Avery P. O. V.
Why I am staring into Elijah’s eyes and him looking at me like something, to eat. I don’t understand boys and their way of how they show love. But I will let it pass and just listen to what they got to say. I feel so embarrassed of how I was acting in front of them, and I wished I didn’t cry and now they going to laugh and tease me about being a weak loser. Ugh, I hate myself right now.
They don’t care about you Avery, you’re not pretty, or even have a nice body your flat-chested and no ass on you. Why would these sexy ass guys stand in the same room as I want me? Once Elijah and Jake were touching me and kissing me, I let my emotion inside me show them how much I wanted them.
I wanted to run as far away and fastest as I can away from them because I didn’t want them to say that would break my heart, but on the other hand, I want to see how they will act if they feel the same way as I feel about them like love. I am in love with them, and I don’t understand why? They treated me like a dog and slave, and they never talk to me nice and hung out with me. Basically, they really didn’t have the time to get to know what I am saying as a person. That was when I started to cry because I know they don’t want me and love. Why would the most popular football jocks can have any girl they want in this town are saying they want me. I want to believe them, but I can’t stop my mind wrong, and my heart is right about their love for me. That was when I felt someone grab my chin and turn towards Jake.
“Sweetheart, why you are crying?” I heard Jake say and pulled my face towards him. I saw the worried and concern in his eyes. Jake was the only one the nicest out of the guys in the school who liked to tease and bully me. I am not saying he did not bully me because he did but not as bad then Elijah. But Elijah and Jake never hit me as Matthew and Andrew did.
But I am not going to talk about how my life was a living hell when Matthew and Andrew tortured me and hurt me.
“Why are you here with me?” I asked them while pointing at them both and I am trying not to be mean, but I need to let them know I am not falling for their treats and Mr. Nice Guys, and I don’t truth them. So, I didn’t act as I believe them for one second. Because I am holding my guard of them, and I know they were never nice to me not once since we were kids.
“Please, leave me be,” I tell them and push Elijah away from me. I get off the desk. I know I was all over him and kissing him and grabbing onto his waist pulling him in for more touches and kisses from me. But I just stopped and woke up and remember they are assholes and evil monsters that they did to me when we were growing up.
“No, we are not going to leave you.” I heard Jake say behind me. I wanted to turn around and smack him and tell him to go to hell, but I just stayed quiet and took a deep breath. I didn’t say anything just stared at Elijah and I wanted to tell him to get the hell away from me because I was still angry at him and Jake. I let out a sigh and I told them off.
“Look, just leave me alone!” Okay.” “Please just leave me be,” I tell them, and I get off the desk with tears clouding my eyes and I started to walk away from them both and go to the door. But I felt someone grab my arm and turned me around to face them. I threw my arm up and I pushed Elijah’s chest hard as I can, and I saw him step back and he almost fell backward but caught himself.
We were staring into each chatter’s eye, and I saw the sadness and hurt in his eyes when I pushed him away. I didn’t try to come towards him. But when I was turning around and walking an arm wrapped around my waist and stopped me from leaving again. I see it’s Jake this time.
“Let go of me Jake,” I tell him with a jerk of my body moving away from his greedy hands. Oh God, why do things happen to me? I want to roll my eyes and kick him in the ball-
“Avery please waits!” I heard Jake ask me. I didn’t want to wait I wanted to run away and get away from them and cry and die alone and not in front of him and Elijah. But then I shouldn’t let them get to me. I should be brave and tough and not take their crap. So, I step away from Jake and gave him a long look that says back the fuck off with my eyes down and giving him a serious look. I don’t want to touch them, and I don’t want to be alone with them. I don’t trust them, and I don’t trust myself either.
So, I gave them both one last look and walked out of the classroom I don’t know what I was thinking luring them to follow me to the empty classroom and showing them how much I apparated them helping me with Matthew. But they don’t know about Matthew because I started running away from him when I kicked him in the crotch I thought with a giggle. I do hope I hurt him he-he, oh who am I kidding I didn’t want to hurt him too bad just enough to get away from him. My dad always told me if a boy tries to touch me or hurt me. Kick him in the balls princess.” He would say. So, I did and somehow, I ran into his friends that are my mates. What a fucked-up morning I just hope I don’t run into any of them again for the rest of the day.