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I looked her in the eyes. “Why are we one?”
She slid to my side and let Rebecca curl into the other. “Isn’t enough that we are?”
I thought about it. “Yes,” I could live without knowing. “That doesn’t mean that I don’t sense a plan. Something bigger than us.”
“Can you trust us enough to wait?” Rebecca’s statement validated my suspicions. We were just one piece of something else. Rebecca then opened herself and blocks I didn’t know were there shattered. I gained no direct knowledge but, I saw her emotional whole including the flaws I didn’t think she had. Samantha followed opening herself as well. It was amazingly intimate and the trust it demanded I began to fear, I didn’t deserve.
“I’m open like that?” I asked.
“In time you won’t be.” Samantha answered some what hesitantly. “We were born sharing each other. We worked our whole life to share with you.” I knew it was true and I felt her fears of possible rejection followed by Rebecca’s same weaknesses. Their fears were unfounded. Maybe a week ago I could have ignored their charms but, now I was merged with their true beauty. I wrapped part of myself around their fears and added my eternal resolve. I was theirs and they were mine. We were one.
“If you wish me to wait, I will wait to the end of time.” I knew I could live without the information if need be. It would be difficult since It was in my nature to know. I took the little curiosity itch and placed it inside the same type of barrier I felt break in the girls. It was effortless and dulled the itch dramatically. The girls were still fully open and surprise was thrust to the forefront of our links..
“That takes years to learn.” Rebecca was astonished. Once I saw their blocks it seemed trivial to me and I was a little surprised by their reaction. It was like a switch that makes part of you dark. You can turn it on and off and change how deep the darkness reached. I decided to see how much can go dark. “No!”, Rebecca and Samantha screamed in unison but, it was too late. I had already committed.
It felt like my limbs were ripped from my body. Both my angels left my mind in that instant and I was falling into a bottomless pit. The emotional pain was unbearable. Death was preferable. I feared I may have Iost them forever. It was less than a second before I destroyed the barrier but it was ten lifetimes of pain. When the barrier broke both girls slammed back into me. I was crying and slipped under the water into a ball. They had felt the same pain. How could I have done that to them. My fear and guilt became paramount and I questioned the need to resurface.
Two sets of hands grabbed my arms and pulled me back to the surface. Both were visibly crying as they slammed me with concern. I might as well have pulled a gun and shot them. “I didn’t know, I didn’t know” I kept repeating with tears streaming from my eyes. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it may burst. Warm love began to flow into my bones reminding me the connection was back. I sent love back mixed with the fear I couldn’t control. I was sure that this would change them toward me. I should have pulled a gun and shot myself. More love flowed, this mixed with the knowledge that they didn’t blame me. My breathing slowed and the internal shuddering ebbed as I let their love blanket my sin.
“God that was horrible.” There was no need to state it but, I said it anyway. They had pulled me to the shallow portion of the pool and we were just holding each other. “I so sorry, I am moving to fast. I always move to fast. I’m a fucking idiot.”
Rebecca stroked the side of my face. “We know. You aren’t going to ever lose us.” She reassured me, “We are one and we can’t change that now.” Suddenly I realized what those words meant. I was twenty years their senior. Some day I will break the link by dying on them. It will be more than a second, it will be forever. Whether I liked it or not, sometime in the future, I was going to be responsible for inflicting massive damage. I knew they would likely die. I retreated into myself.
“Baby, baby, you’re not supposed to know all this yet.” Samantha was crying again and Rebecca was squeezing us tight. Love was streaming in and I was pushing it away. I wasn’t worthy of it. I only saw the pain I it would inflict on my angels. “We have known all along. It was our choice not yours.” They were trying to break through the barriers I was erecting. I was walling off the guilt as it grew and the fear and most everything else that made me me. “Oh god, don’t hide from us.” I felt their pain as I built my walls. Shit, I was doing it again. I dropped them all and opened myself up to them. I opened everything including my guilt which was still growing. I didn’t know how to stop it. I wasn’t worthy of their trust or their love.
I felt their relief when I released the blocks. My guilt became our guilt as they shared the knowledge of the choice they had made. They had given up so much to become one with me. I knew now that I had to earn their love everyday. They tried to take more of my guilt and fear onto themselves. I wouldn’t let them. They had enough pain coming and between now and then I owed them as much happiness as the time would allow. I released my love into them, more than I knew I possessed. I filled every channel, even the small thin ones I didn’t understand. Until my dying day, I was going to earn the privilege of being with them. There was no more me, only us. Somehow, I sensed relief that did not come from us.
