It has been a month since Samer returned to his country, and I haven’t received any phone calls from him. Even his son hasn’t contacted me. I really miss them, especially Sam.
Lately, I realized how empty my life is without them. I feel incomplete. However, I want Samer to be the one to greet me first. I know he wasn’t joking when he said he loved me, but he might have felt compelled to say it because of what happened between us.
That’s why I’m hesitant to believe him completely, as it took something significant to happen between us for him to express his love. Why didn’t he tell me earlier? Why did he wait?
Why did we have to be apart before I realized how much I love him? Why did it take a fight for me to admit to myself that Samer was the one in my heart, not Brent? I kept asking myself when the owner of my heart changed, but I didn’t even notice!
When did it happen? Was it when he kissed me in the hotel to make Kate jealous? Or was it when I was still in Saudi?
The next day, I didn’t go to the office because I felt lazy and preferred to stay at home. After taking care of my dogs, I grabbed my laptop upstairs and then went down to the veranda.
Why did I only notice now how beautiful the views are from my veranda? Wait, didn’t I buy a selfie stick when we went shopping? Let me try taking a selfie.
I’m not a fan of selfies, and I find people who constantly take them cheesy. They do it just to post on social media. It’s only now that I realized the possible reason for this habit – maybe they have nothing else to do, they’re bored, or they have no one else to take their photos.
Because of Samer’s sudden disappearance, I can’t eat properly, and I can’t sleep well at night. I’ve lost some weight, and there are dark circles around my eyes, but I don’t care!
I should get used to doing DIY (Do It Yourself) things from now on. Or maybe I should try walking my dog around the neighborhood to find friends. Who knows, there might be other single ladies like me who are no longer marketable and only focused on their dogs?
But life at home isn’t easy, especially for someone like me who’s used to being in the office. The days seem so long, and I keep glancing at the clock. Since I have nothing else to do and I’ve been bored for a while now, I decided to start writing my resignation letter. Once and for all, I wanted to sever any ties that I have with Samer Khalifa!
Only then can I live in peace and harmony!
It was past three in the afternoon when I decided to pack my suitcase and booked a ticket to Saudi.
So what if I humble myself in front of him? I don’t care as long as I see him again!
“Good morning, my love!”
At first, I ignored the voice I heard, thinking it was just my imagination. In the past few days, it feels like I’ve gone crazy, as I keep hearing his voice and seeing him in every corner of my house.
I just passed by the man I saw in the living room and went to the kitchen to make coffee. When I returned to the living room, Samer’s image was still there.
“I must be going crazy,” I told myself.
“Why?” he asked.
I looked at the man who spoke, and when he smiled at me, I melted in my seat.
“Samer? What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be in Saudi, getting better?” I pinched his cheek to make sure he’s real and not just a product of my imagination.
“Ouch! What is that for?”
He frowned before coming closer and hugging me tightly. “Hmmm, I can’t bear to be far away from you.” He said.
“You’re such a charmer,” I joked, but I appreciated his return.
“What do you mean by that?” he asked.
“Nothing. I said you’re cute.” I giggled before kissing him on the lips. “I’m glad you decided to come back; otherwise, I might have really gone to see you.” I didn’t tell him that I already booked a ticket to his country.
“You’re coming to Saudi?” He seemed surprised that I would actually do that.
“Yes, but not now. Maybe next year; I don’t want to be a bother. You might think I’m too easy to get.” I was just teasing him. “I missed you so much,” I said before kissing him again.
Samer returned my kisses passionately, and our clothes ended up on the floor in no time. We were both longing for each other.
“I missed you too, but I didn’t want to force myself on you.”
“Well, luckily, you changed your mind,” I replied.
“I’m really glad,” he said before carrying me up to my room, but we didn’t make it there and ended up on the stairs.
I asked the Almighty that I hope this person looks at someone else and not me. His gaze is enchanting, and I feel mesmerized, craving for him in a way that I can’t explain. Is this how it feels when you’re deeply in love? Like my body and soul merged into loving him?
“Samer…” My voice was a bit husky when I called his name.
I didn’t mean to encourage him, but it happened anyway. His lips immediately touched mine, and I was torn between accepting or rejecting it.
“Please?” I didn’t know what he was asking for, but I just nodded.
“Gorgeous!” He exclaimed as he started to feel my bare breast, cupping it, massaging it, and finally, sucked on it with all his might. His tongue played with my nipples, which surrendered to desire’s call.
No matter how hard I tried to resist, it was too late. My body had already betrayed me a while ago.
“Hmmmmm….” I made a sound when he gently sucked on my earlobe while caressing my breasts.
“This is not right,” I finally managed to voice out what’s been bothering my mind.
“Then, by all means, I’ll do it right. Anything for you, sweetheart.”
“No, what I mean is… ohhhhhhh…”
With one swift motion, he was already inside me. Where did my panties go? I didn’t even feel him removing them.
I felt good and so full… full of his throbbing manhood that continued to grow bigger inside me. I arched my back to welcome him fully and wholeheartedly. As I was already lost in the wilderness of his lovemaking, I let him take full control of my body and surrendered to the ecstatic feeling of being loved.
“Jamie…!” Samer shouted my name as he continued to move in and out of my body. I knew he was close to climaxing, but I didn’t push him away and let him reach the peak of pleasure.
When the man’s breathing calmed down, I thought he was done and would remove himself from me. Yes, he pulled it out, but after a few seconds, he’s back with a vengeance. And every time he buried himself within me, he went deeper, harder, and faster, and I felt like I would pass out.
“No, don’t close your eyes, baby, look at me… yes, that’s right… feeling good?”
I didn’t know what he saw in my eyes, but he kept doing things that drove me crazy. I felt electrified and, for the first time, welcomed every thrust from Samer.
“Samer! I think I’m-”
“I know, baby. I know.”
Then, he went in too deep, and I cried out his name over and over again.
When I finally regained my senses from the intense pleasure, I remembered that I was fertile. What should I do now? There’s no escaping from the reality that I might become a mother soon!
“A penny for your thoughts,” he flicked his finger in front of me to bring my attention back to the present.
“Do you really love me as you said?” I asked him.
“Of course, I love you so much, Jamie. Why?”
I bit my lip slightly when I saw the expression on Samer’s face. Maybe he really loved me, or… he just wanted someone to stay with him and his kids forever.
“If you really love me, then set me free, forget about me, please?”