** * * * * Crystal’s POV * * * * *
He kissed me hungry and I couldn’t do anything to stop him, maybe because I did not want to.
Slowly without breaking the kiss, we moved to the bedroom.
He lay me on the bed and got on top of me, his tongue was exploring my mouth.
He loosened the ropes of his bathrobe and discarded the robe.
My hands explored his broad chest, it was a bit hairy.
The way he kissed me made all rational thoughts leave my mind.
I touched his strong shoulders then moved my hand down to his abs.
He slipped his hand behind me and I moaned.
Just like his bathrobe, he discarded it and devoured my lips fiercely.
I don’t know what had gotten over the two of us. History was repeating itself except that this time he made the first move.
He went on to straddle me, his lips left my mouth and kissed me down to my neck. I shuddered when he placed a kiss on my body.
I could feel the heat enveloping our bodies. I was moaning softly.
Slowly, his hand came to my shoulder and he released the strap of my gown, half exposing my breast.
He kissed me from my neck down to the middle of my cleavage. I felt submissive under his weight, he was a huge man.
Then I felt his hands crawling under my gown and massaging my thighs, that’s when I became conscious of something.
The Cesarean scars!
If he saw it, he would find out that I have a child and since I am still single, he would suspect that it’s his child
“Logan” I muttered between his kisses and gently pushed him off.
I stood up breathing heavily, I pulled my gown down and hung back the strap on my shoulder.
“I am sorry Logan, we… We can’t do this!” I said, trying not to look in his direction.
He came closer, held my shoulders and turned me around to face him.
Once again he tried kissing me but I was strong enough to resist.
Didn’t he hear what I said?
Looking down to his underwear, I could see he already had an erection relax, he had tented it.
“Crystal relax, I’m not going to hurt you” he spoke softly.
Those were the words of an aroused man, a man who had desires!
“Why do you want to do this Logan? We are not even a couple” I said in resistance.
I tried to walk out but he held my arm and pulled me to his bare chest.
” I want you Crystal, I want you naked… It… it just feels right” he said
Once again he pressed his lips into mine, making my body submit to him, but the moment he tried to take off my gown, I stopped him, while trying to catch my breath.
“I’m just your maid Logan, we can’t have sex” I refused.
“Alright, then be my girlfriend!”
What?
Was he really proposing?
No… I need to stop him from doing this in order to hide the Cesarean scars from him
I can’t let him be intimate with me. I know what I must do.
I should irritate him, I should make him angry so he loses interest in having sex with me.
“Okay, but I don’t want to be just your girlfriend, if you want to have sex with me, then you have to make me your Luna, you have to Mark me Logan”
He looked surprised by my words just as I expected. His face went sour and he frowned.
I had gotten him angry. I knew he would never agree to Mark me, I was human and if he Marked me, there would be consequences.
He would lose his ability to live forever and become an ordinary person.
Only wolves of the lowest ranks agree to ideas when they fall in love with a huge, because they have almost nothing to lose.
But an Alpha? He won’t dare to do it!
“Crystal, you know what you’re asking of me is not possible” he said with a look of disapproval.
“Then I’m sorry Logan, let’s continue to be boss and maid”
I was trying to give him the impression that I can’t be intimate with someone who would later abandon me, but the truth is that I was avoiding exposing the existence of Aidan.
He didn’t look satisfied with my idea and he gritted his teeth angrily.
“Who do you think you are? Don’t forget that you are just a human, you can’t fit in for the position of Luna” he argued.
I could see he got me wrong again.
“Logan, that’s not the case… this is not about my pride, it’s about my feelings” I explained.
“No Crystal, I didn’t misunderstand at all, I get exactly what you are thinking, you have a lot of pride and you think you should be made Luna before I can have sex with you, you think you are too good to be my girlfriend, isn’t that right?” He spoke with spite in his tone.
“Logan, you are misunderstanding me”
“Enough! Don’t forget your position here, you are my maid, now go back to doing your job” he instructed
I could see he had been angered, although that was my plan, but it did not go exactly the way I planned it.
Now he is mad at me thinking I said those words out of conceit, but that’s not the truth.
I left his bedroom and walked out to the long corridor.
It was difficult even for me to resist being intimate with him, I can’t explain why.
But I had to do it to protect Aidan, if he had seen the marks on my body, he would have known I had a baby.
He doesn’t consider me suitable for the position of Luna, so how can I trust that he would accept my son to be the future Alpha.
A wolf can not be titled Alpha if he has an elder brother. Logan would have to kill my son if he found out about his existence so he doesn’t have issues when he is announcing his real hair as Alpha.
Since my work hours were not over yet, I decided to go to his study room and pass the time there, hopefully he will get over the bitter feeling soon.
To my disappointment, when I got to the study room door, it was locked.
I guess I have to go to the servants quarters, I pray I don’t have to meet that annoying Gina there.
Tbc!