Of course, before Lorena cried in the toilet, Lorena immediately opened the faucet, which made the water fill the bucket as a reservoir for the water in the toilet. She is always comfortable crying in the toilet because she is very sure no one will hear her cries. Therefore, the toilet is always a silent witness when she cries. If you, as a reader, guess that someone cares about her and will hear her cry, of course Lorena feels that no one cares about her.
Who cares for her? Alberto? Alberto have sex with Vega. Bonita as her best friend? Of course not.
Bonita is indeed Lorena’s best friend, but Bonita has never been so sensitive or cared for Lorena so much. She never finds out that Lorena has been crying. Bonita is still easily fooled by Lorena. Lorena just washes her face and then she comes to her class straight from the bathroom. After she arrives at class, she gives a fake smile as best as she can. Then, she just explains to Bonita that she has washed her face in the toilet.
“Professor Vega, why are you so mean to me? What is my big mistake? Is it because of that problem that you have to make this problem bigger? Can’t you forgive me this time?” Lorena asked herself this question because she felt that her mistake is not too big.
She knows that her mistake is small and can still be forgiven. What’s her big mistake that must make Professor Vega so angry with her? She doesn’t understand. Her acts of inability to answer the question and inattention are not the answer, are they? Antonio did the same thing in her class last week, but Professor Vega still forgave him and didn’t scold him for a long time. It didn’t like what she did to Lorena.
Professor Vega only reminded Antonio to study harder and learn more. After that, she ended her anger. A moment later, she remembered Bonita’s words, which stated that this was all because of Professor Vega’s desire to win Alberto’s love, which caused Lorena to give up.
Lorena asked herself as if she was asking Professor Vega. “Is it because you love Alberto so much that you have to do that to me? Why? Do you really want Alberto so badly that you don’t think you’ll win until you have to do that, Professor Vega?”
Not long after, she remembered Professor Vega’s behavior toward her in class. Professor Vega’s ridicule and anger were still vivid in her head. If she had told the story right then and there, she would have remembered every detail, including how her friends looked at her one by one. No one defended her.
Some of her friends looked at her cynically. Some of them smiled because they were happy with Lorena’s problem. If she is asked to tell the story later, she will surely remember how it went. It’s like a history in her life that will not be forgotten until she dies, and she can tell it anytime, anywhere, and to anyone if she wants.
Maybe after she dies, no one will hear her love story with Alberto. It’s also possible that there are still people who have heard of her love story with Alberto because of her descendants or because their descendants have told their descendants about it, so that her love story with Alberto will become an unforgettable legend. A moment later, she began to think that Professor Vega’s words are indeed true. She is stupid in that class.
She couldn’t answer her question in class. She was disappointed in herself for having missed the recent lesson. She didn’t understand why she was getting less concentrated on Professor Vega’s lessons recently. A moment later, she remembered the question that Professor Vega had asked her about whether she liked her lessons or not.
A moment later, she pondered the question. She was confused about how to answer. What should she answer if she has to answer it from the results of reflection and from her heart? She tried to think of an answer to the question and pondered the answer.
That question is very difficult to answer. She felt that she didn’t have a definite answer. To be honest, if she can say if the lecturer is not Professor Vega, she really likes human anatomy and human physiology lessons because the lesson is very unique and interesting for Lorena. Lorena’s passion is also proven by the fact that she is taking a short course on human anatomy and human physiology from Eddy, a senior on her campus who opened the course first.
But since she knew about Professor Vega’s relationship with Alberto, she also hates the lesson. For some reason, her hatred for the subject grew after she found out Alberto had sex with Professor Vega and after she saw Professor Vega’s behavior in class.
She felt that she didn’t want to read textbooks on human anatomy and physiology. Just doing the assignment from Professor Vega was very boring!
Lorena really wanted to pay the people who helped her with Professor Vega’s assignments, but her parents wouldn’t let her, and Lorena didn’t have enough money. She knew that the lesson is fun and unique. The lesson is innocent. But it’s because the professor and the professor’s behavior are wrong that it can have an effect on the lesson and Lorena’s achievement in the lesson. She doesn’t understand what the reason is or why it can have such an effect.
