ANASTASIA
I could feel his dick going hard at my touch. It increased my desperation to have it sucked into my mouth, with my tongue wrapped around its smooth tip.
“What are you doing?!” Alpha Diego yelled at me, reaching for my hair and trying to pull me off.
Stubborn to comply, I grabbed his rod once again, and yanked his belt apart like a beast. That’s when I heard him make a moaning sound at my action. He felt my touch, slowly letting go off my hair.
The sound of his groan make me wet and hungry. As I squeezed his hard dick one more time, reaching for the zip… “ENOUGH!” Diego roared, grabbing me off my knees and straight against the wall!
He pinned me there while I panted out for air, unable to calm my itchiness. I don’t want to stop. He needs to let me have his rod in my mouth before I lose myself. I can’t help it.
“Please,” I moaned, trying to touch him. “Just a little, that’s all.”
“Are you insane?!” He questioned, glaring at my face with disgust. “Now I can see you’re crazy. I thought you were some goody two shoes with an innocent face, but it turns out that you’re just a slut.”
On hearing him call me that, I felt weak and dirty.
Father’s face flashed before me. His anger and disgust in me when he slapped me on the face, filled me with shame in an instant. That statement somehow did the trick. It calmed my madness instantly, leaving me hurt against the wall.
“I won’t take you to the shelter anymore. Who knows what you’ll do to the poor people there with your insanity. You might end up sucking all the dicks of the poor men, chasing them back into the streets! Isn’t that right, Anna?” He tarnished my character in split seconds, and I couldn’t help but feel like that, since I tried to force myself on him.
Oh Goddess. What have I become?
“I’ll take you to the asylum. That’s the place for people like you. At least you’ll be away from me, ” He groaned, tossing me to the ground.
I fell on my knees, feeling rejected all over again. Even if Diego and I had nothing going on between us, his words still got to me in a harsh way.
I was hurt.
“Head back to your room and get ready to leave. And when I come, I don’t want any more of your drama, ” He ordered, buckling his belt and walking out of the room, leaving me on the ground.
There I stayed for a few minutes, feeling tears welling in my eyes. I carefully got to my feet and left the room, slowly retracing my steps back.
In my head, Diego’s words kept ringing over and over, causing my heart to ache every second.
“Slut? But… it’s not my fault,” I sniveled, trying to hold back my tears. “I didn’t ask for this life. They made me a freak,” I cried, standing before my room with teary eyes, losing myself at that moment.
In pains, my tears forced its way out of my eyes, making me rush into my room to pour out my heart to one but myself.
“Even if I tell Diego I’m still a virgin, he won’t believe me after what I just did to him. In his eyes I’m a whore, a dirty, disgusting harlot!” I roared at myself, crying.
“And it’s all because of those monsters. I swear… I won’t forgive them for what they did to me. I won’t.” I flashed to Alpha Damian, Linda, and Cassandra’s betrayal, wiping my tears.
“I’m going to get back at you for this. I promise.”
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Evening finally came. I sat in the living room, waiting for Alpha Diego to show up and take me away to wherever it is he has planned to dump me at. But there was a sudden change of plan.
“Block every path, now! ” Alpha Diego ordered someone through a phone call while storming down the stairs.
I had my eyes on him, waiting to see what he would do. He also glanced at my direction, but turned away, matching out of the mansion.
“Huh?” This was surprising.
I had to walk up to the window to see Diego getting into one of his cars and exiting the premises with four of his guards following from behind in another vehicle.
“He’s leaving? But what about me? ” I asked myself, wondering why he didn’t take me along like he promised.
That’s when a maid who happened to be close by, heard my question and responded. “An emergency came up. The Alpha had to run off to attend to it.”
“Oh, I see. Thank you,” I appreciated, looking back outside to the cars distancing from the mansion.
“I’m supposed to be in that car with Alpha Diego by now. Should I take this as a second chance from the Goddess? ” I believed, touching my chest.
“To be honest, I don’t want to go anywhere. I feel like staying here with Alpha Diego. But how can I get him to agree with my request if he now sees me as a complete lunatic?” I wondered, thinking of what to do.
I’ve thought about my present life while I was alone in the room. If I decide to face Damian, my step mother and step sis, all by myself, they’ll easily defeat me in seconds. But If I have someone as dangerous and terrifying like Diego, then I’ll become unstoppable.
“I need Diego’s help in getting back at those three. He’s the only one I can think of at the moment. What if…” I thought of my conversation with Diego and what he said about the Mafia world.
“What if I make myself useful to him? He did say the Mafia life isn’t for a girl like myself. If I can prove him wrong and show him that I can help him in some situations, then he’ll have no choice but to let me stay. And then…” I grinned, remembering something about all these Mafias. “He will owe me a favor. That’s when I’ll bring up the matter and get him to do my work. Yes, it’s perfect.”
I just hope my plan works before Diego gets rid of me. I don’t want to leave.