ANAMIKA’S POV
It’s been a week and It has been peaceful between me and Massimo so far…
He holds me in his embrace every night, cooks food for me whenever he gets the time and sometimes I cook for him too, to return the favour.
During this time he has asked me many times to play flute and other instruments and listened to me while holding me from behind and nuzzling in my neck.
He didn’t try to touch me in any sexual way. He kissed me but it was gentle. Maybe he doesn’t want to trouble me when I am on my periods but I can see how much he is trying to control himself, I can feel his hard erection every night poking my stomach.
He is trying to make me feel relaxed and comfortable with him. He is trying to make me open up to him, I can sense that…
He told me about his family, his mother and father and that he respects them alot. About some happy childhood memories of his with nicolas and his friends. He was expecting me to talk about mine too but I didn’t…
I can see this gentle side of Massimo only when we are alone.
I still remember when 2 days ago we were in a business meeting, he accepted my condition to keep our personal and professional life’s separate. We act in front of people like we don’t know each other.
When one of my business partner was talking to me about business, I saw the way he was looking at him, I saw the darkness in his eyes, like he is ready to kill him any time.
I saw fear in people’s eyes for him, he is a dangerous and ruthless businessman, I know that. No one in the corporate world messes with him, he is too powerful and sometimes it scares me too. The way he looks at me, I can see his obsession and possessiveness clearly in his eyes. The way he watches my each and every action like he is capturing me in his eyes, like he is judging my every action and every movement. I am afraid that it will take a far toxic turn.
When we were in a restaurant for our date I noticed how his hold became tight on my waist when other men looked at me.
In this week I realised that if I want to tame him I have to use a gentle way, argument and showing him attitude makes him even more angry. No matter how much he tries to hide and control it in front of me, I can see that he has anger issues, his beautiful eyes tells everything.
My periods are over today and I am scared, I know he won’t hold himself back tonight… I saw the desperation in his eyes this morning…
I know he doesn’t love me, he made that clear infront of me that he doesn’t believe in love and don’t know how to do it. So am I, I don’t do that either, I don’t believe in love anymore.
It might just be physical attraction for me but for him it’s obsession, he wants to own me. He is trying to open me and wants to know what is inside, he wants to own each and every part of me and I am not ready to do that… When he told me about his motive I was looking at him stunned and I have a strong feeling that he will do it, which I don’t desire at all.
I don’t want to make him my habit, I don’t want to get addicted to him like he is with me…
MASSIMO’S POV
It’s been a week…
I have been spending my free time with her, I am trying to make her feel comfortable around me. I can see hesitation in her when she is with me, she is scared but I can’t understand why. No matter how much she tries to hide her emotions, I can easily read them and I could only see fear.
Anamika always thinks before saying something. She does each and every thing carefully and with precaution like she doesn’t want to do any mistake which she will regret later. She doesn’t want to let her guard down in front of me, I can sense that.
She is trying to resist me in her own beautiful way. She is not ready to accept that she seeks comfort in my embrace but holds me tightly every night, like someone will snatch that comfort from her.
I see hesitation and fear in her eyes before she tries to fall asleep every night like she will face something in her dreams which she doesn’t want to face. Something is not right, she is trying to hide and run away from something but what is it, I have to find out.
I tried to make her open up to me about her childhood or school life, anything about her past but all my efforts went in vain.
She has tattoo of someone’s name on her hand. When I asked her she only told me that
It’s her grandmother’s name ‘Shakuntala Singh sahay’, and she is no more but I saw love, respect and admiration in her slightly glossy eyes with a small sad smile on her face when she said her name.
She quickly hid it but I saw that anyway… I can see that she loved her grandmother alot.
She always avoids talking about her childhood and family every time I brought that topic for conversation, she only listens to my stories and never talks back about her’s.
Anamika is not much of a talker, definitely a Thinker. She keeps herself well managed, everything always perfect and in check. In her professional and personal life too. And I admire that, she is a responsible and mature woman.
I saw her two personalities, one when she is handling her work and dealing with her business, she has an excellent brain I must say… She becomes so focused and sometimes aggressive if she has to.
Strict and rude businesswoman, her every decision and steps are well planned and future oriented as i said she thinks before doing anything, before investing. She is damn good at her work, no wonder she became successful in a very less time.
Her second personality is the one I see every night, the woman I get to hold in my arms every night is totally opposite of the rude businesswoman Anamika Singh sahay.
She is not rude or arrogant, she becomes silent, so vulnerable when I look at her with my gentle eyes. She looks at me like she is silently begging me for more gentleness, I can see that in her eyes, she is alone and empty and don’t want to show that to anyone. She is hiding it perfectly under her rude and brave personality, she is strong very strong that she has been doing it all alone… she is definitely my tigress…
I can sense sadness and hint of loneliness in her music too. I like it when she plays something for me. She gets lost in her own world. The way her fingers caress the instruments while playing, it’s looks so graceful…
Damn how much I love her music, it’s heaven to my ears, my soul, my ruthless heart. I feel at peace whenever she play’s it. My obsessed feelings are getting more serious day by day, I can’t imagine myself without her. I loose my shit whenever I see any fucker looking at her, It makes me feel like I should kill them painfully. But I control myself in front of her everytime, I can’t show her my real face, not yet… I have to earn her trust first…
“Nick did you find anything about her past?… How much time do you want ?…”
I asked Nick, he is sitting in front of me with a fucking smirk on his damn face.
” Well not exactly… But I know one thing, It was Anamika who deliberately erased all the information about her past so no one can find out. Our hackers are working on it…”
He said …
“Why would she do that…? Fuck this girl is like a puzzle…”
I am totally confused.
And this fucker laughed.
“Massimo you are spending all nights at her house, trying to find out everything about her and protecting her… I can understand that she is beautiful and smart but you have been with many women, you never behaved like this… Are you falling in love my friend?…”
He asked me amusingly.
“I don’t know how to love and I have made myself clear in front of her that I am not in love with her But I can’t deny the fact that she is making me feel things I have never felt before, I want to protect her and take care of her… I want to know everything about her… everything…”
I replied annoyed.
“Uh… huuhh….”
He smirked.
And then something hit me…
“Nick, why don’t you try to find out about her grandmother first. Her name is ‘Shakuntala singh sahay’… Maybe with that we can find about anamika’s childhood. She was close to her grandmother. Find out everything about her grandmother and only then, inform me. I don’t want it in pieces…”
I said and he nodded.
“Yeah… Fantastic, it might work… Great, I will inform our team…”
He said excitingly… And quickly left the office.
Just wait tigress, no matter how much you try to hide things, I will find out everything and then you can’t run away from me. I will make you crave for me, for my touch, you will get addicted to me… Just Like I am to you…
Even if it’s not love, i don’t care. I will cage you forever in my obsession. You can never get out of my clutches… Never
You will fully belong to me, only me…