Sky’s POV
When was the last time I felt this aroused? Never; this was the first time I was masturbating to a woman I badly wanted and truly desired.
“Gosh, I want her so bad,” I whispered in a husky voice while I stroked my length, which was coated in precum, rubbing the head a few times and groaning in pleasure.
I quickened my pace as I imagined her naked, panting beneath me with parted lips. Her eyes would be perhaps a little hazy, and her hair messy, her hands on my back and her legs wrapped around me, pushing me forward as her pussy tightened around my length, taking all of me in.
“Fuck, Harley!” I called out loudly as I climaxed, releasing and relieving myself.
I looked at my dirty hand while panting, then heavily sighed.
Being a virgin really did suck a lot because all I had was my damn imagination.
I walked to the bathroom and got into the shower, turning it on after taking off my shirt, which was already unbuttoned.
When cold water poured on me, I closed my eyes, wondering how she would view me. Women loved a man who knew what he was doing in bed and in a relationship-a man who was in total control of his own life and needs, and who had experience both in bed and in handling her out of it. I was in control of my life, but I had no idea how to handle a woman in bed or out of it because I had never dated anyone nor ever kissed one.
My first kiss-or was it a lip peck?-was with her. If I were to tell her that, would she laugh at me?
“Quit it,” my wolf growled furiously.
He was getting upset over my thoughts.
“It’s not my fault that I want to do everything right,” I whispered, then opened my eyes and brushed my hand through my hair.
“I want to kiss her like it’s the last kiss we will ever share and hold her in my arms like my life depended on it. I no longer want to masturbate due to waking up hard, but to her,” I said seriously, then turned off the shower and stepped out.
“Should I watch porn?” I asked and then chuckled softly when he growled in warning.
I walked to where the towels were folded and grabbed one from the wall shelf, wrapping it around my waist.
“Sky!” A voice I knew too well called in a playful way through our pack’s mind link.
“I am dressing up Vanessa,” I answered lazily and then walked out of the bathroom, went to my wardrobe, grabbed a clean set of clothes, and put them on.
“I will be in the living room,” she said and then giggled.
She was still acting like a little girl even though she was close to my age.
“I’ll be right there,” I answered and then put on my shoes and brushed my hands through my wet hair.
“I should find my bedroom clean,” I said through our mind link and walked out of the bedroom, going to the living room, knowing I would find it sparkling clean when I returned.
“There you are,” Vanessa said immediately as I walked in.
“How are you, Vanessa?” I asked once I was in front of her.
“Fine and not fine,” she answered.
I laughed softly and then leaned in, kissing her cheeks lightly before pulling back.
“Sit,” I ordered and then sat down on the couch.
She smiled and then sat next to me.
“You rarely visit without a reason, so what brings you here?” I asked seriously.
“First of all, when I heard you announce that you had found a mate, I took it as a joke until the news became my reality. Everywhere I went, I could hear the pack members talk about you and her,” she said seriously.
“Well, yes, and I expected you to meet her the same day. I know you are on the other side of town, but still, you are always there whenever something happens, so it was a bit surprising not to have you here chatting and making her feel welcomed,” I answered as her expression turned cold.
“What?” I asked.
“You sure can be dense. But that’s what I love about you,” she whispered as I frowned.
I had no idea what she meant by her words.
Vanessa was the daughter of our former Beta and healer. Her brother was Riff, my Beta. She was like a little sister to me, and she was very nagging and demanding. She annoyed me so much that I had to avoid her. Besides that, she was a cheerful she-wolf who was a great healer that most males wanted, and the she-wolves admired.
Although she wasn’t mated, she didn’t seem to mind. While my Beta and I talked about how we would feel complete and happy to meet our mates, she laughed in our faces and said how she never wanted to meet her mate because her heart already belonged to a powerful leader whom she had a crush on since her teens.
It was insanely dumb because she loved talking about her fantasy as if it were real, but we didn’t want to make her feel bad or stupid for making such a decision; that’s why we kept quiet about it.
“Look, I know you are usually busy at the pack’s hospital, but…” I stopped talking when I picked up my mate’s scent.
I quickly stood up and slowly walked to the door, opening it.
“Harley,” I whispered with a smile.
“I came because you told me I needed to eat,” she said, then tucked her hair behind her ear.
She smelled and looked amazing, and the bruise under her eyes was gone.
“You look beautiful,” I whispered, then took her hand and moved it to my lips, kissing it.
“Well, I took a bath, and with the help of that lady, I dressed up,” she answered.
“Who is she?” Vanessa asked loudly, annoying me.
“Harley, come in, please,” I said, then moved with her toward Vanessa.
“Hi, I’m Vanessa, and you are?” she asked as she stood up.
“I’m Harley,” Harley answered simply.
“Vanessa is my best friend’s younger sister. Vanessa, this here is Harley, my woman,” I said seriously.
Harley widened her eyes in shock, then looked at me.
I had no reason to lie, and I didn’t want to mess up in any way. I was going to show her how I felt, even if we were still getting to know each other.