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All I could do at that point was kiss her. So, with the water running down us, we kissed passionately until she broke the kiss and looked at me.
“Okay,” I said, “You’re right, I do want to try it.” And I was being truthful with her, too. In just a few moments of time, she had completely verbalized and resolved my hesitation. Damn her.
We finished our shower and she dried me off. I didn’t say much, embarrassed by the fact that we both knew she was going to fuck me in my ass just the way a man would fuck a woman, or, more exactly to the point, the way a man would fuck another man. Embarrassed or not, my cock betrayed my embarrassment and became longer and harder than it was in the shower when she was playing with me.
When we were done in the bathroom, she took me by the hand and led me to the bed. She grabbed both bed pillows and laid them on top of one another and guided me into a position on my hands and knees with the pillows under my stomach. This was a familiar position, but it wasn’t usually me like this it was usually her! As I settled down onto the bed and adjusted the pillows under me, I realized that it was going to happen, I was in the position and I made my mind up to go through with it.
She found our bottle of lube and sat down on the bed behind me. “Let me put some of this on you and then I’ll get ready,” she said, “just relax and don’t cinch up”. I remained motionless and let the weight of my upper body rest against the bed and relaxed the muscles in my butt. It actually felt good in that position I felt brave and wanton. But, I was startled when she started to apply the lube. First, just a little on the outside of my anus, then little by little, pushing her finger in me a little more each time, spreading the lube inside as her finger moved in and out. I was able to relax a little more as I enjoyed the feeling of her slippery finger moving effortlessly inside me.
“That’s it,” she said, “Just relax. I can feel you letting go.”
She continued to lube me up, now using two fingers as she slowly prepared my bottom for something we both knew would be wonderful. More and more lube was applied and it wasn’t long before my butt relaxed enough to accept her fingers without any resistance at all. Hell, it already felt good, too I mean really good. I could easily be satisfied with just this.
She climbed off the bed and stood to the side where I could watch her put the black leather harness on and insert the dildo into the holder in front of her pussy. She looked majestic standing there naked with a cock pointing out from her crotch. Her small breasts jiggled as she adjusted the harness and the dildo to where she thought it should be. I looked at the dildo, trying to decide how long it was and how many inches around it was, doing the mental arithmetic to decide if it was going to split me open, or if I could accommodate it in my ass easily. She saw me staring at it and crawled up on the bed just a foot from my face. Sitting back, she began to lube up the dildo, coating it by using the same motions a man would use to masturbate his own cock. I was mesmerized watching her stroke it, knowing it would be inside me soon.
She leaned her head down to kiss me and as I reached my head up for her kiss, I felt one of her fingers touch my well prepared hole. As we kissed, she fingered me and I made an intentional effort to relax my ass as much as I could. When the kiss ended, she asked me if I was ready. I nodded my head to tell her that I was. She reached down to kiss me again, then moved behind me to a spot where she was between my legs and moving closer and closer to my ass.
“I’m going to put a little more lube on you so just be still,” she said, “you’re doing just fine, relax and enjoy this.”
I felt her finger return to it’s pattern of applying lube and then sinking into me and withdrawing. She repeated this several more times until she said “Just relax now, you’re going to love this.”
I felt her place the tip of the dildo against my opening. I started to flinch, but she put one of her hands on my butt cheeks and started to caress me there. “Honey,” she said, “Just push back on me a little bit and relax your muscles.”
I shifted my weight backwards and felt the tip of the dildo start to press into me. I pressed backwards into her and was surprised how effortlessly the head of the dildo slipped into me and past the ring of muscles. Fuck, it was in me. I felt her start to push very gently and it didn’t hurt at all. In fact, the more I pushed back into her, the more it went in and the better it felt. I closed my eyes and began to enjoy the exact feelings she described to me while we were in the shower.
The level of care she showed made me feel loved and special. I felt so vulnerable and helpless, yet proud of myself knowing what was happening. It’s hard to admit it, but, the feeling of giving up my ass was genuinely fulfilling. I felt embarrassed and helpless, but, at the same time, I felt good and ready for more. I was a sight, I’m sure, on my hands and knees on our bed with my ass offered up to her, knowing full well that this was a role reversal I wanted so much.
My cock was rock hard as she started to pull out and then slowly move back in. I waited for her to impale me, but it never happened. She worked up to a very slow rhythm with the dildo the cock gliding in and out of me. My ass completely gave way now and she started to speed up and push deeper into me. I developed an intense warm and relaxed feeling the feeling of submission and contentment. As she finally began to fuck me, I relinquished all control to her cock and let myself be completely taken by it.
I reached for my cock, thinking I might as well play with myself while she fucked me, only to find it was leaking copious amounts of pre-cum. I was starting to pant and push back into her wanting to feel the cock deeper in my ass. I started to moan and finally told her “Oh, fuck me now baby, fuck me.”
And she did. She began to move with more dedication in and out of my ass and her speed picked up. Judging from the rate of thrusts, I was being fucked at about the same rate as I had always fucked her ass.
“How does that feel?” she asked, “Am I hurting you?”
“No, it’s not hurting at all,” I replied. “It feels good, it’s just like you said it would be. Oh shit, it feels like I’m….. oh, man, I think I’m going to cum…”
I felt the pressure build up in my balls, and it was like a slow motion movie as the sensation grew bigger an bigger until I knew an eruption was imminent. After a few seconds, though, my cock was spewing globs of cum I could literally feel my sperm escaping my cock in repetitive strong squirts. My body tensed as the orgasm warped through me. Julie told me later that my legs were wailing and my ass was bucking as if to fuck the thing myself.
Finally, I fell exhausted and limp against the pillows and the bed. I remember trying to catch my breath and push the dildo out of my ass so I could stretch my body out. When Julie pulled out of me, there was no resistance and the cock slithered out. When it was out, I felt Julie get up off the bed and go into the bathroom. She returned shortly with a warm washcloth and softly cleaned me up saying, “It’s just a tiny bit messy back here, just stay like that and I’ll have you cleaned up in just a sec.”
I couldn’t move. I didn’t want to move. I was completely exhausted and spent. Quite possibly, this was the strongest cum I ever had.
As I rested, I felt the warmth of the washcloth gently wipe me down. She didn’t say a word as she cleaned me off. I felt her pull my cheeks apart and wipe me down. “Well,” she said, “I think we used enough lube, that’s for sure. Maybe a little less next time.”
Hmm, next time? Yes, for sure. There would be a next time.