Ava POV
Have you ever walked down the street and met someone you didn’t know, someone you’ve only seen once in your life, and you haven’t touched it yet, but you have a feeling in your heart that you want to know that person? Because that’s how I’m feeling right now.
“Are you the boss of them?”
I want to be impressed by the man who approached me. My heart is racing erratically. It has panicked for the first time only because of the man in front of me. I took a long breath to relax since I felt it would be better not to give my pounding heart any other significance.
“So?” I arched an eyebrow to show him how annoyed I was by his query. I want to sit on the muddy ground and step on my foot because regardless of what I attempt, my heart doesn’t want to cease. To stop, I guess I only need to put my hand into my chest and pressure it.
“If you can form a garbage group, you should also know how to control them.” When he told me that, I was even warier. He let go of the collar of the man I knew.
I was irritated because this was the first time someone had acted like that in front of me. Often, no matter what I do to the men I talk to, they just seem to be submissive to me. It seems like just one word, they are already under the spell of my words, but this man doesn’t seem affected by it.
“Forgive me, your majesty.” Wearing a yellow crop top, ripped jeans, and white rubber shoes. I pretended to have a dress and bent one leg as if paying homage to the majesty.
If I were to serve only a person, I wouldn’t be acting choosy anymore. If there is a handsome and clean-looking person in front of me? But what I thought, I could get along with him. But everything he just a rotting habit! This is even worse than the murderous syndicate!
But even so, my heart still insisted on watching him. To catch every thought, he had. I glanced at him whenever he wasn’t looking and found out things I shouldn’t have known. Unintentionally, my heart gave up.
“I like you!” Tears flowed in my eyes along with the rain. I no longer know what is raining on my tears because these two are already mixing in my eyes.
When he shook, I just wanted to be struck by lightning. I want it to hit my chest and electrify whatever I feel in my heart. I want it to erase any love flowing in my chest for Turstin. Furthermore, I can no longer remember how we got here in the parking lot. I just want to drink and forget how I feel for him, but he seems to be holding me back.
“Then why did you pull me out of here?!” I could barely hear my voice because the wind had blown it away from the rain. The two of us were soaking wet in the rain but still, no one wanted to get us inside the car. We let the mighty downpours of water from heaven envelop us.
“Because you’re Winter’s friend.” Sharp daggers were the words that hit me. He wasn’t looking at me, it was already dark at night, so I couldn’t see his face well, but when the lightning flashed I could see it.
No reaction.
I turned my back on him. Maybe when I hear more words from him, I just can’t handle it. Perhaps, it would be better to just leave that place – to put the words in one ear and bring them out the other as if nothing had happened.
The first step … He didn’t stop me.
Second step … The pain completely enveloped my heart.
But on the third step, he pulled my hand back. When I looked at him, I saw his troubled look.
“Do you want to have sex with me?”