Still Valerie’s POV
I have not laughed this hard in a while, gosh it’s so hilarious. If I knew this was going to be so much fun, I would have tried it before now. I think this is a new way to provoke him every fucking day I’ll just say something very annoying through our mind link and ill assume that he is hearing me. He can deny our bond as much as he likes, but I’m not denying what I feel anymore. I’ll push him to admit his feeling, I’ll make him fight for our love. But wait, will that get us in trouble?
What if someone senses my powers and, and what if my wolf is discovered, will our enemies come after me, will they try to kill me as he said?
Well, I’ll have to decide if this risk is worth it, I wouldn’t want to get noticed by the wrong people, and I certainly do not want to destroy his plans for it. He said he is being watched and monitored at all times, could that be his reason for acting this way, does it justify his actions?
Hmmmmm…
Sometimes I don’t even know what to think, it’s all so confusing and annoying, especially these days when I am in heat, it’s just so frustrating.
“Malia, I need you to be honest with me before I make a mistake that would cost us our lives. Is Maverick our mate, is he truly the guy that promised to protect us at his party?
Will I get into trouble for pushing him this way, will I put us in trouble if I keep using our mind link to play games with him?
You can’t ignore me forever, Malia. I need you now more than ever, I can’t go on like this. You said we have a destiny, you said I can help save our race, but how can I do it on my own, how can you abandon me at this critical moment when you know that our mate cannot be with me as well. I don’t deserve to be treated this way by you or by him. I’m human for fucks sake, I know you said I’m strong and powerful, but right now I’m still human, and I don’t understand any of these things. I need you, Malia, and I fucking need him,” I let out sadly, trying to get my wolf to speak to me.
She has been quiet for a while now, and it’s making me worried about her. She hasn’t scolded me for any of my mistakes, and she isn’t telling me what to do like she used to. If I didn’t know better, I’ll say that she is no longer with me, but that’s not true. I feel her stirring occasionally, and I can still use my heightened senses, but she seems weak, too weak for the powerful wolf that she claims to be.
“Our mate cares about us, Val. He will show himself to you when the time is right, you just have to trust him.” She let out weakly. This is the first time she had spoken to me in weeks. I guess she is responding to me now because she read my thoughts and discovered that I’m thinking about Liam. She is just as nosy as this crazy boss of mine, they are bent on keeping me a virgin for the rest of my life. But that’s not going to happen, I won’t let them. Wait a minute, does Maverick know that I’m still a virgin, is that why he is hovering over me like a hawk?
Nah…
I don’t think so. I’ve never discussed my personal issues with him, And even if it turns out that he is my mate, I still wouldn’t want him to have that information about me. At least not yet. If he is being this strict with me now, I wonder what he would do if he discovers that I’ve never been fucked before. He’ll probably lock me up in my room until we are ready to accept our bond and mate.
“Where have you been, Malia, why have you been silent?
Did I say or do something you don’t like, why do you sound weak and sick, did something happen?” I asked her warmly, loving her company as she speaks to me once more.
“I’m fine, love. I’ve been so busy lately. The stream was poisoned by one of our enemies. They are trying to poison every wolf before the full moon, they want to stop the prophecy from coming to pass. I have to do something to help, I had to heal our people.” She let out sadly, her voice sounding shaky and weak. I panicked almost immediately,
“Oh my God, Malia, are you okay?
How did that happen, will their wolves be okay?” I let out in shock, sounding so terrified that I do not even recognize my own voice.
“I’m fine Val, and so is everyone else, at least for now. I just need to rest a bit, I need a cold shower and I need to sleep. If someone wasn’t so quick to accept a date with Liam, we would be sleeping already.” She chided softly, sounding so flicking weak. Gosh, I’ve never seen her this weak since she surfaced in my life several years ago. A part of me feels guilty for accepting Liam’s offer to take me out for a date. I’m putting her through so much stress despite the fact that she has been working so hard, trying to save us from the poison.
But there is a big part of me that wonders if this is all a ruse. For all I know, they could be trying to trick me and stop me from going out tonight. Malia has never been a fan of Liam, she hates his guts and she would do anything to keep me from having anything to do with him. I know she is tired, but I’m not canceling my date tonight for anyone.
