With a sad look on his handsome face, Winson kept looking at my crescent shaped eyes. He listened carefully to what I said with his ears which could hear the sound.
“It’s all over that I saved you. When I wanted you to repay me with your body, you didn’t know it. Then… From now on, there’s no need to mention it anymore.
The past was the past. It couldn’t be changed or made up. There was no need to worry about it.
Because if time could go back, I would not save you. ”
Winson closed his eyes and his face turned pale.
Yes.
Winson was a fool!
I saw his miserable face and knew that if I said more, he would probably be stimulated.
In order not to let my parents worry about Winson, I turned around and was about to leave.
However, Winson grabbed my wrist and said sadly, “at that time, before I fainted with scars all over my body and fear, I prayed in my heart that if… Someone could save me, I would protect her with my life all my life.”
I stopped and narrowed my eyes.
Holding my wrist, Winson struggled to stand up slowly and knelt on the bed behind me
“But… My Savior was by my side, but I sent him to hell step by step.
I’ve turned the… Happy, brave, bright, smiling, Natashsa into a woman who doesn’t even have a smile on her face and full of worries. It’s me who ruined you… ”
As Winson spoke, he hugged me tightly from behind, with his forehead against my back. He couldn’t help but cry sadly.
Seeing that his body was on the verge of collapsing, I frowned and said bitterly, “the reason why you made a mistake in your previous life is that you don’t love me enough. You don’t believe me because you don’t love me.
Because you don’t love me, you could easily hurt me.
Since you didn’t love me in your previous life, don’t force yourself in this life. Winson, let’s… let go of each other. ”
He was dying.
Edward was right. As long as a person died, love and hatred would be gone.
Everything… Could be returned to zero and restarted.
I’m leaving.
Winson shook his head and said sadly, “Natasha, I love you.”
Before I opened the door, Winson got out of bed.
But because of his dizzy head and unable to control his body, he fell to the ground.
Even so, he struggled to stand up, fell and crawled to me, half knelt in front of me, and looked up at me with a pleading face:
“So, Natasha, please don’t let me go. Even if you hate me, it’s better than you let me go.”
I looked down at the man kneeling in front of me, with bitterness in my eyes.
Winson shook his head and said, “Natasha, I don’t mean to argue, but please think it over. In my previous life, before I saw the photo of you and that man, I really had never doubted you.
Even if those malicious people say that you hurt me and my family, I will always be on your side. ”
I looked into his eyes and saw the humbleness in Winson’s eyes.
In previous life, Winson fell out with me for the first time after he got those disgusting photos.
Because he had identified that those photos were not Ps, he seemed to be crazy and asked me why I betrayed him
I took a step back and pulled out my pants from his hand. I gripped the doorknob and said in a low voice, “Winson, when a person really loves another person, he won’t doubt or hurt her!”
Kneeling down, Winson took a step forward and held my other hand tightly again. He stared at me with heartbroken eyes and said sadly
“At that time, you had a fight with me because of Wendy. I was really scared. I thought you really abandoned me and didn’t want me anymore…”
I know what he fears most in his life is to be chosen and abandoned.
His insidious personality was not developed from an early age. It was a psychological shadow left after he was abandoned by Selina two.
But he was also my shadow?
Even if he was willing to turn over a new leaf in his previous life, the piercing pain he had suffered in his previous life was not fake.
No one could understand the pain of being pushed into hell by the one he loved.
I tightened my grip on the doorknob and said, “Winson, I’ve seen your determination to confess. I’ll let you go, because I’m really tired!”
Then I opened the door and strode away.
When the door was closed with a bang, the light of hope in my eyes disappeared, and there was only a hole in my eyes that was overwhelmed with pain
If he doesn’t hate me anymore, he will really lose me completely! After I got out of the room, I trotted all the way to the terrace on the top floor.
I stood by the fence, letting the cold wind slide past her face like an ice cube.
The piercing coldness calmed me down at one point one.
Although the past could not be passed, Winson’s Retribution was on the way.
So… I… I decide to let go of Winson and myself!
