Mary Davies
I tried my best to avoid Hawk the next morning, I made sure he left for school before I carried my back pack. My mum knew something happened last night, but I could not bring myself to tell her all what transpired between Hawk and I.
Fear settled in the pits of my stomach as flash back of what happened last night came into my thoughts. It was like I could still feel his touch lingering on my body, I was angry with myself, I enjoyed whatever he did to me, but could not understand what happened.
I brought out my phone from my pocket as I walked into the school hallway. I immediately clicked on the Google App, but I didn’t know what to search for. I had no idea of what he did to me, I sank my teeth into my lips as I began to imagine his long fingers in my pussy. I clenched my thighs together and an unknown feeling surged through me.
I can’t believe I wanted to experience the feeling of last night. Hawk said he fingered me. Yes, that was the word. I hurriedly typed the word ‘Fingered’ on Google. I gasped loudly as I found out it was a sexual act.
Loud laughter coming from the left side of the hall made me almost drop my phone.
“Are you kidding me Queen? Hawk! You mean Hawk Andrews fingered you? He touched you?” A voice squealed loudly. I watched Tailey as she fanned herself with her hands as if she was feeling hot.
“Yes, he did. I bet he will be crawling right into my bed very soon. And I can’t wait to have a taste of his dick.”
I stared at the queen bees with shock written all over my face, Hawk fingered her also, I became disgusted. That player goes around fingering girls and I have just been added to his list.
“What are you looking at?” Tailey asked as soon as she noticed me. She crossed her arms around her chest as she glared at me. Her dirty blonde hair was braided and styled.
“Oh! Is that not the freak?” Ashley asked chuckling loudly.
“Hey, new girl. Have you ever been fingered before?” Ashley asked, kissing her teeth.
“What!” Tailey shouted.
“Isn’t it obvious, who would want to finger a prude, I wouldn’t be surprised if she doesn’t know what that means. Or do you?” Tailey asked smirking.
My neck turned red immediately, I could feel the heat on my neck. I felt embarrassed. I wanted to tell them, I have been fingered before and I was also fingered by Hawk, the same person who fingered Queen just to see the reaction on their faces. But I couldn’t, will they even believe me. I was so ignorant that I don’t even know any sexual terms, I found out what being fingered meant not too long ago.
“Can’t you both smell it?” Queen said all of a sudden.
“Smell what?” They both asked.
“Come on, it’s obvious. She reeks of it.” Queen replied.
“I can smell her virginity from here.”
The other two gasped loudly.
I felt more embarrassed and I suddenly began to wish I wasn’t a virgin.
“You are a virgin?” Ashley asked scoffing loudly, as if being a virgin was a bad thing.
The first period was going to start in five minutes and it was Algebra. The bell for first period rang out loud in the hallway, and every student began to rush into their various classes.
“Hey freak, you should get that cherry popped as soon as possible.” Tailey said, rolling her eyes. The queen bees left me standing alone in the hallway.
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My mum refused to speak to me when I came back from school. I think it’s because she felt I was keeping something away from her.
I was craving apples, and there was enough of it in the Andrew’s huge fridge. No one was eating it, it wouldn’t be bad to take one. I paused a bit in front of the fridge, pondering if I should take an apple or was it going to be considered as stealing. I opened the fridge, looked behind me before picking just one apple.
“Stealing Apples?” A voice said next to me. My eyes widened, I can believe I just got caught by..
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