Arabella’s POV
Have you ever heard of a perfect guy??
Well, I haven’t either. Which is why I keep wondering what Mikky is up to. He has been acting like a perfect gentleman, and he is showing me so much love that I really can’t help but to fall for his charms.
It’s so ironic that I actually had to trick him, just to get him to touch me. Now I understand what the girls meant when they said their mates would do anything just to please them.
When he caught me staring at him lustfully, he asked me to stop because he wouldn’t be able to control himself if I keep staring at him that way, but I just couldn’t stop.
I was just too horny to care about the consequences. I never thought I could ever ask any man to touch me, let alone an Alpha that I wanted nothing to do with.
Even when he scolded me to stop, I still couldn’t. The weird dream we both had and the erotic pictures that Phoenix was creating in my head has made me so horny that just can’t think straight and I know for a fact that he is the only one that can put me out of my misery so I summoned the courage and told him that I want him.
For some unknown reason, he didn’t want to do it. I think he wants us to get better acquainted with each other before we can go further but I don’t think I can wait that long because I had no fucking control of my libido anymore.
I had to run a cold bath this afternoon, I mean a very cold bath with ice cubes in the water. Trust me, I ain’t doing that again. I decided to taunt him and push his trigger buttons, maybe that would get him to see things from my own standpoint.
“I want you Alpha. I want it so bad!! Ever since met you this afternoon, I’ve been unable to control my desires. I was planning to do it with Declan tonight but…”
I wanted to say “But you showed up and ruined our dinner date.” But he stopped me with an angry warning before I could even finish my sentence and I smiled within because I know that I have him exactly where I want him to be. I decided to push him a little further.
“Fine!! I’ll just have a cold bath, again. Like I did when I came back this afternoon.
Gosh!! Am so screwed.” I said in a very sad tone, trying to get him to feel bad. Am such a drama queen!! I never knew I could be so dramatic until today!! It feels so strange to be this free with someone like me. I think am beginning to love this guy, or maybe am just reacting to our mate bond.
“Come here, you sexy temptress!! Don’t say I didn’t warn you.” he let out with a smile, making my cheeks flush a bright red as he pulled me into his arms and showed me just how sweet he can be.
Damn!!
It had been so fucking amazing!!!
It felt like he knows my body better than I do. He touched me in all the right places to make me feel so good and I couldn’t control my body as I responded to all his gently loving, with my loud moans that could wake up the dead.
I have to give it to the guy. He’s so fucking talented with that sexy mouth of his that could make a woman forget her name. His fingers worked their magic on my pussy, stroking and messaging my folds before pumping them into me in a steady rhythm.
I really don’t have any past experience to compare this with but am pretty sure that I can never find anyone as sweet and talented as he is.
He gave me a mind blowing orgasm without penetration. He did not bother about his release, all he cared about was getting me my sweet satisfaction and when my orgasm hit me, I saw fucking stars.
My whole body shook and vibrated as I got my first orgasm from my mate. It felt so good and I wished I could also pleasure him so he could get his release. I can feel his rock hard dick pressing against my ass when I straddled him.
Any other guy would definitely have satisfied their desires also but he held back his pleasures and chose to pleasure me instead. He must have on hell of a self control to be able to hold it that long.
He ran to the bathroom a few minutes after pleasuring me. Without being told, I knew that he was going to have a cold shower to try and calm his throbbing hard dick.
I felt so bad for putting him through this. Am so damn selfish. He’s obviously in so much pain because he is still aroused and here I am basking in the aftermath of a great orgasm.
He walked out after a few minutes and took his position beside me on the bed and he pulled me back into his arms and kissed me so tenderly on my forehead.
I cuddled closer to him and placed my head on his chest as my fingers moved on his chest, drawing random shapes. I decided to ask him the question that has been bothering me since he ran off to the bathroom,
“Why didn’t you do it??” I blurted out before I could change my mind and let it go.
“Do what??” he asked back in confusion as he brought his hand forward and raised my face up so I can look up at him.
“Why did you hold back from satisfying your urges, I wouldn’t have stopped you, you know?? I asked timidly as I realized that truly, I wouldn’t have tried to stop him if he wanted it. I would have gladly obliged him.
