Ivan’s POV
Take it out on me, Ivan.
She had said.
I blinked slowly. She reached up and touched my chest. “Whatever you’re angry about, whatever’s got you this worked up, take it out on me. Take your frustration and whatever hurt you’re feeling out on me.”
I searched her eyes, they were filled with concern, reassurance, and… trust. What is wrong with her? Doesn’t she know I could be dangerous? She should be running the other way.
The hands planted on my chest slowly wrapped around me until they were placed on my neck, urging me closer. Letting me know she wanted this, she was allowing me to do this. It’s all the convincing I needed.
My resolve snapped, my lips were crashing down on hers mercilessly, my hands grabbing onto her hips to hold her still.
Her lips part, welcoming my tongue as it brutally tangles with hers. I nip her bottom lips, making her gasp into my mouth. I kissed her with all the hurt and anger I was feeling. It was messy and savage. I wouldn’t be surprised if I bruised her lips.
I slip an arm around, palm going to the small of her back as I haul her into me until her body is flush against mine.
Hungry lips find my jawline, nipping across until she peppers kisses on my neck. Sucking, biting, and kissing my neck. My cock was impossibly hard behind my trousers, and I might die if I don’t get relief soon.
With one hand, I tweak her nipple, teasing the little bud over and over. “Ivan…” My name fell from her lips breathlessly.
She reaches down and shoves down my trousers, revealing my hard, dripping cock. She gives it a hungry look. Dragging her gaze from my crotch back up to my eyes. “I want to taste you so bad,” she admits and goes back to eyeing my cock hungrily.
“Yeah?” I gave it a long stroke, watching her as she nodded. “Want me to fill your throat, pound into you until you can’t breathe?”
Another nod. My cock jerks.
“You’re sure, solnyshko?” I asked again just to be sure, ’cause I wouldn’t hold back once I’d started.
“Yes.” Her lips form the word, but hardly a sound comes out. She looked so aroused, turned on, and eager for it. That does it for me.
“Get on your knees,” I ordered. She wastes no time dropping to her knees, her eagerness leaves precum beading at my tip. The anticipation threatens to stop my racing heart.
She makes the briefest eye contact in the heartbeat before her small hand closes around my aching length. I suck a strangled gasp between my teeth when the sensation explodes from that point of contact, tickling my balls and shooting up my spine. Nothing in the world compares to this. The control. The promise of using her for my pleasure.
“Fuck, yes,” I grunt, my fingers tugging her strands. “Be a good girl and make me happy. Work my cock into your mouth and suck it good.”
Her tongue peeks out from between her lips, moistening them before she leans in to take her first lick of my swollen head. Sheer lust flares to life and threatens to burn me to ash.
Jesus.
I could come right now.
“Fuck! More,” I grunt, my teeth gritted against the urge to thrust, fill, and take. “I want you choking on me. I need to hear your gags and see your tears.”
When she covers me with her lips, there’s no holding back. Not when her lips grip me so firmly, snapping my control in two. I press my hips forward, shoving myself past her lips and halfway to her throat.
Her hazel eyes bulge, and she emits a strangled choking noise, but I’m far too gone, savoring the wet heat enveloping me, to care. If anything, her reaction adds to the thrill.
I try to work myself into her slowly, but I’ve already reached my breaking point. By the time I’m balls deep, she’s groaning around me, struggling to contain all of my girths, fighting to suck in air with her nose buried against my base.
“Such a good, eager girl,” I whisper in praise. “You look so pretty on your knees with my cock in your mouth. I’ve never seen anything prettier, Milaya.”
I give her hard, deep strokes until tears slip from her eyes and slide down her cheeks. “I’m only giving you what you’ve craved,” I remind her as she fights to adjust to my pace. ” I know what you think about at night when you’re alone. Don’t you dream of this while you touch your pussy?”
She tries to nod, groaning her affirmation, earning a thrust deep enough to make her gag.
“So beautiful with your mouth full of cock.” Her head fits perfectly in my hands, and I cradle it while I pump my hips forward. “With your lips stretched out and your cheeks hollowed. I love seeing you struggle to take me deeper, to swallow more of my cock.”
The pleasure builds brick by brick at the base of my spine. It’s sheer bliss. Her choked cries, the saliva that dribbles out of her mouth and down my balls. The complete control she so willingly hands over is sending me over the edge.
“Is this making your pussy wet?” I drive myself deep enough to make her groan. I want to see the imprint of my cock in her throat. “I bet it’s weeping with jealousy. Is it dripping down your thighs? It wants my cock, too. Doesn’t it?”
“Mm-hmm.” She grabs my thighs, bracing herself as if she was letting me know she needed more.
“Show me how much you want it. Take it all. Suck me hard.” The pressure from her mouth increases until the pleasure already building in my balls reaches its peak. “Fuck, you’re going to suck the cum right out of my balls.”
My words only encourage her, and she sucks harder, and that, with the friction of her warm mouth around my cock, shatters me.
“Good girl. You are doing so fucking good.” She glows from the praise even as she fights to breathe with my cock down her throat.
Fuck. My orgasm was near. I wasn’t done with her yet, so pulled out of her mouth.
I stare at her thoroughly fucked face, her lips swollen and red.
“You’re so beautiful,” I marvel, stroking away the tears that linger on her flushed cheeks. She trembles and gasps for air, tits rising and falling with each shaky breath. “Strip, I want to fuck you.”
She complied quickly as she offered a trembling smile, and a feeling inside me awakened. Something I doubt I’ll ever be able to acknowledge-if I even want to.
And you’re mine. I thought to myself. There’s no going back now.