CASSANDRA POV
“I came by after regretting my decision, I wanted to see you, so I knocked on your door, but nobody answered, so I walked in,” He murmured, playing with the rings on his fingers.
“I looked around your apartment and saw your wedding ring in the trash can; I figured we were done at that point,” He continued.
“Oh, no, no, no, don’t you blame this all on me now,” I raised my voice.
“You left me when I needed you, I threw it away because you made it quite clear we’re done”
“I do love you, Cassandra, I know you can’t forgive me for this, and fuck, I can’t forgive myself for leaving the best thing that had ever happened to me but I thought I was doing you a favor and I can see now that I made things worse”
A tear fell from my eye and I sat next to him on the bed with my face in my hands, he leaned next to me and held me in his arms stroking the back of my head.
“I’m so sorry, baby,” He whispered in my ear, making me let out more sobs; I should be killing this fucker, not crying in his arms like a pussy, But love makes you do crazy things make.
“I promise I will make It up to you,” He breathed.
“I promise” He repeated.
“I feel so fucking stupid crying to the fucker who broke my heart” I murmured into his shoulder.
“I did it for a reason, I didn’t want to leave you, I wanted you to have a better life instead of an asshole who does nothing but hurt you baby”
“Well leaving me was the worst thing you could’ve done” I said pulling away from his embrace.
“You still have your wedding ring?” I question and he wipes the tear from my eye.
“Of course I do. You’re my wife, aren’t you?” He asked, and I smiled.
“Have you fucked anyone else?” I ask already knowing he’s going to say yes, fucked two hundred bitches.
“I haven’t even thought of that” He stated
and I could tell he was being genuine.
“Seriously? I ask.
“You’re the only one for me” He strokes my cheek with his thumb and looks into my eyes and leans in for a kiss but I pull away.
“Not yet,” I say.
“I’ve been sent to kill you, so that’s what I’m going to do,” I say, clicking my gun and placing it on his head.
He doesn’t flinch at all or try to pull the gun away even though he could easily take it out of my grasp.
“Shoot me,” He said, and my eyebrows furrowed.
“W-what?”
“Do it. It will make you feel a lot better Baby, trust me,” He speaks softly.
“I just want your pain to go away and if you have to kill me for that to happen then pull the trigger”
The pad of my finger pressed against the trigger, my heart was pounding and my hands were trembling he closed his eyes waiting for the bullet to hit him but I dropped the gun on the
floor.
He opened his eyes and he raised an eyebrow in confusion.
“I can’t do it,” I sigh, raking a hand through my hair.
I love him too much to kill him. I know he loves me too, but if I’m not going to forgive him, he needs to prove himself to me, and I’m definitely not making it easy.
He may have caused me heartbreak but he also made me feel happy for the first time in my life, he made me feel powerful and he was always my
shoulder to cry on, He’s made a big fucking mistake leaving me but he did it for a reason and that reason was to let me have a better life, but I would rather have a better life with him even
if we did get into some trouble.
“I love you, Alessandro. I can’t do it even if I tried,” I sobbed again like a fucking teenager suffering from heartbreak for the first time.
“God, I’m such an idiot.” He pulls me in for a hug and kisses me, our lips smashing together, and a hand lands on my waist, pulling me in closer to him, then pulling away, leaving me wanting more.
“I missed your lips,” He confesses, and I smile. “I love you, baby, I will never ever leave you again.” He strokes my cheek.
“You definitely won’t be leaving me again, or I’ll empty my clip into your brain,” I state, and he chuckles, thinking it’s a joke. It’s obviously not.
“Will you be Mrs. RUSSO again?” he asked, tilting my chin up to look at him.
“We’ll see”