Cassie’s POV
The whole day was stressful, Samantha was no where to be seen at home and even to compliment the issue, James was following me the whole time.
Yeah, after the kiss which I eventually broke when I got to my senses, I kind of yelled at him for kissing me and told him off, I told him to let go of me and go back to kissing his mate, I even pushed him off me even though a humans shove like mine was kind of nothing for him.
There was no doubting that I enjoyed the kiss that I shared with him but still yet it was wrong, I had not forgiven him and I was not ready to do so soon either.
“Do you forgive me now?” James asked me as I gulped down some water but I remained mute like I had been the whole day to him.
“You still do not want me?” He asked but I still did not give a response, I simply pushed past him and walked away.
I could hear his footsteps behind me that indicated that he was just behind me and was still yet following me.
“Cassie.” he called but I gave no response.
I walked out till I got to the small garden that was taken care of by we maids, it was also called the maid’s garden, it was not so big but it was lovely and to me it was even more lovely than the huge garden in the main mansion.
I sat on the green grass and stared at the beautiful flowers with a soft smile on my face, a smoke that tried miserably to hide my sadness and my misery.
I looked backwards, sideways but I could no longer find James.
“He left already?” I mumbled and the way I said those words sounded like I had wanted him to stay and not leave.
“That does not make sense, does it? Why would someone normal follow me around the whole day without getting tired? He is definitely tired of following me around.” I mumbled to myself.
“Never.” I heard him say as he made his entrance into the garden.
Heck! He had heard all that I had said about him and definitely he is going to grow some hope and confidence in him at this moment.
“I thought you were gone.” I mumbled.
“I would never leave you.” he replied me
“I was just off to use the toilet quickly, sorry I left you without telling you where I am off to.” he apologized and I merely looked away.
“We are no longer dating, you do not need to tell me where you want to go not apologize to me about you going off to get things.” I replied him and I could see the hurt in his eyes even though he quickly masked it up with a smile.
For a moment I wanted to give up on the walls that I was building against him and accept him right back into my heart but then I very well knew that I should not do that, Miss Lauren was not one who would back down.
“He already told you that he and Lauren had rejected each other.” my subconscious mind said to me and I looked to the grass.
I reached for the grass and started playing with them, tangling my hands with the soft grass trying to forget about the guy that was seated beside me.
“Uhmm…. Do you want to see my wolf side?” He asked me and my heart leapt a tiny bit.
I was a bit scared to see his wolf side for a reason I could not get, this was not going to be the first time I would be seeing a fully grown wolf.
“I do not want to.” I mumbled with venom still evident in my voice.
“I would show you then.” he replied me against my words and I watched him stand up and walk away from me.
He probably did not want to show me his nakedness and that might have been because I have told him how shy and embarrassed I could be at such moments.
I watched him go behind the flowers and in few minutes, he emerged but this time as a wolf, he was a dark wolf.
He had dark fur that looked beautiful, his green eyes fitted his wolf side much more and I could not help but notice how handsome he actually was even in that manner.
I gulped softly as he walked majestically towards me, I wondered what he was going to do next.
“This is not what I am supposed to do, I am not supposed to show any interest in anything he is doing, I am supposed to simply walk away from him at this moment but here I am glued to the seat.” I mumbled underneath my breath, my eyes still on James.
He suddenly did a twirl, throwing himself up in the air and rolling twice before landing on the ground.
The move looked so cool and I almost clapped in excitement, it took me a whole lot to remain composed with the stunts he pulled.
He ran around the small garden with such speed that amazed me so much, the way his dark fur moved swiftly, I wished I could go closer to him, bury my hands in his fur and feel how soft it is exactly.
He let out a howl that sounded even attractive, everything about him seemed attractive anyways.
He looked into my eyes deeply and it was like I could see through his eyes into his soul but then his soul seemed blank and empty.
He stepped backwards did a run before leaping up into the air as high as he could possibly jump, he cake back to the floor with a beautiful roll on the floor, his fur gathering dust on the floor as he rolled before screeching to a halt.
I was stunned by his moves, the fact that he was doing all of this for me and me only blew my mind.
He moved towards a beautiful yellow flowers and picked it up with his teeth, he moved towards me, and even in his wolf form, I could see his eyes plead for me to accept the flower from him.
He moved closer to me and when he had gotten to me, he stretched out to the floor, laying low to enable us be on the same height since I was seated on the floor.
He stretched the flower to me with his mouth and I gulped so I contemplated on receiving it or not. My lips trembled and my hands seemed to gain a life of their own as it raised up on its own.
They stretched forward to receive the flower from him, my hands had almost taken it away from him when I regained my senses.
I quickly got up from where I was seated and looked forward with a stern look.
“You are never going to win me back!”