Azira
“Where the hell is she?” I pace up and down Adrianna’s bedroom.
I’m on edge. I have been ever since my punishment from Professor Luigi.
Eva shrugs. “Maybe she forgot?”
We’re waiting to start movie night, but Nat isn’t here yet, and it’s unlike her to be late. I’m the one who’s always late and yet I’ve been here for twenty minutes.
Adrianna clears her throat. “Shall we start without her? She’s not replying to my texts.”
We’re all ready to chill out and start the movie, and I need something to distract my chaotic mind. Ever since the weird punishment in Luigi’s classroom, I’ve been highly strung and unable to think of anything else.
“Shall I look for her?” I suggest, heading toward the door.
A knock sounds at the door as I reach it. “Finally.” I fling it open to find Nat is standing there, but she has a large holdall slung over her shoulder. My brow furrows. “What’s with the bag?”
“My brother called, and he’s getting married tomorrow.” Nat shakes her head in disbelief. “He’s got a car waiting to take me back to Boston.”
“Lucky bitch,” Adrianna says. “I’d do anything to get out of here for a few days.”
I’m not surprised Adrianna wants out of here, as she’s still getting non-stop harassment from Coach Daniels. Something needs to be done about that serial flirt, but I know it’s no use. Principal Byrne is his best friend, so it’s not like he’s going to call him out for it.
To be honest, right now I wouldn’t mind getting some space from this place. And yet it’s another ten weeks until spring break, which is when I’ll be allowed to leave.
Eva approaches the door. “Have fun.” She beams at Nat.
Nat raises a brow. “You already knew, didn’t you?”
She shrugs. “Oak might have mentioned it.”
“You have a very unfair advantage.” I glare at Eva.
“Perks of being the principal’s wife.” She sticks her tongue out at me.
Nat shakes her head. “Have fun tonight, but we’ll have to have another movie night next week when I’m back to make up for me missing it.”
Eva shrugs. “It was hard to convince Oak to let me come tonight. I can’t guarantee it.”
“He’s hoarding all your time,” Nat complains as she pulls me in for a hug before hugging the other two. “See you in a couple of days,” she says, before walking out of the room.
We all call out our goodbyes, and then I sigh, shutting the door. “Looks like it’s the three of us, then.”
Adrianna beams as she holds up a huge bag of snacks. “More snacks for us.”
I shake my head. “I don’t know where you put it all, honestly.”
Eva slumps down on the sofa in front of the TV. “What are we going to watch? It was Nat’s turn to pick.”
I honestly don’t give a shit what we watch. I just need something to distract my mind for a couple of hours. As it feels like I’m going insane. How the hell could I have enjoyed being treated like a dog by Professor Luigi?
It’s fucked up.
At one point, my pussy was so wet I thought it was going to make a mess of my skirt. Clearly, I’m not wired up correctly. No one enjoys being degraded or hurt, and yet I love both. I shudder as the worst part was when he rejected me.
You haven’t seen the tip of the fucking ice-berg of my depravity.
I asked him to show me and he dismissed me. Why the hell I want to delve deeper into his insanity, I don’t know. The image of him licking my blood still frightens me as well as excites me, and yet I want to see more. I want him to drag me into that basement and do whatever the fuck he wants to me.
“Azira?” Eva says my name.
I shake my head. “Sorry, what?”
“We said, what do you think about watching Cruel Intentions?”
I nod absentmindedly in response. “Sure, whatever. I’m not fussy.”
Adrianna selects Cruel Intentions on Netflix, and it starts. “Want some snacks?” She chucks the bag at me and I catch it.
I nod and select a bag of chocolate M&M’s and a pack of Reese’s peanut butter cups, before passing it to Eva. We all fall silent and I relax back on the comfy sofa, pulling a thick blanket around myself. This is exactly what I need to distract myself as the movie starts and I open the chocolate, shoving some into my mouth. At least, I think it is as I try desperately to focus on the movie starting.
Even with that to distract me, I can’t wipe the image of Professor Luigi ordering me around out of my mind. He’s so damn beautiful and yet so damn twisted. There’s a darkness inside of him, one I fear I shouldn’t want to be anywhere near. And yet it’s like he’s a magnet pulling me toward him.
No matter how hard I try to pull away, I’m drawn to him by his sadistic dominance. A trait I don’t seem to be able to resist now that I’ve opened the door. I’m going to have to find out how far he’ll push this otherwise I fear I’ll go crazy.