Helen pov
I swallow at jason’s words. They are so crude yet they make me feel even more excited.
I close my eyes when I feel his cock rubbing against my wetness, the pleasure making my nerves tingle.
His fingers grip my hips, as he rubs his cock on my slit, and my body shudders. I bite my lips as he slides his cock inside of me, and he is so thick.
Jason groans, and I hear him say, “you are so fucking tight,” he pushes deeper into me, and I whimper , my muscles tightening as pain greets every nerve of my being.
Jason stills before lifting his head to regard me.
” Please don’t tell me it’s what I am thinking? ” He asks, a look of disbelief on his face. I look away, unable to look him in the face as some unruly tears escape my eyes.
” Fuck! What did I do? ” He curses and I feel him pulling back. My hands shoot to stop him and I shake my head.
” Please don’t. ” I beg but Jason shakes his head. I can see regret written all over his face andika and that hurts like a bitch.
” Why didn’t you tell me it’s your first time? You are a virgin, Helen. ” Jason’s voice is low and soft.
I shrug my shoulders, not knowing what to say. I can feel myself burning with embarrassment. I should have told him but how can you tell a man that?
Jason pinches the bridge of his nose. He lets out a deep breath before his gaze returns to me.
” This is not right. I am not right for you. I am not the right man to take your virginity. ” Jason says and this time he is adamant about pulling out of me.
” No please, Jason. You are the obe I chose for this. I knew what I was getting myself into from the start. Don’t do this to me. Please, ” I beg, tears streaming down my face. I can’t let this chance pass me by, and I can’t have another man doing to me what I have let Jason do.
I see hesitation cross his features, and then his brows furrow. He runs a hand through his hair, a gesture that makes my heart flutter.
” But why me? There are other men here that you can have. Men that are more deserving than me. . ” His tone is hard and demanding, and I can tell that he wants a good explanation.
I gulp as I try to gather my thoughts.
” I have my reasons. Reasons that you will understand later. But I can’t tell them to you now. I have thought about it and you are the right man. You are perfect for me. ” I say, hoping that he would be convinced.
He remains quiet, and I can see he is still contemplating his decision. I reach out to touch his arm, and he stiffens.
” I will tell you everything, I promise. Just not today. ” I whisper and Jason finally nods his head.
” Alright Helen. Whatever reasons you have, I hope they are worth this decision you are making. ”
He places his hands on the mattress beside my head and slowly pushes his length inside of me, stretching me.
My lips part and I inhale deeply as he inches in further and further until he is completely sheathed.
I am surprised at the fullness, but it doesn’t hurt anymore. Jason looks down at me and I nod at him, telling him it’s okay to move.
He pulls out, only to thrust back into me and I whimper. He repeats the motion, his eyes never leaving my face, his cock pumping in and out of me.
The pleasure starts to build, and it feels good. His lips find mine in a kiss and I wrap my arms around his neck.
I moan into his mouth, my pussy squeezing him and he groans. He is so deep and the pleasure is intense.
He pounds into me, his speed increasing, and I arch my back. His hand comes between us and he starts playing with my clit, rubbing the little bud, and I cry out.
” That’s right. Let me hear you scream, ” he whispers. I grip his biceps as his cock hits my cervix, and I scream, his name echoing through the room.
He grunts and continues pounding into me, his fingers pinching my clit, and my climax hits me. I feel my juices spilling and I shudder.
” Shit. You are so fucking wet. ” He hisses and I can feel him twitching inside of me. I open my eyes to look at him and he has his head thrown back, his Adam’s apple bobbing up and down as he groans.
His eyes are shut tight, and I see his body shudder as he pumps his hot seed into me, his hips jerking.
I feel like I am on cloud nine, and I love the feel of his weight pressing me down into the mattress.
When he has finished emptying himself, he opens his eyes, his gaze finding mine.
” Are you okay? Did I hurt you? ” He asks and I smile at him.
” I’m fine. You were amazing. ” I assure him and he smiles, pulling his length out of me. Jason pulls me in his arms as we cuddle on the sofa.
” You should have told me it was yoir first time. The bed would have been more comfortable than the sofa. ” He chides and I giggle.
” I couldn’t think about anything else. ” I admit and he chuckles, a warm rumble against my ear.
We remain like this for a while, just holding each other.
” So you are mine, right? ” I ask and he looks down at me with a knowing smile.
” For the rest of the days I am staying here, of course. ” I correct myself and he chuckles, the sound of his laughter so pleasing to my ears.
” Then we better make the most of it. ” Jason replies.
A wicked gleam crosses his eyes, and he captures my lips in a searing kiss, his hands reaching down to cup my breast.
” Again? ” I breathe when we pull apart. He gives me a roguish grin.
” Yes. Again and again and again. ” He growls, his hand moving lower to grip my thigh.
I can’t help the giggle that escapes me and soon, we are both laughing.
Jason carries me straight to the bathroom.
” Let me run a bath for you. You need to clean up. I do too. ” Jason says. He walks over to the bathtub, setting me down, before filling the tub with warm water.
” Come. Let’s get in, ” he says, and we both step into the warm water.
” Can you lean against the edge, and spread your legs? ” He asks, and I oblige, my cheeks turning pink.
He moves behind me and pulls me against him, his arms circling around me. I suddenly feel conscious of my nakedness. It’s my first being so intimate with a man not to mention Jason is a man I met not long ago.
” Relax. ” He murmurs, his hand rubbing my back, and I let out a soft sigh. I allow myself to relax, my back pressed against his chest.
” I don’t know why, but I trust you, ” I whisper and his body stiffens. It’s a crazy feeling considering that I am not one to trust people. Being in the business world for years has taught me that trust is expensive and that one needs to earn it yet here I am, giving it to Jason after knowing him for a day. Crazy right?
” Is it bad that I trust you? ” I ask, my voice a mere whisper. His reactions screams shock.
” I don’t deserve your trust, Helen. I am not a good person. ” Jason replied and I shake my head.
” I didn’t ask you what kind of a person you are. That’s something I don’t care about. I only trust my judgement and it tells me that you are a good person. ” I counter and a moment of silence looms over us.
” What if I have been pretending all along?” Jason asks and now it’s my turn to stiffen. Could he have been pretending all this time? But why would get pretend to get close to me? He doesn’t know me and even if he did, I have nothing that he could want from me.
” I don’t care about that either. To me, you are who you have been this whole time. It doesn’t matter if you have been pretending. I trust you regardless. “I reply and Jason’s hand that was scrubbing my back halts.
” What is it about you, Helen? Why are you so different from everyone else? ” He asks, his voice full of confusion.
” How can you trust someone like me? How can you have such a positive outlook on life? ” He inquires, his questions causing me to smile.
” I don’t trust easily, you are an exception. As for having a positive outlook, try being my age, a virgin and not in a relationship and you will know. ” I answer.
” Except that you are not a virgin anymore. ” Jason teases and I chuckle.
” Right. I am not a virgin anymore and who should I thank for that? ” I joke and we both laugh.
” Thank yourself. If you hadn’t made the offer, none of this would have happened. ” Jason says.
” Yeah, maybe I shouldn’t have offered. Now, you won’t be able to keep away from me. ” I joke.
” Is that supposed to be a good thing? ” Jason teases and we both laugh.
” Definitely a good thing. ” I reply.
After we have bathed, we head to the bedroom and get dressed. Jason and I spent the night together in my room.