What the hell?
Is he even getting our overnight bags from the bedroom?
This is all such a mess.
I look over to the photos strewn all over the floor, I can’t leave them like this and I’m not just throwing everything back into the boxes and wasting the two hours of sorting that we’ve just done. I kneel down onto the floor and begin to put the piles of photos into large manila envelopes.
As I scramble to restore some sort of order I hear the front door bang open downstairs and Giuliano come barreling up the stairs. “I said now!” he growls.
I look up, shocked by his venom and to be honest, a little pissed. “Have some patience Giuliano,” I snap. “Like I already told you, I’m putting these photographs away before I go anywhere. You do not snap your fingers and expect me to jump.”
His eyes bulge from their sockets. “Now!” he yells, he marches over and grabs my hand and pulls me to my feet. “We need to get out of here, right fucking now.” He pulls me out of the room and down the stairs and out the front door, he slams it shut behind us and hurries me to his car and he opens the door in a rush. “Get in.”
I raise my eyebrow, unimpressed with his dramatics.
“Now!” The veins are sticking out of his forehead and he looks like he’s about to explode.
I fall into the car, exasperated. In this instance, I’ll humor him, I’m quite sure that he’s having some kind of mental breakdown of some sort right now.
He gets into the car and slams the door hard, he takes off at one hundred miles per hour and the tires screech in disapproval. I grip the dashboard. “What are you doing, you maniac? Slow down.”
He glares through the windshield as his eyes stay fixed on the road. He changes the gears at speed.
My eyes flick between him and the road as it comes barreling toward us. “It’s okay.”
He punches the steering wheel with force causing me to jump. “Nothing about this is fucking okay, Francesca!” he yells as he loses all control. “I am the child of a mistress and her affair with her bodyguard. I’m the result of a montage of lie after lie, I have no identity at all.” His eyes well with tears as he grips the steering wheel at white-knuckle force.
Oh….
I watch him, unsure what to say. “We don’t know that,” I whisper softly.
“Don’t we?” he screams like a madman. “What the fuck was that photo?” He punches the steering wheel again as he takes a corner at speed.
I grip the dash to hold on. “Will you slow down?” I cry. “Killing us is not going to make this situation better.”
He clenches his jaw and with a defiant tilt of his chin a cold demeanor falls over him as if having an epiphany. “But I know what will,” he mutters.
My eyes flick between him and the road. “What’s that?”
He stays silent, the hairs on the back of my neck stand to attention.
“What are you going to do?” I stammer.
He stays silent, eyes on the road.
“Giuliano. Answer me, what are you going to do?”
He changes the gears at speed. “What needs to be done.”
Panic runs through me. “Killing Lombardi is not going to fix this, Giuliano. Don’t be a fool, you don’t need an all-out war.”
“This one isn’t for me.”
“Who’s it for?”
“Your father.”
Giuliano
I do up my tie as I stand at the end of the bed, Francesca is naked and sleepy still under the covers. “You are not to leave the apartment today,” I tell her.
Her eyes find mine.
“Do you understand me?”
She doesn’t answer.
“Francesca, do you understand me,” I snap, making myself clear.
“Yes.” She sighs, her eyes follow me around the room as I put on my watch and shoes. “What time will you be home tonight?”
“I’m not sure.”
“We have church tomorrow with my mother, remember?”
“I won’t be going to church.”
Her face falls. “Faith means a lot to me; I want you to convert to Catholic.”
“That won’t be happening.”
She sits up, annoyed. “Why wouldn’t you want to go to church?”
“Because I’m not a fucking hypocrite like the rest of the Ferrara men were. I’m pretty sure they don’t sell blow in heaven, Francesca.” I put on my cuff links.
“Do you think you’re going to catch on fire the minute you walk into the church or something?” she snaps.
I smirk, an image comes to my mind of exactly that. “To see your mother’s face.”
She twists the blankets between her fingers as she thinks. “If you’re not a Catholic, we can’t get married in a church.”
“You told me you always wanted to get married in the snow.”
“I do.” Her eyes search mine. “But….”
I watch her for a moment, her face is filled with sadness, empathy wins and I crawl over her. “I’ll make a deal with you.”
“What’s that?” she whispers up at me.
“If I am a Ferrara, I will become a Catholic…for you.”
The truth is that we both know that’s not happening.
She smiles softly as her eyes fill with tears, I kiss her big beautiful lips. “Promise me that you won’t leave the apartment today.”
“Why?”
“Because I have a lot on my mind and I don’t want to be worrying about you.”
“Okay.” She puts her arms around my neck and holds me down to her. “What are you doing today?”
“Working.”
“Don’t get yourself killed.”
“I haven’t yet.”
She hugs me tighter. “But you have more to lose now, we have a wedding to plan.”
I smile into her neck, she’s right, I do.
“I love you.” I spread her legs with my knee as I kiss her once more. “See you tonight.”
I take the elevator down to the ground floor and walk out to see Bruno.
“Giuliano.” He smiles. “Good morning.”
“I want extra staff with you. As many as you need, Francesca is not to leave the building until further notice, do you understand?”
“Is something going on?”
“Yes.” I roll my lips as I consider if I should tell him my next move. Fuck it, he needs to know. “Lombardi is going to die in the foreseeable future, I know for a fact that she will be their retaliation target.”
His face falls.
“She is the one person….” My voice trails off.
If they want to hurt me, they will hurt her.
“I will guard her with my life. You have my word.”
“Thank you.”
I think for a moment, there is one person who I know that will give his life to guard her. “I’ll organize for Antonio to return from Rome to assist you.”