(Embry’s Pov)
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“Are you positive, you know there isn’t any pressure to do this Embry” his face holding a look of concern, “I’ve never been as sure of anything in my life Sebastian” I whisper, my nerves burning with anticipation. “Well, let’s move to somewhere a little more comfortable then” taking my hand in his he leads me to the bedroom.
Shutting the door, he slowly makes his way over to me, “god you’re so beautiful.” I could feel my chest rising and falling slowly as my stomach somersaulted with the thought of what was about to happen. I lifted my hands up as he gently pulled my top over my head, kissing each shoulder softly.
Letting my body weight drop against his, I basked in the feeling of his hot kisses trailing from my jaw to my chest. A sharp intake of breath sounded out in the room, as he continued down my stomach, ending just above my waistband. Ending up on his knees, my eyes were closed as I focused on the sensation of his fingers brushing against my thighs as he pulled my jeans down my legs, jerking as his lips met my inner thigh.
I couldn’t help the sounds that escaped me as he continued tracing his tongue on the skin just below my most sensitive area. Heaving out a breath, my skin was on fire as he stood again, I was frozen as I watched him strip himself of his clothes.
Getting lost in the sculpturing of his skin, I gasped at the cold air that brushed against me as he unclipped my bra, watching as it fell to the floor by our feet. My eyes widening significantly as I reflexively grabbed his shoulder while his mouth and hands explored the new area. The feeling was unlike any other I had ever felt, all adding to a pressure stirring within my lower abdomen.
“Oh my god” I sighed, my eyes closing with the pleasure I got from his hands kneading against my skin. I gulped as he once again lowered himself to the ground, this time pulling my underwear off, leaving me fully exposed. “You’re so beautiful” his hot breath hitting off my skin, leaving a trail of goosebumps.
I let myself fall against the soft sheets as he gently pushed me towards the bed, the air around me feeling heavy with excitement and anticipation. I watched as he once again took a position of hovering above me, “do you trust me Embry?”
Letting out a shaky breath I nod, “words princess” he mutters, bringing his mouth to meet the skin of my neck yet again. “I trust-I trust you” I tell him with a quivering voice.
I watched in curiosity as he brought his fingers to my lips, “suck” he commanded, watching me with dark eyes. Doing as he said, I wished I didn’t get as much enjoyment from it as I did.
My back arched at the sudden intrusion of his fingers inside of me, I was choking on air at the intense feeling. “It-it hurts” I whimper out, clutching the sheets surrounding me.
Releasing a breath as he removed them, I tried to ignore the feeling that remained, as if they were still there. “I’m sorry princess, I promise it helps lessen the pain of this”, “bite down on my shoulder if you need to” his voice is throaty as he fidgets with the wrapper of what I was assuming was a condom and positions himself directly above me.
His hands each side of me as he places light kisses along my shoulder, “fuck” I cry out as I feel him enter me fully, biting down on his shoulder, tears prick the corner of my eyes at the painful sensation. I grimace as he remains still, letting me get used to the feeling, his lips dotting fluttering kisses on each cheek.
“You’re doing so good princess” he praises, causing me to clutch my hands tighter against his back. My eyes scrunch shut as he begins moving slowly, all sorts of sounds leaving me at the overwhelming feelings my body was experiencing. “Fuck, you feel so good” he grunts, within a short amount of moments the friction begins to cause a pleasure to build up with in me.
I can feel the knot in my stomach getting bigger, crap I think I’m about to pee right now. “You’re okay, just let it go” he murmurs into my ear, his mouth latching onto mine as he swallows the noises that leave me and the ground shattering feeling that overtakes my body. My body got intensely hot, as I rode out the high I was experiencing.
Too caught up in the after effect, I barely noticed as Sebastian fell on the bed beside me, breathing just as heavily as I was. Unable to say anything, I lay there catching my breath and taking in everything I had just experienced.
“You were amazing, princess” he smiled, flipping to his side to face me, reaching over to push back the sweat slicked hair from my face. “I’m so proud of you” he mumbled against my skin as he rested his head against my chest.
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“I understand now why teenagers are so sex-crazed” I weakly chuckled out, turning to face Sebastian as he gleamed at me. “Let’s get you cleaned up” he gently caresses my face, carrying me into the bathroom. Clinging onto his neck, I smile up at him, “thanks for making me feel so safe during that, I’m really glad you were my first.”
