Quan Shaoze caught hold of me with trembling hands, his eyes red and brutal, “Lin Feng! Who allowed you to take the bullet for me!? Get up!”
I looked weakly at his angry and inexplicable sad face, feeling confused.
I never thought that he would one day show such an expression because of me.
Seeing the vulnerability in his eyes, I knew that he was just putting up a strong front.
I smiled and accidentally pulled the wound on my chest, and the sharp pain almost tore me apart at once.
But for some reason, I actually enjoyed it, and had no regrets.
If he had been the one injured, I guessed my pain would be even greater.
“I’m sorry.” Not knowing how much time I had left, I could only force out an apology with all the energy that I still had.
It was for my disobedience in the past, and also for doing things my own way now.
“Don’t say sorry, I just want you to be okay, get up!” Unable to hold back anymore after my words, Quan Shaoze’s eyes were full of grief.
He shouted wildly, but my life was already slipping away.
Suddenly, I felt cold.
Seeing him in sorrow, I felt really awful and wanted to tell him something.
“Quan Shaoze, listen to me.” After that, I loosened up and leaned against his strong arms, finally feeling at ease.
My eyelids were getting heavier, but I still braced myself up and looked at Quan Shaoze.
I wanted to remember what he looked like, so that I could find him in my next life.
I saw my pale face in his panicked and helpless eyes, and my heart hurt badly.
If I had known that this would be the last time I could see him, I would have told him all that I wanted to say the last time.
Fortunately, it wasn’t too late yet.
“Do you know that I’ve never regretted falling in love with you?” I used up all my energy to say this.
With that said, my entire body and even my soul hurt so much that I became numb.
“No! Lin Feng! Get up and talk to me! Don’t die!” After freezing for a moment, Quan Shaoze suddenly cried out in sorrow, and his body was also trembling.
His bloodshot eyes gradually became misty, but I could no longer see them, and his cries also slowly faded.
I could no longer see or hear anything clearly.
I actually still had a regret-I still couldn’t be with him after so many twists and turns.
But fortunately, he had a woman whom he liked and was already engaged to.
I guessed he would definitely forget me and lead a happy life.
In the end, I gave him a longing glance and smiled with contentment before my heavy eyelids finally shut completely.
This was enough.
I’m sorry, there’s no way that I could stay by your side anymore.
At this point, I was already not aware of him shouting my name frantically and shaking me violently, telling me to wake up.
Later on, I felt as though I had a very long dream.
It was painful and heavy.
There was nothing in the dream, just occasional darkness and suppression whose pain almost tore my soul apart.
There were many times when I almost fell into the endless darkness, but there seemed to have been a voice guiding me towards the light.
However, the emptiness and depression in my heart still hurt so much that I wished I could just die.
But whenever that happened, I would hear an angry and husky voice of a male.
Lin Feng! Didn’t you say love me! Wake up! Let’s get married!