took my choices away. I am not so sure that I will ever be able to accept that.