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Book:Unknown Feelings Published:2024-6-2

I am very happy for Amelia, after suffering so much, she also found her happiness.
I headed to the office after dropping Ancy at her kindergarten.
When I reached the office, Niya was already waiting for me at the entrance, she was excited after seeing me after so many days, she started telling me my daily schedule.
We reached my office, I entered and said, “Niya, Please schedule my meeting with Mr. Walter at lunch today”
She was looking at me for a moment and said, “Mam, Mr Walter’s Secretary Mr. Andrew came a month ago and gave me an envelope and said that I should give it to you when you return to office”
I frowned, I had a bad feeling about it, I said, “Give me that envelope”
She immediately turned and left for her office and came back in a few minutes.
I took the envelope from her hands with trembling hands and waved her to leave.
After she left, I opened the envelope with shaky hands, the first document was property papers, and the second was a handwritten letter.
I opened the letter, and it was Marco’s handwriting. I started reading the letter
“My Dear Angel,
By the time you will read this letter I will be out of your world, I know I have done many wrong things and because of which I lost you.
I have transferred all my property in your name, and I am leaving. I wanted to meet you and our daughter before leaving, but I know you hate me and don’t want to see me anymore.
So I didn’t dare to come in front of you, because I can’t see the hatred in your eyes.
Angel, believe me at first the feelings which I had for you were unknown to me. If I had known my feelings for you earlier I wouldn’t have lost you.
Only I know how much I love you, and now I will live my life with your memories and pray to God that if I have the next life I can get you at least in that life.
You are the only woman in my life I loved, and you will be the only woman I will love in my entire life whether you are with me or not.
I know asking for forgives is shamelessness, but try to forgive me once if you can.
I am leaving everything behind because if I don’t have you I don’t want any luxurious life.
Please try if you can tell our daughter about me, about her Dad, but that too only if you don’t feel ashamed of me.
Angel, I am leaving. I wish you all the happiness in life.
I love you forever.
Marco.
I fell on my knees, I lost him, I lost the man whom I loved the most, how am I supposed to live my life, I am unable to breathe at this moment.
I can’t live without him, I was crying hysterically and I mumbled, “Marco, I love you”
Marco’s POV
It’s been a year since I left everything behind and started working in a small café in the outskirts of the city.
I have Andy with me, he calls me Daddy and now I have that father-son bond with me, he never complains to me about anything, about our changed lifestyle; he says that he is happy where Daddy is.
Andrew is also working with me, he said that I am his family and family doesn’t leave each other in bad times.
I wanted to go far away from my Angel but I was unable to take myself away from my Angel, I thought if I will be a little closer to her, I can live my life.
In this one year, I never missed any of her interviews; I had all her photos cutting from the newspapers.
I cannot deny that I am a stalker, but what can I do? I cannot start my day without seeing her photo.
But today, when I was working in the café, I saw the news about my Angel’s marriage. Yes, today she is getting married.
I know today is her wedding day, and my heart is bleeding; I really wanted to die before seeing her getting married to someone else.
But thinking of Andy I never took any wrong step, I lost my Angel because of my irresponsibility, now I cannot lose Andy, I have to be a responsible father.
I was trying to concentrate on my work but my Angel’s face was roaming in my mind.
was unable to concentrate on my work so I came out of the café to breathe some fresh air.
As I was smoking, I heard a kid’s voice calling, “Daddy, Daddy”
I turned and my eyes almost popped out, I saw Ancy running towards me.
I immediately threw the cigarette and ran towards her and picked her in my arms and started kissing her face madly.
My daughter called me Dad for the first time, I was on the seventh cloud.
Almost after ten minutes I stopped kissing her and asked, “Sweetheart, what are you doing here?”
She said in her so so cute little voice, “Daddy, you know today is Mamma’s wedding”
I felt hurt but nodded her positively, holding back my tears, she continued, “So we came to pick the Groom”
I was confused at her answer, but my eyes widened when I saw behind my daughter.
I saw my Angel walking towards me in a wedding gown followed by her and my family.
I was unable to believe my eyes, I was standing there like a statue, my Angel came to me and stood in front of me and said, “What are you doing here on our wedding day”
I was baffled at her words, standing like a fool; she smiled and kissed my cheeks pulling me out of my daze.
I hugged her tightly, still holding my daughter in my arms and tears started rolling down my cheeks.
She said wiping my tears, “Our wedding photos won’t look good if you keep on crying”
But I was unable to hold back my emotions and kept on crying like a kid.
Almost after half an hour I somehow managed to overcome my emotions and asked, “You forgive me?”