Carola had already reached the door, heard Vivian’s voice, turned her head worriedly, found her lying on the floor in pain, couldn’t care less and rushed straight over to help her up.
“Are you stupid to protect him like this when Hanley has done this to you?” Although the tone was all accusations, but the eyes were full of worry.
I’m not trying to protect him, but I don’t want to have anything to do with him anymore. The slap doesn’t hurt, it hurts my heart, and it’s all my own doing. I know that the person he likes is not me, but by his sweet words, time and time again to deceive themselves. Love is something that is never right or wrong, everything is wishful thinking on my part, and Hanley has nothing too much to do with it.”
Looking at Carola very seriously, Vivian didn’t say that because she didn’t want Carola to go to Hanley, she just simply thought that.
From the beginning to the end she was clear that there was no right or wrong in love, it was all about her willingness to give. She is also not qualified to blame Hanley why she does not like her, because love is free, is the most can not be bound.
Carola was still angry, even though she couldn’t move at all because Vivian was tugging her.
“Yes, love is no right or wrong, Hanley how to hurt you, I can not care. But Vivian, do you understand, he idle not emotionally bullying you, he directly hands, this kind of man does not do, stay for the New Year?”
The tone was full of hate, Carola wanted to take Vivian’s brain off and see if it was all filled with mush, otherwise how could it be so stupid.
Vivian smiled with relief, and although her eyes were red, she finally looked a little more alive.
“Carola you’re right, a man like Hanley isn’t worth keeping for New Year’s Eve anymore, so I’m letting go! I don’t want you to go to him because I don’t want you to get involved in this thing with us, you shouldn’t get involved in this mess with me.”
“I …” Carola did not finish her sentence, Vivian directly took his hand to gag her, “I know what you want to say, but let me finish the sentence, OK? ”
Carola nodded, although she did not support Vivian’s idea, she would still respect her opinion.
“I don’t want anything to do with Hanley anymore, not even a little bit. I’m spineless, you know, and if I have any more contact with Hanley, I don’t know if I can control my heart anymore, so Carola promise me, don’t fight for me, okay? Just let me suffer this one time!”
Carola even if the heart of Vivian, at this time, she knows that she said anything is useless.
She hated to chop Hanley’s head off, but Vivian’s words were not wrong at all; there is no right or wrong in love. Just like she likes Hubert and he likes someone else, there is no reason for her to demand that he must like herself.
And the Vivian she knew was indeed like that, and if she were to get involved with Hanley again, she would fall head over heels again.
“Okay, I promise you, let you handle this matter yourself, but you also have to promise me that you won’t let us worry about you anymore, okay? Protect yourself well and don’t hurt yourself anymore.”
Looking at Vivian like this, to be honest, Carola was a little scared. She was afraid of what she would do to herself if she wasn’t there.
Vivian smiled sweetly, “Don’t worry, I’ll be me from now on, I’ll take good care of myself.”
This is the first time in a long time that Vivian has genuinely smiled. Although she is still a little sad inside, she will nevertheless be strong enough to get by as old as she can.
“Well, there are plenty of men in the world anyway, so you can have whichever one you want. Even … just Hubert, too.”
For Carola, these two people are the ones she loves the most, if she withdraws and they can be happy, she is willing to lick her wounds in silence. Anyway, she is so strong that she can just hide and cry by herself, but she can’t let them be sad.
Vivian slapped Carola’s again and rolled her eyes, “What’s on your little mind? Hubert and I are just good friends, and the two of us will only be good friends no matter how long it takes.”
She doesn’t want Carola to get the wrong idea, so these are the words from Vivian’s heart. She is grateful to Hubert, but they are not possible after all.
It was impossible two years ago, and it’s even more impossible now. Maybe she won’t like anyone else in her life, but even if she will like another man, that person will definitely not be Hubert.
I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to do that, but I’m not going to be able to do that. Carola I know some of the results may be very painful, but this has been dragging does not feel more tired? I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to get the best out of you. .”
The more he said, the more serious he became. Vivian grabbed Carola’s hand and looked at her truly, “Carola, I want you to be happy, I want you and Hubert to both be happy. Although I can’t get happiness now, but I hope that you, as my friends, can be happy.”
Opening her mouth, Carola wanted to speak, but she didn’t know what to say. It’s not that she didn’t try, but she didn’t dare.
She knew what Vivian said. But she was afraid that if she took this step, but Hubert didn’t feel anything for her, would they not be able to be friends in the future?
Vivian seems to be able to read Carola’s heart and poke her right in the heart.
“We all know Hubert’s people, and even if you pierce this relationship your relationship will not change. Hubert and I have a much more awkward relationship than you, but we want to be the same now as we were before, so don’t worry, even if we fail, we’ll still be the same as before.”
Carola was tempted to tell Vivian that it was because Hubert still liked her. But she’s different. She’s the one who likes her, and if the relationship breaks down, he’s sure to squirm and even fill her with guilt.
She would rather Hubert keep treating her as a friend than in her next life, keep facing his guilt.
Not wanting to explain too much, Carola just nodded and took Vivian in her arms. She just needed a little warmth, and with strength, she would sort herself out.
Vivian glanced at Carola and didn’t say anything, just hugged her even deeper.