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Lilith’s POV
I definitely had an idea of what to expect from Caleb in bed, especially after witnessing his intense, fiery performance the night before.
But none of that was happening. Maybe he was being gentle because it was our first time, maybe because they would mark me tonight.
We were all more than aware that no one here was a perfect little virgin.
Either way, he was showing me how he felt.
Showing me so much of himself without speaking a single word. Completely unlike him, but my body was returning it. Even with the more tender nature it was clear he was still in control. He was setting the pace, he was moving my body how he wanted. And getting from it … what he wanted.
There was no dirty talk once Caleb was inside me, we certainly didn’t need it. It was all overwhelming enough on its own.
Caden was right by side, giving me kisses here and there, even holding my hand. But he was letting Caleb and I truly have this moment.
Caleb kissed me deep as he rocked his hips gently, sliding himself deeper inside me. Every fiber of my being felt alive, electric and on edge. I was certainly never one to believe in the corny “making love” stuff that you hear about … but damn I guess I can be wrong. I would definitely never believe Caleb was capable of it.
“Hmm,” he hummed as he kissed my neck.
My hands gripped his back, my nails occasionally digging in a bit, my hips lifting to match his movements. I didn’t even always love so much kissing during sex but he was so damn good at it. So is Caden, I can’t get enough.
The lights were off in the room with just a small table lamp on, adding to the ambience of it all. Two men to absolutely pleasure me, two alphas to give me anything I could possibly want. It was almost too much. But I wanted more already, I wanted to fully see what they would do, what they were capable of and if I could turn the tables.
But not tonight, not only was I beyond exhausted mentally and physically, my body wanted them to have this control. Even though Caleb was very much in command right now, it was still shared somehow, I don’t know how to explain it.
*When hearts and bodies want the same thing, * Rose said, practically in a whisper.
Intimacy.
What a foreign word for me. But fuck, I’m going to crave it now, I can already tell. How can I be sure he feels it as much as I do?
How do I handle any potential jealousy?
My gaze fell to Caden who laid beside us, stroking himself and watching with absolute awe. He wasn’t jealous… now, I could easily tell that by his relaxed demeanor. But could that always hold true?
I was currently giving one man his absolute fantasy of making love to his mate, and I still had to do it again. It was beyond mind boggling for me. Would I ever favor one over the other?
Caleb slid his hands behind my back and lowered himself tightly to my chest as he picked up the pace and kissed me. Our breaths grew ragged, our hips hitting against each other. We were both sweaty now, and both so close to the edge. I’d never let a male finish inside me, I just couldn’t bring myself to do it.
I guess even I held some things as sacred. This was the first time I hadn’t used a condom, not that I wasn’t a prepared lady of the times… but still, this was special. More than special for shifters.
“Lily,” he groaned, lifting his head.
“Hmm, yes, yes,” I moaned as the tension proved to be too much.
I opened my eyes to see him inches from my face staring at me. I always did everything to avoid this level of closeness, this unbelievable intensity. But did I want to watch his face as he came inside me with nothing between us?
Fuck yes I did.
Rose was mostly quiet, but occasionally mimicked my pleasure, I was fairly confident she might pass out from being overloaded.
“Come for me Lily, let me feel you baby,” he said, as he thrust deep.
My thighs jerked together, holding him tight as I finally let go. Caleb pulled his hands out from under me, used one hand to hold himself up and the other to hold my face.
“Yes, yes! Ohh, ahhhh ohhhh, ohhhh, Caleb,” I breathed.
I felt him twitch around me and grunt as my orgasm hit, then I fully lost control of my body. Hands were all over me, I was being shifted and moved while still riding my high.
I felt warmth flood inside me as big arms surrounded me from both sides. I could barely register what was happening, someone gathered my hair and pulled, Caleb grunted and continued to thrust into me, still coming down from his own high. I tried to look at his face for understanding as their bodies held me up.
Caleb growled lowly as he extended his canines, my breath caught in my throat at the sight. I felt Caden’s chest rumbling behind me, their hot bodies almost baking me. Hands moved underneath me as I lost Caleb’s warmth and it was quickly replaced. I gasped as I was fully seated on Caden’s erection, then I groaned at the fullness of it from this position.
I didn’t have much left in me and surely they sensed it.
