Xu Xu, who was here, had been working for a long time, then got up and stretched lazily. When she walked to the window, she realized that it was already raining.
The dull weather made Xu Yan feel even more depressed. He actually knew what Bai Beiwang was thinking. She was Ding Manman’s friend, so to tell the truth, he did not want to hurt her.
Xu Xu had been paralyzing herself with work all day today. Now that she was suddenly free, she remembered that she had troubled Ding Manman and also upset Bai Beiwang.
At this moment, Xu Yan saw Bai Beiwang appear in the rain. She appeared so suddenly, and the rain was getting heavier. Everyone returned home because of the rain, but she came here to send her an umbrella. It was fake to say that she wasn’t touched, but it was not love. She couldn’t just reluctantly accept her just because she didn’t want to hurt her. This was unfair for her.
When Xu Juan thought about it, Bai Beiwang had already come up. When she saw that the door was not related, she didn’t knock on the door. She walked in and watched Xu Juan’s receding figure with fascination.
“I’ll give you an umbrella and clothes. The rain outside is getting heavier and heavier. I don’t know when it will stop. I’m afraid you’ll catch a cold, so…”
When Xu Xu heard Bai Beiwang’s voice, she finally came back to her senses.
“Look north, it’s raining so heavily, you shouldn’t have come. I’m not worth it for you to do this for me. You know I…”
Before Xu Xu could finish her sentence, she was interrupted by Bai Beiwang.
“Please, please, please don’t say the following words. I understand, I understand. I didn’t do all this to get anything, so you don’t have to worry about it. Just treat it as an ordinary friend, right, an ordinary friend. As long as you are willing to let me stay by your side.
When he heard this, Xu Juan felt more and more guilty in his heart. How could he get such a sacrifice from a woman? Moreover, he was not sure that he could give her a future.
In the end, Xu Juan decided to explain everything to Bai Beiwang, hoping that he would understand his thoughts and not hang himself on his tree.
“Look north, calm down. I’m not going to chase you away from me. I just want to tell you my thoughts. After you hear what I said, you decide whether to leave or stay?”
In her heart, Bai Beiwang had thought that she would face Xu Yan in such a way many times, frankly tell her inner thoughts, and clearly express her love for Xu Yan, but she never imagined that the first time she was honest with each other was to say such a sad thing.
However, there were some things that had to be understood after all. Otherwise, Xu Yan would always blame himself in his heart. That was not the result that he wanted to get.
“Okay, tell me, I’ll listen.” But I have to make it clear that leaving is my own choice. You don’t have to feel too much pressure in your heart. Even if my persistence is ultimately fruitless, I am willing to take responsibility for my own actions.
“Looking north, you are actually a very good girl. But you know there is no reason to fall in love with someone. If you fall in love, you will fall in love. I can’t let Ding Manman go. At least, I can’t let Ding Manman go now.
When she heard this, Bai Beiwang started to get excited.
“Can’t let Ding Manman down?” What good place did she want? Why did both of you like her so much? Hello? Haha… Why did all of you think about Ding Manman first and not me first?
From Bai Beiwang’s words, Xu Juan was shocked. They were friends, so how could they treat each other like this? However, what position did she have to blame Bai Beiwang? In the end, it was because of his appearance that everything turned into this state.
“Looking north!” You can’t say that to her! All of this was my own choice. I should bear all the consequences. You shouldn’t have broken your friendship with her because of me. I’m not worth it at all.
Actually, when Bai Beiwang finished saying those words, she already regretted it. She knew that Xu Yan liked Ding Manman, so why did she say those words? What if Xu Yan hated her because of this?
After taking two deep breaths, Bai Beiwang gradually calmed down.
“I apologize for what I just said. However, don’t use your thoughts to restrain me in the future. You’re not me. You don’t know if it’s worth me doing this. I think it’s worth it. Just like how you like Ding Manman, you have never considered whether it is worth it.
“Look north, I’m not blaming you. It’s just that you are like this now. I still remember how lively, cheerful, generous…”
“Alright, stop talking.” I put the things down for you. I’ll go home and cook first. You’re done with work, so you can go home and eat when you’re done. I’ll be leaving first.
Then, he turned around and ran into the rain again.
She seemed to have messed up the matter again. Forget it, forget it. If she didn’t think about it, she would naturally go straight to the bridge.
In this weather, a girl was very dangerous outside. She was already sorry for Bai Beiwang, so she could not let Bai Beiwang get hurt again. Thinking of this, Xu Yan quickly packed up and rushed into the rain.
Actually. Bai Beiwang had been paying attention to her, so she deliberately slowed down. In her heart, she hoped that Xu Juan could catch up to her. As long as he caught up, she would be willing to forget everything that happened just now, continue to love him and continue to give in.
Regardless of Bai Beiwang’s expectations, Xu Yanyan quickly caught up to her, but he was afraid that there would be another argument. Xu Yan did not come forward and chose to follow behind her quietly. However, just like that, Bai Beiwang was already very satisfied. At least, it proved that Xu Yan was worried about him. In his heart, he still had his own position.
After a while, Bai Beiwang turned her head and didn’t find Xu Juan’s clear figure. Now Bai Beiwang was flustered. Could something have happened to Xu Yanqing? Impossible. Even if there was an accident, there would still be sounds of resistance. It was impossible for him to not hear anything.
There was only one possibility, that was, when Xu Yan passed by Ding Manman’s place, he went in to see Ding Manman.
As she thought about this, Bai Beiwang’s heart fell into an abyss again. Sure enough, in Xu Juan’s clear heart, she still placed Ding Manman first. When she saw her, everything around her was no longer important, and even her own safety was not important anymore…
Bai Beiwang didn’t want to get hurt again, so she couldn’t bear it anymore. She sped up and rushed back home to cook. She forced herself not to think about Xu Yan and Ding Manman anymore. Besides, Khai didn’t like Xu Yan clearly at all. He just treated him as a brother.
Just like that, Bai Beiwang kept hypnotizing herself.