“Just kidding,” I told Samer when he got upset with what I said. But it seems like he intends to maintain his sulking because he no longer responded to me. “Sam, it was just a joke.” I repeated my earlier statement several times. “I just mentioned what I remembered back then,” I said.
“But did you really have to keep repeating that I got beaten up by your ex?” Finally, Samer responded, still angry.
“I only said it once,” I complained because I didn’t really keep repeating it. “Those were happy memories,” I said.
“Happy memories for you when I got beaten up?”
“Not that you got beaten up, but that you kissed me back then. It was the first time we did that,” I reminded him.
“Well, I guess you’re right. And I think I need to repeat that since I seem to have forgotten how to do it,” Samer said to me.
“Ugh, I’m always available, but you’re always busy with your ex,” I reminded him.
“But nothing happened between Kate and me, Jamie,” Samer stated.
His words were convincing, but I couldn’t shake off the possibility that something might have happened between them. “I trust you,” I said because there was nothing else I could do but to have faith in him.
Samer grinned and pulled me closer until we both lay on the bed. “Samer…” I called his name when I felt his hand under my blouse.
“Baby…” he called me before capturing my lips. I couldn’t speak anymore as I closed my eyes to feel his passionate kiss.
Our tongues intertwined as I reached for his hardness. Samer groaned when I slowly inserted my hand into his shorts. I felt the heat of his manhood, and it felt like I was burning from his fiery masculinity.
We both succumbed to desire, and soon, our clothes were off, and we tightly embraced each other on the bed.
“Sam…” I called his name again when I felt his fingers slowly enter me. I shivered as he moved, and I couldn’t help but moan in pleasure.
Samer moaned even though he was the one pleasuring me, and he didn’t stop until my whole body trembled in ecstasy. He then withdrew his fingers and entered me. He kissed my lips again while his member explored my femininity.
As he moved within me, he didn’t forget to play with my nipples, and I repeatedly called out his name. My body contorted with pleasure as he thrust into me with intensity. I tried to control myself, but it was too late; my own body betrayed me.
“Hmmmmm….,” I made a sound when he gently sucked on my earlobe while he caressed my breasts.
I felt good and so full…. full of his throbbing manhood that continued to grow bigger inside me! I arched my back to welcome him fully and wholeheartedly. As I was already lost in the wilderness of his lovemaking, I let him take full control of my own body and surrendered to the ecstatic feeling of being loved…
“Kate!”
When I heard the name of another woman, my world suddenly stopped, and I just stared at him. I didn’t stop him, and I let him finish. I had to endure the pain of his betrayal. I wanted to break away, but I didn’t.
Maybe it was okay if he mistakenly called her name once, but he did it again. He mentioned Kate’s name repeatedly while he was inside me. I couldn’t help but wonder how many times he had deceived me.
“I trusted you,” I said because there was nothing else I could do but to have faith in him.
But he kept mentioning her name, and I couldn’t bear it anymore. I tried to hold back my tears as I confronted him directly.
“Has something happened between you and Kate?” I didn’t pretend anymore and asked him straightforwardly.
“Why?” Samer retorted.
“I just want to know when and how many times you’ve betrayed me,” I said, trying to hold back my tears in front of him. “I won’t force you if you don’t want me anymore, but I wish you had told me right away that you two had gotten back together.”
“It only happened once,” Samer finally admitted.
“Just once? Maybe you still love her so much that even if it’s just once, you haven’t forgotten it.” I forced a smile, but in truth, I would rather die than feel this pain.
“I’m sorry,” Samer said.
“Sorry is not enough,” I said to him.
I didn’t accept his apology. Seriously, was that even acceptable? We were already together, yet he still flirted with another girl, even if she was his ex? Whatever, but I couldn’t accept that he cheated on me. He promised it would be just me, that he loved only me, but why?
“Jamie, listen to me! I didn’t mean for that to happen,” he explained while I was getting dressed.
I just smiled as I fixed the buttons on my long sleeve.
“What are you trying to imply? That your clothes accidentally came off? Maybe if one of you got struck by lightning, I might believe that the two of you accidentally tore your clothes,” I said.
“I was teased by Kate,” Samer excused himself.
I raised an eyebrow at his lame excuse.
“And you fell for it? You know, Samer, if you truly loved me, you wouldn’t have allowed yourself to be tempted by someone else.” I told him. “What if I told you that Brent also teased me? How would you feel then?”
“I’m really sorry, I promise it won’t happen again,” Samer said.
I just nodded because there was nothing else I could say to him. “This cheating won’t happen again, Samer, because I’m setting you free for now.”
He quickly approached me and held my hand. I looked at him and saw regret in his eyes or whatever. I didn’t really care anymore.
“Are you breaking up with me?” The man asked.
I wasn’t prepared for his question if we were still together because I didn’t know either. I was confused. Hurt. And I wanted to leave for now to give my battered heart some rest. “Let’s just be friends for now,” I suggested.
“I won’t agree to that!” Samer’s voice boomed as he shouted.
“And what do you want to happen? For me to keep getting hurt because you keep seeing each other? Besides, I don’t want you to get hurt because of me,” I said to him.
“But why Stonewick? Is it because Brent and your crush Kevin are there?” The man inquired.
“My god, Sam! But thanks for the idea, maybe I’ll enjoy it there,” I said, but I didn’t really plan to flirt around.
“Jamie, please,” Samer pleaded.
“Let’s cool off for a while,” I told him.
“Cool off? Like teenagers?” Samer asked incredulously.
“Sort out your issues first, but I hope you won’t take too long because I won’t wait forever,” I warned him.
“I don’t want a cool-off, I feel like you’d be free to fool around with anyone, especially Brent and Kevin,” Samer said.
“I don’t want to be unfair to you either, Sam. What if when I return to Stonewick, I fall in love again with Brent or Kevin?” I asked him, and he was momentarily taken aback. Maybe Samer thought I wouldn’t be interested in other guys.
“Jamie, come on, I don’t want this,” he said.
“You should’ve thought about that before you went after Kate… accidentally!”