She tried to start liking the subject and was determined to be persistent in studying it from then on, but a moment later she remembered Professor Vega, who made her determination fail. Lorena wept quietly. She was confused about what she should do. She felt that she was trapped in a trap that had been prepared by Professor Vega, and she couldn’t do anything at that time.
She felt that she was only faced with two choices. She had to choose between Alberto and her score. That was the trap that she was facing at that time. If she wanted a good score, didn’t get any punishments, and got treated like other students by Professor Vega, she had to leave Alberto.
But if she wanted Alberto, she had to be willing to give up all of these things. She really didn’t want to choose between the two options. She wanted to get them all, but she didn’t know how.
A moment later, she felt that her legs began to hurt because she had been standing in the toilet for a long time without realizing it. She tried to brace herself and cheer herself up, because after all, time was running out and she would have to get out of the bathroom soon. There was no way she could continue to be in the toilet. She tried to smile and stop crying, but she still couldn’t.
After that, she wiped her tears and whispered to herself in her heart. “Lorena, you must be strong for your love and Alberto. You love Alberto, right? “So, you must be strong!”
On the one hand, she must be strong and fight for her love. She had won Alberto’s heart. It’s impossible for her to let Alberto go and throw away Alberto’s love just for the sake of Professor Vega, who is her lecturer.
On the other hand, she felt that she couldn’t be strong again. She was so weak. When she saw Alberto having sex with Professor Vega alone, she felt her world had been shattered, especially since she had to accept various rages from Professor Vega.
But why did Alberto have sex with Professor Vega? Lorena thought about it later. She still couldn’t accept it. For her, Alberto must be able to resist and refuse Professor Vega’s invitation, no matter what the threat.
“Lorena!” Someone who was standing outside the toilet called Lorena’s name. Lorena didn’t know who it was, but based on the light and distinct voice, she guessed the people was Professor Chico outside the toilet. Lorena immediately washed her face before answering the person who was calling her again.
After Lorena finished washing her face, she immediately opened the toilet door. Lorena’s pupils had dilated when she saw Professor Chico outside the toilet. It was because she was so shocked to know that her guess was true.
“Professor Chico?” Lorena inquired again to Professor Chico, perplexed, because, as far as she could recall, it was Professor Chico’s turn to teach in class. Professors, like Professor Chico, will not leave the classroom unless absolutely necessary, except to use the lecturer’s toilet. But as long as Professor Chico is still able to hold on, he will continue to hold on until he finishes teaching. She knew that because her relationship with Professor Chico was close.
So it’s impossible for Professor Chico to go to the student toilet just to see Lorena! So, surely, the person in front of Lorena was not Professor Chico. Lorena had to think it was someone else who looked like Professor Chico. However, Lorena’s thoughts were refuted when Professor Chico confirmed Lorena’s words with a “Yes.”
“Sir, why are you here? It’s a student toilet, and now it’s your time to teach,” Lorena asked to Professor Chico, puzzled by her question and knowing Professor Chico’s reason.
Instead of directly answering Lorena’s question, Professor Chico again asked Lorena in confusion while looking at her sharply to observe Lorena’s expression. “Why? Can’t I be here, or don’t you want to meet me?”
He felt confused by Lorena’s words, which even asked the reason for his existence in that place. Lorena never did that before.
“It’s not that you can’t, sir, but it’s strange for me. You never go outside the classroom when you’re teaching except to go to the lecturer’s toilet if you need it.” Lorena answered awkwardly while scratching her head because Lorena was confused about how Lorena explained what Lorena’s words meant.
Professor Chico immediately laughed at Lorena’s words. He immediately stroked Lorena’s hair. “Why not, Honey? I know you are sad. That’s why I came.”
“Ah! You even called me “Honey”! I don’t like that pet name. I’m Lorena. I’m not “Honey!”
Lorena immediately pouted and crossed her arms when Professor Chico called her “Honey.” Professor Chico called Lorena with that nickname because he loves her. Professor Chico has previously expressed his feelings of love for Lorena.