I raised my head and closed my eyes, my fists clenched, and the sadness overflowed from the bottom of my heart.
That’s it!
It was a dinner party held by Mr. Chaud on Saturday night.
I took the initiative to talk to Murphy and said that I wanted to attend this event on behalf of the family to broaden my horizons.
Coincidentally, the Nicola Group and Murphy Group have a cooperation tonight. Murphy knew how steady I had been recently, so he trusted me and went to see Nicola in person.
Of course, Murphy didn’t know that the reason why the cooperation was decided today was that I had arranged it in advance.
In order not to let her parents act like what they had done in their previous life, she attended the dinner party and became a suspect after the “accident”.
When my car appeared in front of the hotel, my eyes were full of maturity and tenacity.
Tonight, I’d like to see who is behind all this!
I got out of the car, lifted my dress and took the invitation. When I was about to enter the hotel, a clear and excited shout came from behind, “Hey, Natashsa!”
I turned around and looked at him in surprise. “Why are you here?”
Seeing that he didn’t respond, I shouted at the door, “help!”
A maid at the door ran in and said, “call Edward and tell him that Winson fainted and ask some people to help him.”
I turned Winson’s body flat, pinched his shoulder hard and pushed him, “Winson, Winson, wake up…”
A servant rushed in and helped Winson to the bed nearby.
Elsa was busy downstairs. Knowing that something had happened upstairs, she rushed over.
Seeing that Winson was in a coma, she squatted down on the edge of the bed and shouted over and over again, “Winson, why did you suddenly faint?
Winson, Winson? ”
Elsa shouted. Seeing that Winson didn’t respond at all, she couldn’t help crying, “what should we do? Wake up, my child. Don’t frighten me, okay?”
Listening to my mother’s anxious and sad cry, I also feel bad.
Edward came in a hurry. After a simple examination of Winson, he called me out of the room.
He asked in a low voice, “how did Winson faint?
Was he stimulated or fainted for no reason? ”
“We… We had a dispute.”
Hearing this, Edward sighed helplessly. “I asked him to come here to fulfill his wish for the rest of his life, so that he could keep a good mood when he sees you. But how could you…”
I looked up at him coldly.
Edward stopped saying, “I’m sorry. I know I put pressure on you. Just forget what I said just now.”
“Doesn’t he need to be sent to the hospital?”
“Don’t worry. He will wake up later. I’m afraid that this kind of situation will often happen in the future, and there may be other emergencies, such as… Nosebleed and temporary blindness. The more frequently these things happen, the more dangerous his situation will be.
Later, I will arrange for an accompanying doctor. I don’t want to frighten aunt like just now. ”
I nodded and saw Edward off.
After Edward got in the car, he apologized, “I’m really sorry for what I did just now. I just hope that you won’t have any regrets. After all… Life is short. Once a person dies, whether it is love or hatred, there will be nothing left.”
Edward drove away. I stood there for a long time before I returned to the villa.
When I went back to my room, I heard Elsa talking to Winson.
“Next time you feel uncomfortable, you must have a rest in advance. Don’t frighten me like this, okay?”
Winson replied gently, “I know, aunt. I’m sorry.”
“You are not feeling well. Why should you apologize?”
Winson looked around and asked, “where is Natasha?”
“Natasha went to see Edward off, not yet…” before Elsa could finish her words, I pushed the door open and went back to my room.
Elsa waved at me and said happily, “Natasha, come here. Winson is awake.”
I smiled at Elsa and said, “well, Edward just said that he’s fine. Don’t worry. Mom, I’ll take care of him here. Go ahead with your work.”
Elsa nodded, “okay. I’ll bring the food to Winson later. Let him stay in your room tonight. You can sleep in another room. Don’t let him move.”
Winson had thought that I would be unwilling to go back, but when he was about to say that he could go back by himself, I nodded gently and said, “Okay, I see.”
Elsa nodded in relief and left.
I raised my head and closed my eyes, my fists clenched, and the sadness overflowed from the bottom of my heart.
That’s it!