“I’m sorry Malia, I already promised Liam that I’m going to be there, besides, it’s going to be a double date with the Alpha and his whore. I can’t disappoint my date and the Alpha, you don’t want your precious Alpha to be pissed off at me, do you?
Besides, I can always take care of myself, I don’t have to be watched and protected by you or him.” I stated firmly, making her growl in annoyance. Her angry growl is not as frightening as it used to be because she is not at her full strength now. I take back every care and concern I’ve shown earlier, I think I like this version of Malia better. I’m not saying that I want my wolf to be a weakling, I’m saying I prefer her when she isn’t yelling and scolding me like a fucking child. It’s so easier to speak with her when she is this calm and reasonable.
“Remind me again how I ended up with a stubborn human like you,”
“I’ve wondered the same thing too, how did I end up with this control freak that wouldn’t let me have fun with a cute guy that tickles my fancy, are you a prude or what?” I retorted and she rolled her eyes in disgust, closing to ignore my rude words.
“I’m glad the Alpha will be there, So I’m pretty sure he would keep an eye on you and stop you from doing anything stupid.” She teased.
“No, Malia. He would be too busy to keep an eye on me. He’ll be fucking that whore right in front of everyone.” I responded sadly. She went mute suddenly and I knew she was feeling the same pain I’m feeling in my heart as well. She may try to deny it and act cool, but there is no mistaking that feeling of sadness and loneliness that is a clear indication of what I’m feeling in my heart as well.
I did not bother her with my teasing and nagging anymore. I left her to rest and regain her energy, and I gave her the cold shower she requested. As I let the water from the shower flow down my body and wash off the stress from today’s work, I felt her stirring in my head, enjoying the feel of the cold water on our skin. I stood under the shower, wondering if he would be pleased that I’m still a virgin, or maybe he’ll be disappointed. I contemplated giving up my V-card to Liam tonight, but the mere thought of it made me want to gag. I pushed off that silly thought immediately and I got out of the bathroom and dragged myself into the dressing room.
I think Malia’s weakness is rubbing off on me, I feel a little weak suddenly I had to force myself into the vanity mirror. I sat on the stool in front of my dresser table and I applied my body lotion and moisturizer. Then I applied my deodorant before sitting to apply my makeup. It’s my first night back in that club since I quit, or should I say since I got fired. Maverick has made it his personal mission on earth to keep me stowed away like a little child. I should be grateful to Liam for getting me out of this prison.
I’m going to be meeting with a lot I people I know at the club, including Janelle and the girls. I need to look cool, I wouldn’t want them thinking that I’m now a prude, it would be so fucking embarrassing. I need to look hot and sexy, just like I used to before I lost my job. And at the same time, I don’t want to have issues with Maverick about my choice of outfit. I wouldn’t be surprised if he makes me change my outfit repeatedly until I got something pleasing to his eyes. Like I said earlier, he can be so fucking annoying.
I decided to put on my sexy lingerie set with garter belts, and for tonight, I’m going with the color black. The bra features adjustable shoulder straps, floral lace cups, v neckline, and a hook and eye back closure. It is made of 50% polyester and 50% Acrylic, the garters belt of this lingerie set is full of stretch, easy to adjust to get the best fitness with 3 breasted eye closure, and the graters belt hugs your curves and hides the extra weight on the waist. Sexy and fit all right!
This sexy lingerie set is perfect for adding some spice to some special moments, like a romantic weekend, boudoir shoot, a lady’s night event, Valentine’s Day, a bachelorette party, an anniversary getaway, special for nights, boudoir shoot, modeling shoot, date nights and romantic getaways, romantic getaways, brides-to-be and honeymooners, I’m wondering why Mavericks would saying he knew what I was wearing under my black polished trench coat fixed with a faux-leather buckle on the finely stitched belt.
Do you know what I did?
I wore my sexy black lingerie, then I wore a short see-through gown that stops below my ass. I look so sexy and beautiful, I couldn’t stop admiring my beauty in front of my mirror. When I finished perfecting my sexy look, I picked up my favorite trench coat hanging in my wardrobe, I put it on, buttoned it down and I hooked the belt in front, covering my sexy outfit from prying eyes. I was just about to step out when I heard his voice from the sitting room,
“Get your ass out here, Val!
You are keeping everyone waiting!”