Dawn POV
“Do you need me to help you with your pants?”
“No!”
“Do you want me tonight?”
“No,”
With fury, I banged my hand on the wooden table harshly, recalling what Ethan had said.
He had blurted out yesterday that he doesn’t want me. Ugh! He did not even want me to give him a head. Like the fuck, why is he ignoring me? Huh? Just because he saw me with his brother Cole?
What about him? Did he not have something with his secretary?
I scoffed, mentally cussing myself.
Alright, why am I so mad that Ethan is ignoring me? Why am I going berserk because he did not want me to give him a head?
No! Of course I’m not mad, I’m just being careful.
What if he wants to end our deal?
“Alright… I’ll be there shortly,”
On hearing Ethan’s voice, I let a faint smile eased through my frowned face before I turned to him.
Goddamned it! How dare he look so sexy in that button up shirt and plain black pants? His fake black hair was left as a bang over his forehead and his teal eyes shun brightly under the chandelier.
“Hi” I waved shortly.
Ethan turned to him. His face pulled up in a frown as he narrowed his gaze at me.
What? What have I done wrong?
Ethan danced his eyes around my body, his eyes mentally undressing me.
Well, I’d knowingly wear that sleeveless half top that left out my stomach over the body hug short skirt.
He won’t probably ignore me looking like this, would he?
Ethan rubbed the bridge of his nose and looked away from me.
Now what’s that? He did not just ignore me, did he?
He returned to his call, whispering his words to whoever he’s talking to as he turned to walk out of the room.
“Really Ethan?” I scoffed, edging closer to grab his clothes. “Ethan?”
“Let it go, Dawn.” He mumbled.
No, not today. He must at least tell me one thing I did wrong for him to be ignoring me like this. I mean, he was the one who lied about our relationship to his brother.
“Why?” I asked. “Why are you ignoring me?”
Now that I said it, I know how much it hurts to be ignored by him.
Ugh! That grown ass man has finally found a way to grow on me.
Ethan chuckled dryly, finally turning to face me.
His eyes did not have that mischievous glow as they always do whenever that gaze at me, nor did they have that lust in them
Right! I didn’t even know what the hell he was thinking.
“Aren’t you happy?” Ethan said. He leaned forward as his lips curved into a wicked smirk. “I’m stopping you from giving me a head…”
“What?!” I almost yelled.
Stopping me from giving him a head?
Ethan cocked his perfectly shaped brows. “What? Is that not what you want?”
He tilted his head forward such that his lips were only inches away from mine.
I swallowed nervously, looking everywhere but at the tempting luscious lips before me.
Of course, I’d love it so much to stop giving him a head, but then, that was when I first came here.
I do not want to stop! No! I want to continue!
I bit my lower lip, nervously looking up to Ethan who still held that mischievous dark smirk on his smile.
“You… you want to chase me away?”
Ethan chuckled, he straightened himself and slowly dipped his hand inside his pocket. “No,” he chuckled.
“Then why?”
I can’t believe I sounded frustrated. Oh well! Why would he tell me to stop all of a sudden?
“Just because,” he shrugged.
Really? Just because?
Biting my lower lip again, I ran a hand through my hair.
Right, I’m supposed to be happy, but I am not. I hate it so much that he’s stopping me from giving him a head. It’s awkward, but it’s the goddamned truth.
“Now you know,” Ethan grinned, brushing his finger on my forehead. “I’m freeing…”
“No! I don’t want you to!” The word has blurted out of my mouth before I could stop it.
Well, even if I could, I won’t.
I don’t want to end our deal, I just wanna continue even if I sounded like a desperate bitch begging for a release now.
Ethan creased his brow, his gaze narrowed. Curiosity latched on his handsome bitchy face.
Right…. he got what he wanted even without trying that much.
He got me addicted to him and his gracious huge dick.
“I do not want to stop.” I muttered my words slowly, looking anywhere but at him.
I do not want to see the look on his face, nor do I want him to see how embarrassed it’s for me to be saying this.
I am a blushing mess right now, and it’d be more embarrassing to bare my crimson red cheeks to him.
“What?” Ethan chuckled.
I can clearly imagine the triumphant dark grin on his face and the glint on his eyes. “You do not want to?”
I clearly say that, right?
I flinched when Ethan tilted my head up to look him straight in the eyes.
Hugh! I was right! Look at that glint in his eyes, and that sexy smirk that grazed his fucking sexy lips.
My legs buckled beneath me and my heart thud so hard it hurts.
Hmm… well, I truly do want this…. I do not want to stop.
“You do realize what you’re saying, don’t you?” Ethan said again with a smirk and I nodded.
Oh yeah! I fucking nodded.
“I don’t want to end our deal.”
Okay Dawn, wherever this fucking courage is coming from, I have no fucking idea.
Ethan chuckled. He brushed my hair off my neck and planted a sloppy kiss on my skin. His cold lips made a burning sensation run through my middle, it made it tingle and crave for his touch.
Ethan trailed his lips to my ear and I shuddered.
Goddamned that, I might end up getting my pants wet at this rate.
“If we renew our deal,” Ethan whispered, licking my ears.
Fuck! That was a fucking turn on!
“You have no chance to negotiate.” He said again.
Ethan suddenly snaked his hand around my tiny bare waist and pulled me closer, flattening my boob against his hard chest.
I let out a harsh gasp.
Hmm… yeah! I truly want this.
“If you bend down now,” he continued, momentarily licking my ear.
Goddamned it, it’s taking every goddamned self to restrict myself from letting out this treacherous moan….. It’s just at the tip of my tongue.
“Pull down my pants now,” Ethan said. “And you give me a head,” he drew an imaginary circle over my bare back and I sucked in a harsh breath. “I will do anything I want to your body.”
What? To my body? Hey! Why do I like the sound of that?
Ethan pulled away and held my arms, his eyes leveled with mine and a cold smile on his lips.
“Do you want to change your mind now, kitten?”
No! Not with that sexy deep voice. Now thinking of it, I so much want to hear how those thick voice would sound like when having a real sex if he moan.
“We have a deal then,” I smiled.
Ethan gaped at him.
Look at him still trying so hard to mask his surprise.
“Fine,” he mouthed. “Deal!”