51

Callahan
Six men lie on the ground at the front of the house, all but two shot execution style. The two are riddled with bullets. They were taken by surprise. The others were rounded up.
They saw death coming.
“The front door was open when we got here,” Dante says.
I should have left him with her. Why didn’t I leave him? Why?
“Any of their soldiers among the dead?” my uncle asks.
Dante shakes his head. We were ambushed. Betrayed again. No one knew this house even existed. Even if they did, no on knew she was here. No one but the men who were here with her. Who are all dead.
All except for one.
“Where’s Alec?” I ask. He’s the lone survivor. He called it in a few hours ago.
“Kitchen.”
I look beyond the house to the mountains. Turn around to the ocean. They drove right up. Killed the men at the checkpoints and continued straight to the house.
Betrayed.
Again.
I turn to my uncle who has remarkably not puked at the sight of the bloodbath, both outside and inside the house.
Maybe I don’t know him as well as I think.
Inside is decidedly worse, the blood marking the walls and furniture. I’m taken back in time, back a full decade to another massacre.
The other half dozen men and the kitchen girl lie dead. Shot in the back of the head execution style like the others.
“Fucking hell.”
The bedroom doors stand open and from here I see the rumpled bed, see the shards of glass from the whiskey bottle I’d smashed against the wall. The bathroom light is on, too.
At least she’s not dead. They didn’t kill her. Anything is better than dead.
“Cal,” Alec starts, rising from his seat, but wincing and falling back down to the chair.
I look him over but can’t tell how much of the blood is his and how much is from the others. What strikes me most isn’t that. It’s his expression. The tears he’s trying his hardest not to shed.
The last time I saw a grown man cry was when my father watched his wife degraded before his eyes.
My jaw tenses, my gut twists.
I go to him. “Are you okay?”
“I should be dead.”
Why aren’t you? I don’t ask.
“He’ll be fine. Out of commission for a while, but fine,” the doctor who stitched me up just days ago says.
Lately, it seems I singlehandedly keep his mortgage paid. “Can’t work this arm for a while and he’ll need a cast for his leg.”
“Who were they?” I ask Alec.
“Mexican soldiers. Her uncle led them.”
Heathcliff Esmeralda. I’d seen him just hours ago. Ordered him to arrange meeting with that dumb fuck Felix Perez.
“Was she hurt?”
He doesn’t quite look at me.
I grip his hair, force his face to mine. He needs to man up. I made a mistake trusting him to protect her.
“Did. They. Hurt. Her?”
“She was hunched over when they dragged her out,” he pauses.
“Naked,” he adds in a barely audible whisper.
It’s hard to swallow. I can’t put a finger on the thoughts and emotions turned to physical sensation inside me. Blood pounds against my ears.
A burning hot rage followed by the cold fear of loss. Of losing someone else. Losing her.
My dream comes back to me, that scene again. Portia in my mother’s place. Portia calling for me. Calling for me to help her. It was no coincidence.
She was in trouble. The worst kind.
“I figure if I’m drunk enough, it won’t hurt as much.”
I release him and walk into the bedroom. Glass crunches under my shoe. I look down only to see the wedding band I ripped from her finger.
I called her a whore. I almost hit her.
“I figure if I’m drunk enough, it won’t hurt as much.”
Won’t hurt as much. It had struck me when she’d first said it. Not a virgin, no. How badly did Fernando Mancini hurt her? Did he do more than she let on? And was her uncle lying when he told me that story of how her brothers humiliated her? Wouldn’t let Fernando touch her until after the wedding?
I shake my head, run a hand through my hair and bend to pick up the wedding band. I’d dropped it on the bed after forcing my mother’s ring from her finger.
Fuck.
Fuck me.
No. It’s not me who’s fucked. It’s her and I’m the asshole who let it happen.
I see the blood then. Not much but it’s there on the terra cotta tile. A deep red stain against the rusty orange. It comes off the ring when I smear my thumb over it.
I slip the gold band onto my pinkie finger. It only goes to the first knuckle.
She’s just a little thing. No match for the men who came for her.
“She was hunched over when they carried her out. Naked.”
Did he touch her? Heathcliff? Would he have touched her?
“No.” I pocket the ring and walk into the bathroom. If I go down that road, I will not be able to function.
This is where they surprised her. She must have been in the bath. Maybe trying to make sense of my accusation on our wedding night.
The tub is still mostly full and there’s a lot of water on the floor. A towel lies discarded a few feet away. If I know Portia, they must have dragged her out of the tub kicking and screaming.
She’s a fighter. A survivor.
She’ll survive until I can get to her.
She has to.
“Callahan,” my uncle calls, tucking his phone into his pocket.
“I want Heathcliff Esmeralda,” I say. “Bring him to me alive.”
“Too late, man.”
“What?”
“His body was found at some docks near Genoa.”
“Genoa? That’s what? Seven hours away?”
“Chopper should be here…” we both hear the sound at the same time. “Now.”
“Where are Fernando and Felix?” I ask, as he and Dante flank me on our way outside.
“Don’t know yet. I put men on it,” Dante says.
The chopper lands, sending up a dust storm. I turn to Dante. “Get Alec back to the house. I want you to watch him but don’t alert him to anything. Put a man you trust on him. I want to know who he talks to. If he makes any calls. Understand?”
“Yes, Sir.” He’s probably reading my thoughts, connecting the dots as well. Why is Alec alive when they made sure everyone else was dead?
What makes him special? What made him vital to the cartel?
Have I been harboring a traitor all along in my home?