CHAPTER 1
Today was the day. I was going to tell, Tameika. Tell her exactly how I feel about our friendship. And to tell the truth, once I tell her I don’t think she’ll want to be friends anymore. A secret this big is bond to mess up a friendship. We are supposed to hangout tonight… the night before my big move. I’ll tell her then. That way I can run to California with my tail between my legs when I tell her my secret.
I decided to wear a blue jean mini with brown and gold etching, along with a brown belt. I chose a brown and gold blouse that is cut low in the front to showcase my boobs. For shoes, I decided on a pair of 3-inch gold heals that laced all the way up to my calf. I loved how I looked in brown and gold colors. They seem to compliment my cocoa colored skin-tone. After I put my accessories on, including my big gold hoop earrings, I was all set to go and have some fun. I couldn’t wait.
Tameika came to pick me up so we could get on our way. When she arrived she had on a gorgeous grey dress that accentuated all her positives. Believe me! It was dipped low in the front to show off her humungous breast and cut short to showcase her legs as well… and her shoe choice made it seem like her legs went on for days.
With the both of us looking as lovely as we could possibly look, we were sure to have a great time. And a great time was had. We had a ball… Tameika received many phone numbers that night. And so did I. But I had no intention on keeping in touch with anyone considering I was leaving the next day. But it was still nice hanging out and having fun with the guys.
It was 2:15am and I was starving. We grabbed something from Checkers and took it back to her place to eat it. As we sat there beginning to eat our meal, she reminded me that I was supposed to tell her something. My nerves were shot then. I had hoped that she’d forgotten and I could just leave without saying anything to her. I was now regretting even mentioning that I had something to tell her. I sat my burger down and stood up. Just incase I had to run out of there. Tameika and I had been friends for quite some time and I had seen her angry on many occasions. I didn’t want this to be one of those times. And I didn’t want her to be angry with me. I’m probably overreacting. But I wouldn’t know until I had spoken.
“Tameika, what I have to say to you, I need to say in its entirety.” I said. “I would like it if you’d let me finish what I have to say before you ask or say anything, as it is a very difficult thing for me to discuss with you.” She sat down her burger with a puzzled look and only nodded. And I finally just let loose what I was feeling all this time.
“Meika, I have had the biggest crush on you as far as I can remember.” The look on her face told me she wanted to speak. But the look on mine, pleaded for her to let me finish. “You are a beautiful person inside and out. You are sweet, intelligent and trustworthy. You’re a gorgeous woman with a body that won’t quit. I mean, from your facial features, to that bottom of yours that you think is so flat; all of it I adore. And at every chance I think you aren’t looking I try to sneak a peek at you, taking in your whole essence. The other day when you were arching my eyebrows and you were so close to me, I wanted so badly to kiss you. Another day, you dropped everything in your hands. So, I got up to help you get your things. You bent over, in front of me and it took all my might not to grab at your ass like a horny high school boy. And the straw that broke the camel’s back was yesterday. You took off all of your clothes in front of me to try on the dress
you are wearing now. The whole time I was standing there thinking that I wished I could put one of your nipples in my mouth.” Meika just sat there blankly listening to me ramble on like I was crazy.
“I know we talked about our first time with other women with one another. And maybe that conversation is what opened this door for me. I felt we had shared something sacred that only the two of us knew about. And I also understood that while you did enjoy your time with the young lady, that the whole girl/girl thing wasn’t for you. So, I’m not telling you this because I expect anything from you.” I continued. “I just felt I needed to say what was on my mind for my sanity. And since I am moving away, I felt like now would be as good a time as any.”
I stopped to breathe and to look into her eyes, her soul to see what she was thinking. She continued to stare blankly. She sat that way, not saying anything for quite some time. I took it as my sign to go. At least she wasn’t trying to beat me up for checking her out all this time. So, I grabbed my purse and jacket and was headed for the door.
“Where are you going?” She asked, snapping out of her trance. “I thought your silence meant for me to leave.” I replied.
“I’ll let you know when you can leave.” She said, while reaching for my purse. “But I do have one question for you.” I nodded letting her know it was okay to ask. “How long have you felt this way?”
Blushing, I said, “As I said before, I think it was the night we were sitting around talking about our sexual experiences. And you were courageous enough to tell me about your first time with a woman. I thought you were trying to one up me with the first line because you paused, waiting for my reaction. When I heard you say you had never shared that with anyone, I figured I must be special to you. That’s when I shared my story with you. I
sometimes wonder had we not been drinking so heavily that night, would we have shared those stories… because we never discussed either experience ever again.”
Meika laughed. “Probably not.” We sat in silence for a few seconds before she spoke again. “Okay, Tina, since you have been so candid about this, I might, as well let you know where I stand on this situation.” I took a deep breath, hoping she wouldn’t say anything crazy or that I didn’t like.
We were sitting by one another by this time, so, she turned to face me. “Tina, I feel the same way about you.” Now it was my turn to stare. She took a deep breath before beginning again. “I never spoke of it because I didn’t want to ruin our friendship. And to tell the truth, I never thought about being with a woman again, until you came along. I am attracted to your spirit, your laugh, and definitely your body. I am so loving that thick ass of yours. Your skin tone is just gorgeous to me.” She was breathing heavy now. And I realized that I was doing the same.
“I was trying to drop subtle hints so you could hit one me, that way I didn’t look like a perv.” She said while giggling. “After a while, started just getting bolder with some of the things I did. Like you mentioning me arching your eyebrows. I thought as soon as we made I contact we’d kiss. But I was too scared to do it. Yesterday was my blatant attempt to entice you. You came over at just the right time. I had already tried the dress on, but figured I’d give you a show and hopefully we would run with it. I asked you to tell me how I looked and snatched off my clothes and slowly put on that dress. I was so disappointed when you said that I looked good, just before running out of the room.”
I smiled “I had to run out of the room. You were about to get [censored] had I stayed there.” We both laughed. “So you’ve been throwing yourself at me
and I have been too dense to notice that’s what you were doing. Hmmm. That’s actually funny.”
She grabbed my hand before saying, “So, now that we know, now what? I mean do we want to do something about this attraction we have for one another? Is it a smart thing to do with…”