My angels glowed inside. I helped them out of the pool and passed out the towels. I helped them dry off before I saw to myself. They laughed and grabbed my towel and tenderly took care of me. We would take care of each other. I left myself open and vowed to never close to them. I collapsed onto my bed, an angel blanketed on each side. I slept away my fears.
I awoke slowly and the weight of last nights revelations still hung on me. It no longer felt like an anvil but, I knew it would never go away. Rebecca stirred next to me and spooned into my butt with her soft breasts pressed into my back. Her hand reach around and absently caressed my stomach. She was still waking up herself. I smiled as I squirmed in her arms, her naked form arousing me so quickly. I visualized making love to her and let it leak. She responded by reaching lower and stroking my growing manhood. I felt Samantha share her delight from the kitchen. I knew she wasn’t going to join us physically but, we would share with her none the less.
I rolled around to face Rebecca and ran my hand down her curves. She purred as I sent my passion down the link. She lifted her leg slightly to give my hand access to her sex. I kissed her deeply as I lightly scraped the inside of her thighs with my finger tips. I could feel the warmth emanating from between her legs. I ran a finger lightly along her opening and found her wet. I flooded her with my desire as I slowly caressed her womanhood never quite reaching her love button. I sensed a little frustration as she tried to return her hand my cock. I had other ideas.
I rolled her onto her back and lowered my lips to her breasts, lightly kissing my way down. I continued my descent kissing her taut belly leaving light tongue tickles along the way. I had her cooing. Last night improved my knowledge of sharing dramatically. I began to understand the possibilities and the drawbacks. I dropped lower and began to kiss the inside of Rebecca’s thighs giving her goosebumps. At the same time I followed my passion along the link and snuck into her senses. It was incredible feeling what she was feeling. I wrapped the link with love and sent it to Samantha just as I ran my tongue along her pussy lips. I heard Rebecca gasp in passion and I felt Samantha gasp in surprise.
Samantha let me know she was cutting fruit and feared for her fingers. I added passion to the mix and sent Rebecca’s sensations again. This time my tongue split Rebecca’s flower and tickled the pink insides. Samantha gasped in time with Rebecca and attempted to frantically build a block. I understood the barriers now and I disassembled it just as quick. My tongue went deeper on the next stroke never touching Rebecca’s taut button now sticking out proudly from its hood. I wrapped this sensation with the image of my speeding ticket. Rebecca’s legs were beginning to twitch and I knew I she was getting closer. Her hips were trying desperately to align her clit with my tongue.
“Ok, I’ll pay the ticket.” Samantha sent . Rebecca was too close to care about my teasing, she just wanted relief. I dropped the sensation link to Samantha and sent her peck of love. I moved ever closer to Rebecca’s clit, sending my tongue deeper on every up stroke. I heard a knife clatter on the counter and Samantha opened herself fully. “You’ve already ruined my panties, pay your own damn ticket.” She plopped to the floor sending the challenge. I hooked into Rebecca’s sensations drove passion into it and threw it at Samantha. At the same time, the flat of my tongue reached Rebecca’s button and her hips shot high. I felt her orgasm begin and it was incredible. Similar to what I knew as a man but, so much more full bodied. Samantha followed Rebecca spasm for spasm. I froze my tongue as they reached a peak. As they came down, I dragged my tongue back across and sent them flying high again. I could feel every peak and valley and began to think I could keep them flying forever.
I was controlling two womens orgasms at once and enjoying every minute of it. I felt them tiring but, they weren’t exhausted. I was going for exhausted. I added more passion to my streams as another valley approached. I began to drag my tongue and felt an almost electric shock shoot through Rebecca’s pussy and follow the stream to Samantha. Rebecca’s snapped her hands to my head and started pushing it away. Her hips were trying to bury themselves into the mattress to hide from my tongue. “Stop, please stop”, She was laughing while struggling to get away, “it’s too sensitive. please stop.”
I lifted my moist face from between her legs. I was sporting a huge grin as I mentally patted myself on the back. She pulled my face to hers and floored me with deep kiss. “That was incredible. I didn’t think it would end.” Her green eyes were alive with love as she extolled my talents. “I want to wake up that way every morning.” She grabbed me close and smashed her breasts into my chest. I felt less love behind me.