Caden pumped into me hard and fast, bouncing me on his lap. I felt completely out of my body, nearly like their ragdoll. This just went from sweet and intimate to jack rabbit fucking in less than a minute. The old Lily was certainly impressed. Whatever Lily, I currently was could barely hold herself up. I couldn’t really do anything but feel it all. The smells, the sounds, the heat.
*They’ve got us, I trust them, * Rose said, as our breathing grew ragged. I leaned forward, wrapping my arms around Caleb as he began to lick my neck.
“We’ve got you baby, always,” he said, just in my ear.
Caden’s hands gripped my hips hard as he thrust deeper and deeper, making me scream and babble all kinds of things that I wasn’t even sure were in the English language.
“I love you Lilith,” Caden said, in my ear, just as I began to explode. I wasn’t sure I could speak, was I ready to say it anyhow? They would mark me soon, all too soon. My mind and body would both say and feel it, surely the words would come easily then along with a new level of meaningfulness.
He hit my G-spot repeatedly as if he knew it was just the button that held all the answers.
The button that made me forget literally anything and everything except the feeling of him taking me there. Outer space, over the edge of the ocean, who knows.
I closed my eyes as I came, screaming out, my face stuck in a permanent “O” whatever falling out of it that my throat could muster.
A bee sting prick hit me on both sides of my neck, making me dig my nails deep into Caleb’s back as Rose growled through me.
Caleb growled back with pleasure as Caden released inside me, his thrusts still strong and unrelenting. Through it all they continued to hold me tight, my body hardly moving even with Caden’s movement.
I felt them sucking my blood, I felt their blood joining mine. When a wolf marks his mate, he bites her first … then he nicks his tongue to join the blood. Forever sealing and bonding them together. It always seemed kind of gross, but right now … it was a high I wanted to chase forever. I once read a biography from a heroin addict, and maybe this is close to that high.
Floating … no body, nothing else. Just a high of pleasure and feeling one with the world.
My entire body went even more limp as if that were possible but I felt their strength coursing through my veins. I felt … their emotions, I felt their desire. And fuck were they both insanely horny. But it was more than that, a weird complexity of thoughts and sensations.
Caden slowed inside me as I felt him soften, my head lolled a bit as they pulled away. They quickly returned and began to lick my wounds.
I moaned lightly, still feeling the sheer magnitude of it all. My blood felt them calm, it felt their happiness and satisfaction. A creepy smile found its way across my lips, feeling them soothe me.
My breathing finally leveled, as did theirs, we fell into a matching slow rhythm. I had a new feeling still held tightly between these two solid walls of muscle … I felt … femine. I dare say … dainty like I never had.
I was tall for a she-wolf, not that it mattered in this position. But I felt distinctly delicate in a way no one had ever made me feel.
And … I didn’t hate it.
It actually made my belly flutter, which was saying a lot after three of the most insane orgasms on the planet.
I was desperate in a way to breathe without them crowding me, but I didn’t want anyone to move. So very un-Lily like. Maybe it was because Caden was still inside me and it was just adding to my femine feeling. Being held by them both like this, finally accepting it all.
“Rose,” I blurted out, as I felt her slipping away to fall asleep. She perked right back up, unsure if I was talking to her or not. I never usually talked to her out loud unless we were alone though.
“What baby,” Caden said, gathering my hair together and kissing my shoulder.
I gave a small laugh.
“My wolf’s name is Rose. She’s hardly like me at all. She’s a social butterfly, she loves attention and is always trying to get me to behave. We were bullied a lot when I first got her because of her name,” I said, laying my head on Lenox’s shoulder and putting my hand on his chest.
Caleb stroked my face lightly, and Caden rested his head on my back. Rose stirred and licked her lips as she always did if I talked about her. She’s always nervous about how she’ll be received despite being currently sandwiched between our two biggest fans.
“Well that’s never gonna happen again,” Caleb said, matter of fact.
“Not a chance. Everyone loved you tonight, and they always will,” Caden said.
She purred and their wolves returned the gesture.
“Rose mentioned she’s always wanted to try a vibrating bed,” I chuckled, feeling a little awkward at how casual we were being, especially considering where Caden’s hands were still positioned.
“Well, Rose darling, you’ve just stolen my heart,” Caleb responded with a grin, and we all burst into laughter.