{He Made My Thought Otherwise}
Cali POV
I decided to strip in front of him. I paused the video. .. In a normal, right state of mind. I won’t try such a thing. I saw that look on his face. He was trying to resist my nakedness. Gosh! This was my fault, it’s fucking my fault…
I stood up to sit on the floor, my mood just got ruined. I sniffed it through my nose, I can’t believe I did that. What type of alcohol did I drink?
Did I lose my mind completely, or, the alcohol was just displaying what I have been longing for. Gosh! He might think I’m a slut and cheap. Tears streamed down my cheeks, I can’t bring myself to believe I was the one in the video. I shut my eyes with my head on my bed… I snapped them to reality and picked up my phone again.
He pushed me to the bed and slammed his lips on mine. I watch how I spread my legs apart with my hand around his neck.
“It hurts for the first time… ” I uttered and he stopped to look at me. I paused the video… Seriously, I can’t believe I wanted sex, my body is always restless, I never understood myself until I had it with a stranger… I played the video back
“I’m sorry…. ” He apologized and tucked my hair behind my ear.
“I won’t let it hurt you. Do you want me to stop? ” he asked and I shook my head. (Gosh… He was even asking… He was ready to stop but I made him continue) I played the video after releasing the sigh.
“No… it was painful—-” He shut me up with a kiss. I decided to forward the video and I stopped when I saw his nakedness. I started laughing…
“He has no ass. ” I utter in between my laughter and play the video. I forward it to the end when I noticed it was just sex. I clicked on the second video. It was a video of a wristwatch with a number one mark. The watch he gave me after the night stand.
“What a solid evidence? ” I mumbled and stood up from the floor.
“So what are you going to say to him. ” I ask myself, standing in front of the mirror. I only do this when I have complex thoughts, and I wish to talk to someone but there’s no one with me.
“I will just tell him to take it slowly. First, we should hang out more often. His dreams and wants. Things he loves doing and the ones he doesn’t. ” I said to the mirror and nodded.. We can take things slow, before we think of families. I sat down on my bed and the video came back rushing to head.
Knock…. Knock.. The sound from the door made me wipe my face quickly. Seriously, I have been crying. I managed to stand up despite my heavy bump. I dropped my phone on my bed and walked to the door. I pressed the door handle and saw Jemma’s smiling face.
“You have a visitor…” She uttered and arched my brows.
“I wasn’t expecting one. ” I replied and she chuckled.
“Thank you, I will take it from here. ” I heard the voice and looked at my left side.
“Andrew.. ” I stuttered, staring at him. Wait, this guy is fucking cute.. I thought and waved his hand off my face.
“How are they doing? ” He asked, staring at me.
“Hurtful… They aren’t taking it easy on my poor self.. ” I pouted, opening the door for him to come in. Thankfully, my room is not scattered today.
“I’m sorry on their behalf. ” He apologized and I turned to look at him shyly.
“You watched the video? ” He asked but I turned my face away.
“Cali..” He called with that warm voice..
“I’m sorry.. it was my fault from the beginning, you must–”
“It wasn’t your fault Cali. But mine, I should have avoid the temptation—”
“But you couldn’t… You must think low of me.. I’m cheap right.. I forced you to—” He rushed to me and he stopped in front of me.
“I won’t let you blame yourself and I won’t blame myself… We both longing for sex Cali, and we got a perfect results, Quintuplets, gosh, my dreams–”
“Your dream? ” I interrupted him with a curious question.
“I get anything I want with a snap of my fingers but I can’t with love… I find it hard to approach ladies and my thoughts are weird, I used to think maybe they just want my money. ” He sat on my mini private table and chair. I looked at him and I noticed he’s shy.
I chuckled and smiled, we are both the shy type but that night we weren’t shy… That night that changed it all.
I stared at him for so long, till he became uncomfortable with the stars.
“Is there something on my face?? ” He managed to ask despite stuttering. I shook my head and walked closer to his side. Gosh! This is awkward, I mumbled and sat on his lips. He slowly turned to look at me.
“Can’t I sit on the father of my baby’s lap. ” I rolled my eyes and he shook his head.
“We can… He replied and I chuckled, he’s shy, it’s obvious he is. He rubbed his hand on my bump, his cool gentle rub made me feel dizzy.. It looks as if he’s messaging me, I slowly doze off on his chest…
Author’s POV.
Andrew stood up slowly, he walked to her bed at a slow pace and laid her properly. Pull the duvet and crouch to peck her forehead. He took her hand and planted a kiss on it.
“I won’t let you go through this stress alone.. ” He mumbled and dropped a short kiss on her lips.
“My appointment.. ” She gribbish in her sleep and he smiles at her pouting face.