Her eye’s never left my face, “So what. If you are expecting me to get all weepy eyed and beg for forgiveness you better not hold your breath. I need sex as much now as I did when we were first married and since you avoid me like the plague I have to get it somewhere.”
I took a deep breath and then took the plunge, “Have you looked at yourself in the mirror lately? You are about as appealing as a sack of dog food. How in the hell do you expect me to come up with any sexual desire for you since you went from what you were to what you are now?”
She gave me a sad look and said, “I suppose I thought that love would find away” which made me feel lower than a dog turd because I did love her, but I wasn’t ready to give up the fight just yet.
“Well, let me tell you something about love. I need and want sex just as much now as I ever have, but because I love you I’ve kept my dick in my pants. When I took my vows and said that I was with you till death do us part I meant it.”
She just looked at me and said, “If there’s nothing else I need to go douche and clean myself up to get ready for bed.”
I stood up and said “There is one other thing” and I pulled out my erect cock, “This has been like this since I saw you walk out to that old Chevy.”
Becky gave a snort and said, “I hope you remember how to use your hand” and she walked out of the room.
I followed her into the bedroom and said, “That was pretty cold.”
She turned to me, “Cold? You think that’s cold? How about all the times I came to you and you turned your back on me. And now because you suddenly have a hard on I’m supposed to leap into your arms and say ‘fuck me baby?’ Let me tell you something asshole, you can put your cock in me the day you are willing to suck my lover’s cum out of my pussy, and not one fucking day before” and as she turned to go into the bathroom I said, “Okay.” She turned to look at me and said, “What did you say?” “I said okay.”
She looked at me in total disbelief and I pointed to the bed. I saw her eyes change and I recognized the look – she was going to call my bluff. She walked over to the bed and sat down on the edge and opened her legs as far as she could, “Better bring a hankie,” she said, “It’s pretty loose and sloppy down there.”
And it was. It was so wet and sloppy that for a second I thought that I was going to drown myself, but I grabbed her hips and pulled me to her and buried my face in her pussy. I prayed I wouldn’t lose it – I had eaten her with cum in her before, but it was mine and I wasn’t too sure how it was going to be with the accumulated cum of three other guys in her. But surprisingly enough it wasn’t bad. In fact, I kind of liked the taste. I licked and sucked on her for almost five minutes before she pushed me away from her and I looked up and saw her crying with big tears running down her cheeks. She got up and went running into the bathroom.
Five minutes later a composed Becky came back into the bedroom, “Why did you do that?” she asked.
“Because of something you said.” She gave me a questioning look and I said, “When I asked you how I was supposed to come up with any sexual desire for you the way you are, you said that you supposed that love would find a way. And I do love you Rebecca Margaret O’Niell. I always have and I always will and I ashamed that it took me seeing three strangers fuck you to remind me of that fact.”
She started crying again and said, “Oh God, you don’t even know the half of it.”
I took her in my arms and held her until she stopped crying and I fell asleep with her in my arms.
The next morning I awoke with a start and found Becky try to suck my cock to life. When she realized I was awake she looked up at me and said, “I just remembered that I didn’t take care of this last night and I thought I’d better do it now before we have our little talk. It might be the last time for me.” I started to ask her what she was talking about, but she said, “Not now, later,” and I laid back and she sucked me until I came in her mouth. After I was soft she moved up next to me and said, “I’m going to tell you a story and you are not going to like it, but please don’t interrupt me until I’m done. I’ll answer any questions you have when I’m finished and then if you want to throw my ass out onto the street I’ll go quietly. First understand this. I love you with all my heart and soul and the last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt you or cause you pain, but I’m a slut – a whore – and I don’t deserve you and God knows you don’t deserve me. And then she told me about all the things that over the years I’d been either to blind or stupid to see.
Guys had started hitting on her when she was thirteen and she soon found out that all they wanted was her pussy. She just looked so damned fuckable that everybody wanted to. She fought them off till she was eighteen and then she finally gave in to a boy that she really liked and found out that she liked sex. In no time she was the school slut and any guy she agreed to go out with knew he was going to get laid before the night was over. When she went to college she was determined that she was going to clean up her act and in the first three years she only had affairs with three different guys and then she met and married me. But becoming a married woman didn’t change anything; guys still hit on her all the time no matter where she went. Shopping malls, grocery stores, anywhere at all, even when she was pushing the babies in the stroller guys still tried to hustle her. She couldn’t go to a party, a wedding or a funeral that some guy didn’t try to get her alone. What made it harder for her was that she still loved sex as much she always had and remembered how good it felt when she was eighteen and had so many different guys screwing her. But she was married and loved me so for years she put up with all the hounding and fought off all the passes.
One night at a party she had a few drinks too many and when a guy hit on her she said what the fuck, why not just give them what they want and then maybe they’ll leave me alone. She let the guy talk her into going out to his car with him and he fucked her on the back seat. She sucked him hard again and then she let him fuck her a second time. When they went back into the party he told a couple of his friends what he’d just done and they came after her and she went out to their cars too.