{Moments With Him, I Want It Forever }
Cali POV
I watched him strip in front of me and I got this sparkling feeling. No wonder the sex was the best that night, he’s fucking huge down there. Why is that handsome guys have the best sex drive. I shyly move my gaze elsewhere. I feel movements in the water, I need no one to tell me he’s inside the water. He got inside the bathtub and looked back at him. We are staring at each other.
“You are shy again. ” He uttered and I looked away.
“Come over. ” He called and I nodded. I was looking confused when he spaced his legs apart. The thought of having his dick rubbing on my back or probably, touching my back made me shiver. I have no choice but to get in between those legs with a huge cucumber in the middle. I sat in the tube and he pulled me closer. Yes! The feeling. Damn those feelings.
“How do you feel? ” He asked me to place my head on his chest. Sincerely speaking, I feel relaxed, I’m not getting out of this tube till nightfall.
How warm are his arms? I wondered and looked at his hand on my bump, he’s slowly using his hand to scoop the milk water on my stomach.
“Why are you drunk that night I met you before we had sex? ” He raised a conversation and I found myself cracking my brain. I took a deep breath after remembering how things were then.
“I was just frustrated on how things are… Zoey losing her pregnancy to poison yet the culprit is out there. No traces of how it happened. Everyone keep battling their thoughts and I hate been ignored. I understand Zoey wasn’t ignoring me on purpose but I kinda feel hurt because she was aggressive to everyone. I just wanted to clear my mind by stopping at a bar but I didn’t plan on getting drunk, but I guess actually did. Of course I did. ” I exclaimed my last sentence. I shut my eyes after the feeling of getting a head massage.
“Did you also stop to have a drink? ” I asked and he shook his head.
“No. Booked a room before coming back from an exhausting trip. But I recognized you as the girl my driver splashed drainage water on. So I got closer, just to apologize when I noticed you were drunk. I know it will be bad for me to leave you out there, in that state of mind. ” He replied and I smiled.
“You were going to apologize but we ended up on the bed, moaning as if our life depended on it. ” I uttered and he laughed.
“I thought you were shy. ” He asked. I’m sure he wasn’t expecting what I said.
“I don’t know why but I find myself always shy, I try to get rid of it—
“You can’t get rid of something you are fond of. Just like me, I’m fond of cooking and when it comes to mood and feelings. I’m fond of smiling and I love being quiet. ” He mumbled and felt his breath near my neck. He moved his hand to breast while breathing on my neck.
“How about you moaning again? ” He whispered in my ear and I shut my eyes. His touch are fucking activating those sexual feelings. The sex I had in my drunk world is about to take place in reality. I slowly move my head and our lips touch each other. I parted my lips and he slams his lips on mine. He devoured my lips while I did mine. I touch his neck and he touches my breast. He was squeezing it gently and the feeling was somehow crazy.
We break the kiss with our gaze lock at each other.
“You look breathless… Try to calm yourself and breathe in a normal way. ” He uttered with a grin. That was when I realized I was breathing so fast.
“Pervert.. ” I mumbled and he smiled before giving me a quick peck.
“I want us to have a month-long vacation together, alone in Paris. ” He uttered and I looked at him weirdly.
“Calvin is protective of me, not now I’m pregnant and he doesn’t know who is responsible for it. He knows I don’t have a home in Paris, because of what happened to me when I went there last. ” I uttered, looking at his chest, indirectly ignoring his gaze.
“What happened to you in Paris? ” I asked but I didn’t reply. He touched my shoulder and I looked at his hands.
“You can tell me later, if you can’t tell me now. ” He mumbled and kissed my hair.
“And… drew… ” I shuttered and he tensed a bit. He caresses my cheeks, locking his eyes with mine.
“I’m sorry for making you remember those memories you have shoved down the deepest of you. ” He uttered softly and I found myself getting deep in his love and affection.
“Paris was where I was raped brutally. ” I revealed with tears streaming down my cheeks.
“Shhh.. shhh Don’t need them anymore, we will have our trip elsewhere, I’m with you.. ” He whispers comfortable words and I find myself calming down little by little.
“Can you have me in your arms? ” I mumbled and he nodded, spreading his arms apart. I positioned myself in his arms, trying my best to shove those scary moments. This is my deepest secret. Nobody knows about it except Calvin, he’s the only brother I open up to. I can’t bring myself to tell my fellow friends because of lack of trust and fear of shame.
I feel void in me, years of trauma’s… I know how Zoey felt when she was raped by the bastard call Earl…. Thankfully, Calvin was able to relate to it. He was fast taking over and he helped her overcome the fear and void. But I had no one. Calvin had to go school, I skipped school for years… I will sit alone in the bathroom, I will feel like tearing off my skin because I feel irritated by its sight..
CAN ANDREW MAKE THE VOID IN ME DISAPPEAR?
CAN THIS MAN MAKE ME FEEL DIFFERENT?
CAN HE PROOF HIS WORDS? Questions raised in my head while my head is in his chest, feel the rise and fall of heartbeat.