Coming for therapy every Friday was something I didn’t really looked forward too when I was a kid but right now as a teenager I looked forward to it, I was a big girl , I had a curvy physique and could totally rock a crop top and my skirt but I was still a big girl.
I went to therapy every Friday because of my insecurities and anxiety to get my weekly fix to run on the rest of the week.
Mr Thomas or Tommy are which I called him, was my therapist, as a kid he was the only therapist that made me feel comfortable and now it’s still the same , the only difference is that he is starting to look kinda-.
Hot, he was about 35 years old and had this gruff man look, he always wore collared shirts that clung to his biceps and to be honest I was starting to notice stuff I had never noticed before.
The veins on his arms, his biceps, his lips, his green mesmerizing eyes.
But I always kept our conversation neutral, I walked into his office and plopped down a chair
“You need to get healed and leave my office, the chair has watched you grow “he said jokingly.
“And lose the opportunity to stop going on a date every Friday with you? Never!”
“You come to my office every Friday, to fix yourself I’ll say miss Kylie, that you’re taking advantage of me”.
“I love taking advantage of you then, I can handle it”I smiled sweetly at him.
A smirk tugged at the corner of his lips.
“Darling you can’t take advantage of me” he stated his voice dangerously low and husky.
I swallowed “oh why do you think so?”I asked in a daring tone, smirking and an eyebrow cocked up.
“You might not be able to handle it” he said with that same tone.
My eyes grew wide and I blinked slowly a part of me hoping he didn’t mean it the way I was thinking and a bigger part hoping it was.
He let out a laugh” calm down darling , I’m sure you can handle me and I’m glad you see me every Friday now let’s get you fixed” he said and gave me a wink at the end.
That wink felt like a switch cause I could feel a brewing heat in my underwear.
” what is your relationship with boys or men like?
“Umm I only have two male friends and I have had a boyfriend but we broke up a month ago
“Okay has anyone ever touched you before.. you know.. “.
“Inappropriately?”
“Yes and no, I meant forcefully or anywhere you haven’t been touched before , like your –umm private parts”
“Omg No no”my face reddened with just the thoughts of it.
“You have never made out with a guy at all?”
“Apart from my Ex.. no, he tried to do so but I pushed him off me I wasn’t ready yet”.
“Come here”he signaled to me, to his table.
I stood up and walked towards his table.
Wondering what was going through his head.
He stood up and wrapped an arm around my waist lifting me on the desk.