They arrived at the mall and spent a few hours perusing the stores and Jackie bought quite a few items. Janine walked around lazily and had a hard time focusing on shopping. By the time Jackie was hungry for lunch, Janine had purchased absolutely nothing and had barely looked at anything. Jackie was more than a little concerned about her mother now, but she knew her mother’s character. If Janine had wanted to talk about something, she would have said it. Jackie figured the best thing to do was ignore it. They shared a relatively quiet lunch, with Jackie doing the lion’s share of the sparse conversation. It was late in the afternoon and they were both tired as they made it back to the house. Janine felt nearly sick from her inner torment but still she could not manage to broach the subject with her daughter.
The evening passed slowly and Jackie became more and more concerned over her mother’s fidgeting and half-finished sentences. By the time Janine excused herself to go to bed Jackie was positive that something was terribly wrong. In fact, she figured that something was so wrong that she had to do act. She struggled against her initial intuition to wait for Janine to come to her, and finally decided to go up and confront her about half an hour after she had gone to bed.
Jackie knocked on the door and Janine nervously told her to enter. Janine herself had been unable to sleep. She sat in her bed and stared at the mirror across from her. When the knock had come she nearly jumped out of her skin. A moment later Jackie was standing in front of her with a long t-shirt on and with real concern in her eyes.
“What’s wrong?” Jackie said earnestly and without preface.
“Nothing dear,” Janine said completely on instinct.
“Are you sick? Did a relative die? Did I do something wrong?” Jackie said. She was more upset than she had realized. She hadn’t considered the possibilities of what was bothering Janine until they started to spill out of her mouth. Now she was terrified.
“Oh no honey!”Janine said, intensely guilty for the fear she had engendered in her daughter. She felt foolish for thinking that her daughter hadn’t recognized her unease during the day. She felt even worse considering she now had no choice but to tell her the truth.
“Well what is it?” Jackie said, breathing a little easier now.
“Well,” Janine began, she paused for a moment then she decided that it was truly best to just make it like a band-aid, “I came home earlier than you think last night. I walked into the kitchen and I saw you and… your sister…” Janine said. Jackie’s eyes got wide and her face flushed. She started stammering and tears welled in her eyes.
“Oh my God!” she said, “I am so embarrassed. I promise Mom. I know it was weird and wrong and everything, but I didn’t mean to hurt you and I certainly didn’t mean to hurt Tera. It just sort of happened.” Janine felt a rush of relief in having spoken and felt remorse upsetting Jackie. It was probably harmless. They were just young girls. They were experimenting with their bodies and learning about who they were. Certainly society would view what they did as morally wrong, but Janine knew that society didn’t always get things right. Sometimes there is a need inside of you that is stronger than society.
“Don’t apologize,” she said, “I am sorry. I didn’t mean to frighten you today. I don’t want you to feel guilty now. What you did is in the past and I am sure that no one was hurt.” Jackie took her eyes off of her feet and looked at her mother with relief.
“I am sorry though,” she said, rubbing her eyes with the back of her hand. She was in a rather severe state of shock, but she felt comforted now.
“Shhhh,” Janine said, her maternal instincts kicking in now. She turned so that she was sitting on the edge of her bed in her pajama pants and t-shirt. She stretched her arms out and invited her daughter in for a hug. Jackie rushed forward and fell onto her knees. She placed her head on her mothers lap and put her arms around Janine’s waist.
Janine ran her hand through her daughter’s hair, shushing her and trying to prevent her from crying. Slowly, she felt Jackie’s shoulder’s relax as she realized that the danger was over. They both felt more relaxed now, as though they had dodged some sort of emotional bullet. Jackie continued to hug her mother tightly, but in a less panicked fashion. Janine breathed in deeply, trying to calm herself.
As she did so, she breathed in the delicate aroma of her daughter’s perfume. She apparently wore the same perfume that Roseanna wore. Janine found herself driven back to a few nights before. Thinking of the last time she was so close to one of her daughters. She tried to fight the feeling, but suddenly she was realizing the feel of her daughter’s body against her own. In a few minutes she felt the blood rush into her penis against her will. In a very short time, her dick was hard and pressing into Jackie’s breast. For a split second the room was completely silent.
Janine was shocked when Jackie looked up from her lap with a big, knowing grin on her face. Janine felt her face get hot and wanted to jump out of her skin. She stood up quickly, but was embarrassed to find that her erection was sticking in Jackie’s face as the girl had fallen back on her hips when Janine had stood up.
“Oh my god!” Janine groaned and then sat back down and put her pillow over herself.