Its safe to say that I felt like some whore as I left Lorenzo’s place. It felt weird because I had never done this type of thing before so this was crazy for me.
He surprised me though, he stopped us from going all the way I was literally just living in the moment where Renzo would make me feel so good with his hot demanding mouth and his strong hands on my body.
It was the best I ever had, way better then what Henry could ever do to me. Not once did I feel guilty for being with Lorenzo for this one night, not once did Henry cross my mind.
After Renzo made me reach my high for the third time he pushed up the bed since we moved to his actual bedroom. He kissed all the way up my body until his face was levelled with mine.
His lips were so close to mine it took everything in me to not just move my head slightly and kiss his lips.
Literally every bone in my body wanted to move on their own accord just to have him.
He kissed at my jaw before rolling over to the side. I was breathing heavily and so was he. He seemed very tired and I don’t blame him he probably was exhausted.
It wasn’t long before his breaths were getting heavier and sleep was coming to him.
I left him at 5 o’clock as the sky got lighter and decided to call a taxi to take me home to get some sleep before I have to do work in the morning.
I found my way into the house the hallway light was off so I found it hard to navigate my way into the house without making noise but Rachel was probably dead in sleeping that she wouldn’t even realise I’d got home.
Rachel and I rented this house together around 2 months after knowing each other. It’s not too bad because we both work and were able to pay for different things in the house.
Rachel works at her nightclub in the city that she owns. It’s one of those nightclubs that you only really go to if you want to get laid or something.
She used to be a stripper but she got bored and now that she has her boyfriend they bought the club together and are now co owners. I never expected that one night stand to turn into this. The dick must be that good.
She normally works from about 10 to 4 if she goes to the club but other than that she works from home like me.
She owns it but they have managers at the club that do all the work when she’s not there.
I took my makeup off and ran a brush through my hair since I probably looked crazy after being at Lorenzo’s place.
Sleep came to me pretty quickly when my head met the cloud of pillows my bed is covered with, even though most of them end up on the floor throughout the night.
Sunday mornings are probably the best things ever created I mean who doesn’t love a lie in on Sunday morning.
By the time that I woke up it was already 12 in the afternoon and surprisingly Rachel was already awake. When I walked in she was her phone probably speaking to Damon, her boyfriend.
“yeah, she just walked in, Damon’s says hi” she calls out to me putting her phone down and pressing the speaker symbol.
“hey Tina, heard you got some good dick last night” he shouts through the phone.
I stare open mouthed at Rachel. She doesn’t even look sorry I’m so glad she decides to confide in her boyfriend of everything I do.
“bigger than yours that’s for sure” I say remembering when Lorenzo had his dick pressed up against me. I could feel it through his jeans and damn.
Now Rachel was the one with her mouth wide open. I winked at her before making my way to the fridge. I debate on whether eating something healthy like fruit or the leftover cake from last week.
I made my decision and grabbed them both.
I’ll make it work.
“Rachel, it didn’t happen” I moan when she kept pestering me of the full details.
“but you just said… did you just do that to piss him off” she suddenly says finally realising.
“so, because you only did that he still has your knickers?” I nod my head. I’m not really desperate to get them back I mean technically they’re his anyway.
“so is that it, you’re not going to see him again” she asks me, I know she wanted something to happen but he’s just too much for me.
Besides I’m sure he will find another woman to tease soon.
“that’s right, he’s busy with his career and so am I, we would just get in the way of each other” Rachel didn’t like my words which is why she ignored me basically for the whole afternoon.
Typical Rachel. I swear she only wants me to have dick 24/7.
I was finishing my blog whilst sitting on the sofa when she walked in and curled up into my side.
“how big is it” she pouts her eyes curious.
I sighed out. The glint in her eyes proved the rumours she’s been hearing.
“I can’t believe you didn’t fuck him Tina” she exclaims laying upside down on the sofa.
I Can’t believe it either, he is just sex on legs like you’d be stupid to pass it up but technically he was the one that stopped us from going any further.
I knew I had to focus on my work its hard making a living with a blog. I got an email this morning from this presenter who had seen the blog post I did on the race.
He was more impressed with the pictures I got after the photographer sent me it.
I wasn’t going to take the job to cover the whole championship with the BBC but when you’re this desperate and you should pay off bills there’s not a choice.
I replied to their email, setting up a meeting for tomorrow morning.
My mind couldn’t concentrate Rachel and Natasha were settled on the next sofa with a glass of wine between them both. I was drinking a simple rose wine which is my favourite.
I was on Instagram and decided to search for his account. For the girl that’s supposed to be staying away I was spending a long time looking at his account.
He had images with his family, his big family. I enjoyed the way they would spend time with each other even with them being one of the most famous families.
He also had a lot of posts from his races. He won the championship two years ago and he was really loving it.
The first time I ever felt properly loved and cared for was with his mum, Loretta she gave me advice that I wish my mum was here to give me.
Looking back, I could never imagine a family with henry even with everything he promised me.
It was all a lie anyway.
“oh, would look at the time Tasha, we have to get going” Rachel suddenly says standing up. It was only when she removed the blanket covering them did I see the full outfit she was wearing.
