“My friend Amber, told me that her sister told her that Mary here is a slut who seduces the boys in her class and gets money from them. And that there was a time she came to school with a hickey. She also said Mary has been trying to seduce my brother.” Jessica said, scrunching up her face in disgust.
“Stay away from my brother you disgusting slut. Walking STDs. Maybe you are sick because you have caught some sexually transmitted germs.” Jessica added.
“And if you are wondering who my friend sister is, She is your forever worst nightmare. Her name is Queen. She used to be my brother’s girlfriend before he got betrothed.”
“My brother is already betrothed, so stay away from him slut.” She growled and walked out, slamming the door shut.
“You got what you deserved, I am so disappointed in you.” My mum said, she walked out leaving me alone in the room. I have never felt so alone before, but right now I felt like trash, like dirt, like a vomit that stinks badly. Pool of tears began to run down my eyes as I remembered how all these started.
The fingering, then how he took my virginity. I felt betrayed and angry at myself for allowing this happen. Hawk Andrews is a monster, he has vowed to ruin my life and he is meeting up with his words. I should have just left when he told me to leave. Everyone is against me, even my mother has been turned against me. No one believes me, it was too late to even tell anyone about Hawk Andrews and all he did to me, and it wasn’t like I didn’t enjoy it. Guilt, I felt it strongly. Pain, it is so I bearable that I had to keep beating my chest as I cried. Suddenly I felt nauseated and I ran into the bathroom, I began to retch and retch before I finally vomited.
I hated this, I hate everyone. I just want to be gone, to be left alone. I was starting to fall for Hawk Andrews, a part of me believed he likes me and he was addicted to me. But I don’t think so, he only wants to carry out his wicked plans on me, he already vowed to ruin my life and he was at it. I regret ever stepping into Beverly Dale.
I washed my mouth and stepped out of the bathroom, my phone buzzed and I hurriedly went to pick it up. It was a message from Hawk Andrews. Let’s meet tonight, I scoffed as I read the message. A link was attached to the message. I clicked on it and it took me directly to a document containing two videos, I gasped loudly. One video contained the bathroom sex and the other one was that of the last time we had sex in his room. I can’t believe he recorded this.
Hawk Andrews was bent on ruining me, there is a probability he was going to record whatever might happen between us tonight. He was collecting our sex tape and for what reason.
I was deeply worried and scared, these videos must not be leaked out. I won’t be able to stand the embarrassment, it is going to scar me forever. Another text popped in.
Hawk Andrews: Guess what my new ringing tune is, your loud moans. You are a screamer. Jeremy wants to know if he can be part of it. The entire football team is ready to pay a thousand bucks to have that video, should we share it with them.
I gasped as I read his text, Jeremy has seen this video, then it won’t take long before the whole school knows about it. The whole football team, I shivered as different thoughts began to run through my mind. This is not good and I am damn scared. Another text came in.
Hawk Andrews: We already made up the perfect headlines. The Head prefect girl getting heads and sugar.
He added a laughing emoji and a gif of me moaning with my eyes closed.
Me: Please, don’t do this to me. I promise to do whatever you want.
I have no choice, I just have to keep giving him what he wants.
Hawk Andrews: You know what happens if you don’t do whatever I tell you to do.
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