If only I wasn’t so caught up in the sensation of it all, maybe, just maybe, I would have caught that look of guilt that passed ever so quickly on his face. But I never seemed to have such luck, did I?
(Noah’s POV- The Following Day)
Rereading the message on my phone, I could feel the excitement bubble within me. A second of Sebastian’s men for me to question. Isn’t life just beautiful.
Entering the basement I didn’t have much expectations for this one, knowing I had already gotten a lot of information out of the first man. He definitely didn’t stick to his loyalty pledge anyway.
Shutting the door, I grinned at the terrified look on his face, well this would be fun.
~25 minutes later~
I could feel my heart racing in my chest as I left the room. Replaying the information I had just heard over and over in my mind.
No. Fucking. Way.
Get ready, little bug, because there’s no stopping me now.
(Embry’s POV)
December 20th. Jumping from the couch, I moved the block on the Santa countdown, only five more days to go! I was beyond excited. Pressing pause on my movie, I squinted at the sudden noise I was convinced I had just heard. Noises were normal considering I was almost certain Indigo was downstairs, but it wasn’t a familiar noise.
I usually don’t lock the door with Indigo downstairs, but maybe this once I could. Reaching for the lock, I jumped back as the door slammed open violently. My body froze as the man from the palour stood grinning in the open doorway. Oh frick.
“I knew that bitch downstairs was lying to me, and here you are, doll” gulping I contemplated my options. Run to the kitchen and get a knife, scream, drop dead.
Readying myself to do the first two, my lip quivered as the tears built up at the sight of the gun in his hand. “We can just talk, you don’t need that” I nodded furiously, doing my best to try and smile but I knew it looked nothing like a smile.
I could feel the walls of my chest squeezing in on top of my lungs as he took a long stride towards me. “I just want to have a little fun that’s all” he beamed, shutting the door behind him and turning the lock. “Of course,” I gulped, my eyes moving from the gun to him.
“I’ve been thinking about you ever since you said those lovely things to me the other day, I got really nervous and flustered and said stupid things, but now that you’re here, I guess it means I didn’t scare you away” I pushed all fear from my body. Just like you did with Noah, there can’t be any screw ups now Embry.
Balling my hands I prayed this wouldn’t backfire, “I was hoping you’d come” I looked up at him through my eyelashes, slowly stepping towards him. Swallowing down the bile as his face took on a predatory look, I continued to send him a sultry look, subtly looking at the gun, loosely gripped in his right hand.
“I knew you wanted me” he laughed, “I could see by the way you batted those slutty eyelashes at me.” Finally reaching him, I placed one hand on his chest, slowly running it down, then when the opportunity presented itself I snatched the gun from his hand praying I wouldn’t shoot myself.
Holy crap, holy crap, it fucking worked. Stumbling back I held the gun up as a warning for him to stay back. “You little bitch, you won’t shoot me, I bet you can’t even work a gun” he growled, lunging for me.
I didn’t consciously make the choice, it was reflexes. It was reflexes right? I yelped at the loud bang that came from the gun which was shaking in my hands. Throwing the gun to the floor, I could taste the sourness of the bile in my mouth, begging to be expelled. But I was frozen, what had I done?
The warm sensation of his blood against my skin made me want to scrub off the top layer of skin. I stared wide eyed at his lifeless body. Oh god. Running to the bathroom, I made it just in time to expel the contents of my stomach.
Crawling back to where his body lay, I curled up in a ball on the floor, sticking to the corner not wanting to be sitting in the pool of blood, letting my tears run loose. My sobs unmercifully rang out through the apartment as I kept my eyes glued onto the gun that I had just fired.
I had killed him.
A couple minutes had gone by, when I finally stood on shaky legs, picking up the house phone and keying in the number Sebastian had left for me to ring incase of an emergency. The phone shook violently in my hand, and I cursed myself as I had to keep redialing the number.
My head spun as it rang, I was a murderer, I was just as bad as Noah. As soon as it beeped signifying it had been answered the words were spilling out of my mouth. “I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry, he must have come in through Indigo’s parlour but he was inside the apartment before I could do anything, he had a gun Sebastian. He had a gun and I think- I think I killed him, I don’t know what to do, I need you” my sobs getting more violent as I realised just how bad this really was.
“Well I’m so sorry little bug, but Sebastian isn’t around right now, don’t you worry, I’ll be right there to clean up your little mess, just as a husband should” dropping the phone. My hands shot to my mouth, oh god.
Noah.