” I know cupcake. Believe me, it was so damn hard to hold back when all I wanted to do is to bury myself deep inside of you, making you cum over and over again,”
I had to squeeze my legs tightly shut to control my fucking libido because his words were turning me on once more and I know I’ll rape this guy before morning if I don’t learn to control it. I removed all thoughts from my head and I focused on listening to his words, maybe that would help me to control it.
“Trust me, I want it as bad as you do but I’ll rather wait until I mark you before I can claim you. I want our first time to be special and it’s only going to happen when you’re ready to bear my mark on your neck.
You’re special Bells. I won’t treat you like other girls that I use and toss away randomly. I want it to happen when you’re ready my love.” he explained calmly.
I smiled happily as I realized that he actually went through all that just for me. Was I really pushing him out of my life??? I must be so fucking insane.
Wait.
Hold up.
He just said he was not going to treat me like other girls, does it mean that he had been with other girls??
Nope!!! I ain’t letting this slide.
“Other girls huh, how many girls are we talking about??” I asked curiously and he chuckled loudly as he said.
“Trust me cupcakes, you don’t want to know about it. But If you insist, I’ll tell you about it someday, but certainly not tonight.. Right now, I want you to go back to sleep, we have a long day tomorrow.” he said with a deep sigh as he pulled me closer for a quick kiss.
I could tell that he’s bothered about something but I don’t want to ask him about it. I’ll prefer it if he opens up to me in his own time. I just bared my heart to him so I certainly expect him to do the same. Except it’s something that he doesn’t want me to know about which is very unlikely because he has been very honest and open with me ever since we met.
I just have to trust him and wait patiently. When the time is right, he’s going to tell me everything I need to know about him. I know he will.
I had these thoughts in my head as I fell asleep in his arms. I feel so safe and secure in his arms, so complete and fulfilled. Being in the arms of my mate is the best feeling ever.
I can’t believe that tried to force him to reject me. I would have been more broken and devastated if he had obliged my request.
Good thing he had insisted on being by my side. I couldn’t have asked for a better mate.
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I stifled a yawn as I opened my eyes slowly and turned to look around me. It’s almost eight in the morning and the sun is just about to come up. I was sleeping in a very comfy bed that is as comfortable as mine but the room looks quite strange and unfamiliar. I tried getting up from the bed but I was pulled back by a pair of strong muscular arms that held me in a tight grip.
I turned to the other direction and I was met with the Cute face of my handsome mate. His eyes are tightly shut and he is breathing evenly. I couldn’t stop the blush that spread all over my face as I recalled our passionate moment last night.
That world mind blowing orgasm is definitely stuck in my brain because am so damn sure that am never going to forget it, ever again.
Oh my God!!!
Am getting aroused again!!!
What the hell is wrong with me??? How long will I continue getting all wet and horny when am beside him?? It’s getting worse by the minute and I know that it’s not going to stop until I accept him and let him mark me.
I have to make up my mind and decide if I really want to go back with him and become his Luna. But right now, I need to get out of here before he wakes up and perceives my arousal once more. I wouldn’t want to see that smirk on his face that tells me that he knows exactly what I want.
It’s going to be so embarrassing!!
I slowly pried his hands away from my body as I tried to slowly get out of his tight grip so I can sneak out of this room and head back to my room and get ready to start my day.
Fuck!!!
His grip on me is just too tight. It was almost impossible for me to escape from his bed. I had to try over and over again. If he makes any slight movement, I’ll lay still and pretend to be asleep until he lays still again, then I’ll try again.
It took me some minutes but I finally broke free from his arms and I giggled in joy as I succeeded in breaking free from his hard grip. It is definitely an achievement and I would have done a victory dance if not for the fact that I don’t want to wake him up.
I got up from the bed and tiptoed to the door, hoping to get to my room before he wakes up and discovers that his mate is an insatiable, horny woman with a very high libido, but just as I got close to the exit, I heard a thick hoarse voice from behind me,
“You really think you can sneak out on me, didn’t you??
My face heated up immediately and I stilled on that very spot, unsure of what to do next. I couldn’t even turn around to look at him because I feel so embarrassed right now.
“Where are you running off to??” he inquired with a bit of sarcasm in his tone, and this time his voice sounded so close which means that he is standing right behind me.
Damn!!!
I wish the ground would open up and swallow me right now.