Amara POV
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After watching the news with Dimitri for thirty minutes. I finally lean over and pick up the remote that was next to his right leg. I turn the tv off and hear him let out a sigh, ” What is it now?” He questions me.
Here goes nothing.
” You should let Lucia and Liam take over at least until you are healed.” I tell him.
” I can work just fine.” Dimitri says turning the tv back on.
I grab the remote from him and turn the tv off again. ” No, you need to heal! I need you here with me!” I yells at him. I notice my vision is getting blurry with tears. ” I don’t want to be by myself.” I sniffle out. I can feel the tears sliding down my face.
I wipe my tears away quickly with my hands as I stare at him.
I watch Dimitri face go from irritated to sympathetic. ” Amara, you aren’t going to be alone. My dad and everyone will be here.” He tells me.
” They were here last night and it didn’t make a difference!” I snap at him out of anger. ” I want you here with me and Sadie!” I sob out.
” What happened yesterday will never happen again.” Dimitri says pulling me into his chest. I can feel his body tense. ” No one will ever take you again.” He tells me through gritted teeth.
I can’t help but to completely break down in his arms and start sobbing into his chest uncontrollably. ” P-promise you will s-stay here with m-me and Sadie!” I cry out to him.
There is a long pause before I hear him speak. ” Yes, I will stay here with you and Sadie.” Dimitri says softly.
” S-so you will l-let Liam and L-lucia take o-over for a b-bit?” I stutter out as I hiccup.
I hear him let out a sigh, ” Yes..” He says softly.
If I knew crying would get him to give in so easily. I would have started crying sooner, but I really don’t want him to leave. His body needs to heal and if showing him that I am terrified to be alone gets him to stay in bed. Than I will just have to let my emotions show and stop being so guarded.
I have been alone so long with people giving me a hard time. I learned to expect disappointment. Along with being treated badly on a daily basis. My emotions didn’t matter to anyone. Not even when I would cry and beg my coworkers to leave my baby out of work drama. They would use anything against me to get her taken away.
I eventually stopped crying infront of them and would break down in my apartment. It was one of the reason I had to leave and come back to the city I felt safe and happy in.
” You c-can stop h-holding me. I don’t w-want you to be in p-pain.” I stutter out with a sniffle.
Dimitri chuckles, ” I actually feel pretty good. The pain medication is kicking in.” I feel his hold slowly loosen.
I sit up so I can look at him. My eyes glance down at his lips before staring back into his eyes.
He chuckles again, ” What is it now?” He asked with a raised brow as he wipes my tears away with his left hand.
I don’t say anything as I lean forward and kiss him softly on the lips. After a few seconds I feel his hand firmly pushing against my head as he deepen the kiss. I feel his tongue rubbing against my lips demanding access into mouth. I open my mouth slightly to give him access.
I straddle myself on his lap, and feel his cock rubbing against my entrance through my pajama pants. I feel him remove his hand from my head, and places it on my ass. He rubs and squeezes my ass firmly not breaking the kiss. I start to feel a heat wash over me and start running my hand softly down his bandage chest to his rock hard abs. Until I reach the waistband of his sweatpants. Sliding my hand inside I pull his cock out and start stroking him.
He grunts in mouth as he slaps my ass firmly.
After a few seconds I feel him tugging on my pajama pants. I break away from the kiss and get off his lap. I take off my pajama pants and shirt. Leaving my body completely naked for Dimitri to see.
” You are beautiful.” He tells me. I watch the way his eyes explore every part of me. I feel my face heat up as I climb back into his lap. I place my hand on his cock, before leaning forward kissing him on the lips. I rub the tip of his cock against my entrance. I gasp in his mouth as he gets impatient and pushes my hips down, causing his cock to go inside of me.
I break away from the kiss and bite my bottom lip. Throwing my head back as I slowly start bounce up and down. Feeling his cock go deeper inside of me. I hear Dimitri make a low grunt and feel his left hand touch my right breast. He gives it a gently squeeze as he grunts in pleasure.
I lean forward kissing him on the lips. Feeling his right hand softly slap my bare ass. I start bouncing against him at a fast pace.
” Fuck!” Dimitri grunts out.
I moan as I speed up.
I can feel pressure starting to build as I start to reach my climax. I quicken my pace before moaning loudly in satisfaction. I feel his warm liquid shoot into me.
I lean my head against his forehead as we sit silently trying to catch out breaths.
” Think I am ready to sleep now.” Dimitri says after a few minutes.
I let out a soft laugh, ” Yeah, I bet.”
I slowly lift myself up and off of him. I sit next to him and lean my back against the headboard.
” I kinda needed that. I wanted to get the image of that disgusting old man raping me.” I tell him softly.
I know that probably isn’t what he wanted to hear.
” I want you to remember fucking me anyway.” Dimitri says causing me to look over at him. ” I want you to remember having sex with me and enjoying it.” He clarifies.
” You are cheesy sometimes. You know that?”
This side of Dimitri I haven’t seen in a long time. Ever since I came back he has been a bit of a tight ass. Maybe him being on pain medication has loosened him up.
I watch him fix his pants and hear a soft chuckle leave his lips. ” Only for you.” He says with a wink.
” You should be on pain medication more often.”
” Why is that?” He questions me. ” Is sex that much better for you?” He adds.
I laugh, ” No, sex is great either way. I am saying you are more playful.”
I watch him shrug, ” I seem the same to me.”
” You might think that, but there is a difference.” I say with a smile. I get up off the bed and pick up my clothes from the floor. ” I will be right back. Just going to clean up and get dressed.”
” Alright.” I hear Dimitri say as I walk into the bathroom.
I shut the door and do my business on the toilet. Once I am done using the bathroom. I get a rag and wet it before cleaning myself up.
Hearing babbling coming from the other side of the door. I know someone must of brought Sadie back to us.
I finish cleaning myself up and start putting on my clothes.
Once I am fully dressed. I open the bathroom door to see Sadie laying back in Dimitri lap happily drinking out of her sippy cup and watching SpongeBob. I notice Dimitri had covered up his bandages with a long sleeve shirt.
His eyes were glued to the tv, ” She was apparently starting to throw a fit.” He says once he notices me.
That isn’t surprising to me. I was missing for a good seven hours, before Dimitri found me. Not to mention he had left for work and probably didn’t come home. Not until he had me back anyway.
” She missed us.” I tell him as I sit down next to him.
” Yeah, I know.” He says as he runs his fingers gently through her short blonde hair.
I can see Sadie little eyes slowly starting to doze. I watch her jerk awake and suck on her sippy cup. She bends her head back a little to make sure Dimitri is still there, before looking over at me.
I hear her let out a huff, before she stares back at the tv.
I guess someone is going to be clingy. Which is understandable after what has happened.