“what, where are you two going?” I question them eyeing this with curiosity. I thought we planned to stay in this evening and bond you know. I wasn’t aware of their sudden plans.
“Me and Rachel are going to an event it’s all dancing and stuff quite boring actually babe” Tasha says zipping up the boots she was wearing. They were in a rush to get out of the house.
I grabbed Rachels arm and pulled her close. She tried her hardest to not look me in the eye.
“I can see right through you, don’t do anything that makes me regret buying your birthday present” I try to sound as threatening as possible.
“you’ll be fine, I’ll see you later… maybe” she adds on, she probably thought I didn’t hear her but I did. Thanks to my super hearing.
They were out the door and driving out from the driveway in no time, not a single word to where they were going.
When they left I automatically got a call from this unknown number.
“Hello?”
“I’m aware that you’re ignoring my boys calls and messages” As soon as those words left his mouth I looked at my phone before ending the call. No that’s not happening. Getting his friend to call me, the fuck.
I sit back on the sofa finishing the bottle of wine and gulping all of it down. I guess it’s just me and some Netflix tonight then.
Well that’s what I thought anyway. The sound of my doorbell ringing made me groan.
If they’ve forgotten something I’m not letting them in. I don’t care if its money and they’ve run out of petrol. They can fucking walk.
I was only in my vest dress that hugged my curves like a second skin. Caught a right bargain with a few of these in town the other day.
I walked over to the door and opened it wide open. I quickly pulled up my strap that had fallen. That would have been embarrassing of it was the post man or something.
I had barely registered who the person was when I tried to close the door again, but him and his bloody reflexes shoved his foot in the door.
“something tells me you know exactly who I am” the man says crossing his arms over his chest.
I glare at him, wanting him to just leave my house.
“unfortunately,” I mutter standing back and grabbing a coat that I had on the banister of my stairs.
“you’re a fiery one aren’t you” he interjects smirking at me.
“what do you want tanner, I thought you’d get the message when I hung on you just now” I say leaning against the door putting all my weight onto this side. I had seen Tanner in many pictures with the Tessoro family.
“I don’t normally get hung up by women but I’m just going to assume that it got cut off” he rubs his arms from the chilly wind from outside. I smiled.
Should have worn a coat then shouldn’t he.
“yeah I cut it off” I say bluntly.
“I’m not going to stay here for too long lovely, I’m here to deliver this from the man himself since you’re avoiding him like the plague” he reaches his arms out and in his hands, was a little bag that was concealed.
Much to my dismay.
“I don’t want it, take it back with you” I push his chest just wanting to get out of my house.
“no can do, you either take it or call him your choice” he tells me placing the bag on the floor by my feet.
I’m tempted to kick it.
He was leaving my house as soon as he saw me sigh and pick it up. I guess he didn’t want to know what was in it.
Is he fucking serious I think as I run around my room pulling out a dress and shoes, I really want to wear some high heeled shoes so I can jap the heel right into his foot.
I literally just told to not try and buy me off and then he sends me some beautiful pair of earrings that if I was anyone else would have greatly accepted.
I walked out of the house and made my way to the car, he invited me to this stupid event where he would be presenting an award at this sports award event.
I wasn’t going with him which is why I’m leaving now so I can go to his place and give him these damn earrings.
When I said my name to the lady in the lobby she looked at me as I impatiently tapped my foot into the white pristine floors.
“yes sir, she’s here, okay I will send her up” she puts down the phone and looks at me with a smile.
“yes, I heard I’ll go” I wave her off as I make my way to the elevator. The sooner I get there the sooner I can leave.
I walked all the way to the end of the hallway and turned to the door. I didn’t even need to knock the door was already open.
Let me just roll my eyes.
I pushed on the door slightly creating enough room for to slide in.
I made it two seconds in the room before I was quickly turned and pushed against a wall. I groaned from the sudden pain that shot through my back.
“how original” I muttered resting my head against the wall.
His hands were tight on my waist we stood against his wall that had a few frames on it, there were ones from his family.
“I’m not here for that Lorenzo I just came to give back this” I held up the bag with my fingers, smiling sweetly.
He wasn’t too thrilled about that.
“They’re yours, I’m not the earring type” he grabs the bag from my fingers making sure to graze his finfers against mine and places it on the table next to us.
“very funny” I sarcastically laugh.
His eyes lower slightly and he presses into me further.
I feel his muscles against my breasts pressing down on them.
“what wasn’t funny was that I woke up to find you gone also to be ignored on all accounts ” he grazed my neck with his soft lips when my head was turned.
It was obvious that he wasn’t happy about it but I promised myself one night and that was it, if he wanted more that’s his problem for stopping us.
“Did you think I wanted a quick fuck Tina, to use you like some slut” the words were harsh when we he was the one spitting them.
His eyes were focused on me and I honestly didn’t know what to say.
He took my silence as an insult. He shook his head stepping back from letting me lean fully back on the wall. I had to pull my dress down slightly.
I could finally look at him, I noticed the mess his hair was in the bruises on his arms the tired eyes that he tried to hide.
The stress that he goes into has never really registered with me. I was too conscious on the fucking tease he was.
