ALESSIA’S POV
After crying my eyes out in my car, I drove off to my place, looking like an almost dead person.
I was totally fine, but Elisa’s words drained the lights in my eyes and made me feel completely weak.
Dragging myself into my apartment, I went to lay straight on the bed, as the past of how my parents were killed haunt the fuck out of me.
Ever since they were killed, I have tried so much to shove the scene to the back of my head or rather forget it forever.
Remembering that dark scene would do me no good, so I had thought about it and decided to forget it over the years.
It worked. It did work.
I was able to forget them for so many years, but not tonight.
Elisa’s words brought back the pains and anguish from eighteen years ago, and it kept haunting me, no matter how much I tried to sleep.
I was on shift tomorrow, and I needed the sleep to feel alive and strong, but what can I do when my past was haunting my mind, my brain and every functioning part of my body?
Turning from one end of the bed to another, I couldn’t sleep even a wink.
My phone dinged, and I grabbed it to check what the message was about.
It turns out to be a message from Cassius; ‘ Are you going to disobey me next time?’
I stared at the message for a long time, but I couldn’t bring myself to reply.
My mind flashed back to when he spanked my ass at the birthday party, I felt dirty.
I closed my eyes and ignored the message.
Almost five minutes later, he sent another message.
I knew Cassius wasn’t a patient man. He always gets what he wants in a few minutes, and for the fact that I didn’t reply to his message despite viewing it, it would hurt his ego.
‘Are you ignoring me, Bunny?’
I sighed when I saw another one of his messages.
Couldn’t he just get the message that I wasn’t in the mood to speak to him?
Closing my eyes to force myself to sleep, another message of his came.
I wanted to ignore it so badly, but I had no idea how my eyes fluttered open, and my hand grabbed my phone.
‘ If you make me come over to your place, trust me Alessia, I would fuck your senses out of your brain.’
I felt my stomach tightened and my core throbbed badly, that I had to squeeze my thighs closed, so I won’t be dripping with my wetness.
My eyes went back to the message as I read it words after words.
He called me Alessia. He fucking called me Alessia not Bunny, which meant that he was dead serious.
Cassiu would be coming over to fuck my senses out of my brain.
As much as I dread the thought of his rough kind of sex, my stomach twisted in excitement and so was my clit.
It kept dripping with wetness every damn time.
I picked up my phone once again and went straight to search what kind of sex dark men are into.
Reading through the options, my stomach tightened and I gulped.
Was he going to tie me with ropes and fuck me until I lose me legs?
For fuck sake, I’m a doctor and my hands are very important to me.
” Gosh! Why did I have to ignore his messages?” I groaned, as I went back to the message.
I just hope it’s not too late to send a reply, so he won’t come.
‘ I was busy, that was why I didn’t reply. Please don’t come over’
I bit my lips, waiting patiently for a reply after I sent the message.
‘ Too late, Bunny. I’m already at your apartment.’
My eyes widened and I gulped once more.
Before I could even do anything, he knocked on my window for me to open it.
I didn’t want to open it, , I never wanted him in my apartment.
Why couldn’t he knock on my door like a normal human being?
‘ Fucking open the window, Bunny. You’re adding to your punishments.’
He sent me a message and I bit my lips, almost drawing out blood.
If he gets into my room, he would fuck me and also punish my for my several mistakes, and if I don’t let him in, i would be digging my own grave.
‘ Okay, fine! I will let you in, but no punishment, Cassius.’ I typed as fast as I could.
‘ That would depend on how good of a girl you become.’
I shut my eyes and exhaled before going to open the window.
Once he was in, he took his hoodie over from his head and stared at me with dark lust, that I almost melted where I stood.
” Why did you ignore my messages?” He took slow steps towards me, while I also took a step backwards.
” Like I.. I said, I was…busy.” I stuttered as I spoke.
His face was cold and his eyes dark. I almost forgot my next words due to his hooded gaze.
” You aren’t supposed to ignore my messages, Bunny. Never!” He said, closing the remaining space between us.
” For your punishment, I will spank your ass, ten times and do justice to your clothes and beautiful tits.”
He said, grazing on my nipples under my nightie, and for fuck sake, I almost moaned out loud.
” I don’t want any of that. My ass cheeks hurt from your spanking a few hours ago.” I replied, shaking my head.
” Then we should go for the second option.” He smirked darkly, bringing his face extremely close to mine, that our breaths mingled.
” And what is that?” I asked.
” Fuck. I will fuck your senses out of your brain.”
” I’m not in a good mood, Cassius. Can we do this some other time please.”
I saw his eyes grow even darker and his brows knitted together. ” Why?”
” I just don’t feel good.” I replied, not telling him the truth.
He stared at me for a few seconds, before speaking up. ” Were you crying, Alessia?”
His tone was dark and I felt my heart race uncontrollably like a child who was caught stealing.
” No, I wasn’t crying.” I lied, flashing him a smile.
He grabbed my neck, pinning me against the wall as he growled.
” Tell me the fucking truth or I fuck you.”
” I said it’s nothing, Cassius.” I was adamant.
I didn’t want to look weak in front of him, but guess what?
” Then you leave me with no option.”
With that said, he threw me to the bed, his hands inside his pocket as he stared at me.
” Take off your fucking nightie and your panties.”
” I told you I’m not in the mood, Cassius. Fucking me against my will is called raping.”
” Do I look like I bloody care?” He half-yelled, his eyes blood shot causing me to gulp in fear.
” Take off those fucking clothes now, or I rip them apart myself.”