“I wanted to get a pregnancy test because I’m late”
He was quiet.
“I’ll be waiting in the car” Kylee said and she left, giving the both of us privacy.
“Say something” I urged, my voice was only a small whisper.
“You’re pregnant?” He finally asked, the corners of his eyes crinkled with excitement and adoration.
“No… Possibly yes but I’m not sure”
His eyes left mine to look down at my belly.
He rushed towards me and hugged me tight everywhere except my belly.
“I’m not sure yet” I said pushing him away.
“Please be pregnant” what the fuck?
“No. I can’t be pregnant” I said and he finally let me go.
“If you are pregnant then there’s nothing we can do about it, we’ll keep the Baby” he said in his no nonsense tone but he looked happy.
Extremely happy, tears gathering at the corners of my eyes.
“Take me to the hospital then” I told him.
*****
We waited in the waiting room, my fingers were cold and I dreaded every second of it. I prayed the result would come out negative. Christian on the other hand was standing by the window, he was distracting himself by looking at people passing by and going about their day and I had heard him saying he wanted this baby.
The doctor bursted through the door, calm and collected but all I wanted him to do was to tell me that it was negative. He handed me an envelope and I tore it and brought out the single piece of paper.
“It says negative, I’m not pregnant right?” I asked with wide eyes.
“Yes miss, you’re not pregnant ”
I closed my eyes and breathed fresh air as if I was only breathing for the first time.
“I’m sorry ” the doctor said and I turned to see Christian’s lips pressed in a hard line. He looked sad, the hurt that Kylee had mentioned was now very visible on his face.
He nodded once but said nothing.
We left the hospital and he drove me to my house.
It was morning, very early.
They were series of texts from Blue and Larissa that I had not answered yet because I couldn’t find the strength.
“I really wanted a baby” Christian said breaking the silence. It bit my bottom lip and I looked up at the ceiling. My phone buzzed and I looked the screen. It was a text from Blue.
“My brother has been trying Christians phone but he’s not responsible, are you guys together?”
I replied her.
“Yes”
“Please, remind him of Ryan’s party tonight, he can’t miss it he’s the guest of honour”
I turned to Christian.
“Blue says I should remind you of Ryan’s party tonight ” I told him and he smiled.
“You’re coming with me” he said, a playful smile tugged at his lips and I sighed in relief because he had gained back his playfulness.
I remembered what his hands were doing to me under the table and I smiled. Then my mind fell on Kylee’s confession of him being a Dom. How deep into BDSM was he , why hasn’t he ever used a flogger on me… He had tied me to my bed with my sheets and it was the sexiest thing ever but why hasn’t he told me about it.
“What are you thinking of?” He asked me.
I turned to look at him, a small smile was playing at my lips.
“How deep into BDSM were you?” I asked and he froze.
“How do you know?” He asked.
Oh no. I didn’t want Kylee to get into may more trouble and I didn’t want to lie either.
“Kaylee told me you had… Subs”
“Kylee told you” he repeated , his tone bitter.
“Why.. were you hiding it from me?” I asked with raised brows.
He was quiet.
“Why?”
“Because I don’t want to scare you away”
“Scare me away, I’m not a softie ”
“I see the way you get when I throw only a single punch, I don’t want to scare you away”
“Is that you didn’t want to tell me?” I asked him.
He nodded.
“I want you to do me like the way you did your subs”
“No”
“Why?”
“I don’t want hurt you”
“Have you hurt someone before?”
“One time… It wasn’t serious but you can’t handle any for it”
“I’m not made from glass” I said and he shook his head dismissing the matter.
“I want you to be my Dominant ” I said folding my hand across my chest. Amusement swam behind his eyes and he stood up, he made his way towards me.
“Can you take me?” He asked, his voice low and cold, a shiver ran down my spine.
“Of course, I’ve been taking you fo___” I was talking but he cut me off.
“No Jenna, that’s just vanilla sex. I’m talking about Bondage… Dominating you, spanking, flogging…”
“Flogging..” I gasped.
He took his head and moved away.
“Forget it Jenna”
He walked up the stairs leaving me in the couch, my pussy was already wet from the conversation. I was not done with him yet. I ran up the stairs to his bedroom opposite mine.
“How could you tell her about it… How deep did you go into the details… Did you mention names… Of course you’re sorry, she’s not angry, in fact she’s interested.. I haven’t agreed to do anything, to me she’s made of glass, I can’t take it extremely far. She’s not going to get bored with the plain vanilla sex. Couples thrive with plain vanilla… Call Danny and tell him to get helicopter ready we’re flying over to Ryan’s company tonight for the big opening” I knew he was talking to Kylee, his tone was accusatory and harsh before but it softened later.
He dropped the phone and took off his shirt, I watched him from the small space in the door and I felt like a dirty girl peeking. He took off his trousers and stepped out of it. His body was majestic, so impressive. Broad shoulders, sinew muscles..
“I know you’re standing there” he said in a low tone.
I felt my pupils dilate, I was caught watching. He stretched.
“I hope you’re enjoying the show” he said and he took off his boxer briefs. My mouth watered and I had to fight the urge to go to him.
Immediately, a plan hatched in my mind, I knew how badly I wanted him to dominate me and I knew how I would get it. I would tease him till he agrees to it.