“I’m not some hormonal 18-year-old boy Kristina if I wanted a quick fuck I wouldn’t even look your way because you don’t deserve that” this statement made my eyes widen and I took a step closer.
He says things like this that change my persona on him he continues to impress me and change my mind.
He saw the movement but he didn’t move, he wanted me to be closer as much as I probably hurt him by leaving him this morning he still wanted me.
“I’ve never had this Renzo, no one has wanted me like you do I’ve always been the woman that was taken, engaged I was his” at the last word his nostrils flared.
He took long strides to meet me again. He pulled my waist towards him.
” You’re driving me insane” I smile at the use of his words. I don’t think he noticed because he was too busy looking at me intensely.
I didn’t like the way he looked so exhausted, it pained me to be slightly the cause of his tired eyes.
I brought my hand up and combed my fingers through his hair. He needed a shower and judging by the sound of water running somewhere in the back I guess he was about to do that.
He closed his eyes as he moved his hands down my body. He rested them on my waist. I didn’t move them I let him touch me if that’s what he needed.
” I thought I could get rid of this feeing Renzo just one night and I wouldn’t have to constantly think about you pounding into me” the words weren’t lightening the mood.
It was probably making it worse.
“Tina” he moans pressing himself into me.
“Don’t say that when you’re here dressed like this and have nowhere to escape I’m not sure you’re ready for me right now I’m too messed up” he breaths out.
“In here” he finishes, pressing my fingers against his head.
” I never know when to stop” I move my hips against his belt loving the cold feel on my bare legs.
He grabs my ass in his strong hands squeezing it tightly.
” let me try, just let me in” I was afraid to but I also wanted to let him in whatever he wanted to do.
“Don’t make a decision yet, I want you to be sure” he whispers taking a strand of my hair and twirling around his finger.
I bite my lip contemplating on it.
He watches the movement slowly. He pulls my lip out from my teeth lingering there.
I slightly nibble on his thumb I needed something. I had a feeling he was just going to leave me to think to decide.
“You’re making this very hard for me baby” he rasps out pressing his thumb further into my mouth.
His thumb met with my tongue he slid it further onto the pad of my tongue.
This was wildly erotic and I was loving it.
I’ve always had a hunger for sex even though I’ve only been with two guys I haven’t found someone who satisfies me just enough.
” let me shower and I’ll take you home, you come to me when you have an answer” he says removing his thumb.
I widened my eyes when he sucked on his thumb his eyes not leaving mine.
” what about the event tonight?” I ask him remembering that he invited me.
” I won’t be there for long, I’m not going to force you to come with me, as I said they’re not ready yet” he speaks as though he already knows my answer.
I watch him as he walks into the opposite room to shower.
I grabbed the bag and let myself out.
He would waste his energy for tonight if he drive me home.
The lady down at the lobby looked frightened as I walked past her.
I offered her a kind smile which she wasn’t expecting I guess from the look on her face.
” have a good evening ” I said to the guard at the lobby doors.
“And you to mam” he replies. I didn’t like being called mam but I guess it was just common curtesy.
I didn’t even go straight home. It was only 7pm. I loved London at this time it’s just after the rush hour and the city just quietens down.
The people walking there dogs come out and the families walking to the parks come out to play.
I already made my decision. I mean what’s the harm in giving him a chance.
I’d be stupid not to.
I’d agree with him and would rather stay out of the public eye. We don’t know what’s going to happen yet and it would be stupid for us to just jump on the wagon.
I arrived home around half 10 and wasn’t even slightly tired. I watched the award show from my home Tv.
He was charming as he presented a upcoming athlete with an award.
I was smiling as I saw him present it to him.
They interviewed him after the show and he was with his teammate that was on the same team as Lorenzo was.
Renzo may have been fooling them but I could see how tired he was.
I took a bet.
I grabbed my car keys and drove out to the nearest Chinese takeaway that was near his place.
I ordered a mixture of things after talking to Loretta ofcourse.
“Yes darling renzo loves pretty much every Chinese food out there ” she says I could here her moving around.
I hope I didn’t wake her.
” renzo can be rough at times and he might not let you in but he has a kind heart” she tells me.
I believe that. He’s never really hurt me yes he’s a little rough at times but I love that.
I was all giddy when I got to the lobby. The woman saw me and gave me a kind smile.
“Back already” she laughs typing away at her keyboard.
“You know it, is he here” I ask preventing me from going up there and him not being there.
“Yea got in about 20 minutes ago” great hopefully he’s relaxing now.
“Here have this, you like Chinese chicken right” I ask her placing the bag on the table and giving her it.
He eyes light up. I wonder if they’re allowed to eat on the job.
” thank you so much I actually haven’t eaten since yesterday” she informs me. Is she serious, I couldn’t imagine not eating in so many hours.
“Is that even healthy”
She pauses for a moment.
“Probably not” I shake my head at her.
She must be crazy to do that to herself.
I was glad that we could actually speak and get to know a little bit about her.
I took the elevator up to his apartment. The Chinese was probably stinking out this nice apartment. It’s good food what can I say.
I knocked on his door excited to see him again.