“Nothing” I said pushing his hand away from my shoulders. “Please leave me alone, I need time to think” I told him.
When I took one step forward, he blocked my path, I looked up at him, he looked past my shoulders to the gate then he looked back at me again.
“What did they do to you, tell me” he asked again, I could tell that he was furious and running out of patience. I scoffed, if he had just left Sean alone that day, I would still have my job.
“I was fired.. they dropped me in the best way they could and told me to get a lawyer cause I might be going to jail” I breathed in more oxigei and the warm tears on my cheeks was a hard contrast to the cool breeze kissing my entire face.
“Please, I need to__” I was staring to say but Christian cut me off sharply.
“Jenna, I know you’re angry right now. You’re angry because you lost your job but most especially I was the cause but if you didn’t go with that stupid bastard to that hotel them none of this would have happened” he said.
I looked up at him in disbelief.
“It’s true” he hold me defiantly, “I’m sorry that you lost your job, I could get you a job anywhere else, I could buy this studio, fire the producer and make you the main character for as long as you want to but I would not apologize to you or anyone for hitting him” he said.
I shook my head and turned to cross the road but he pulled me back.
“Stop walking away from me” he said softly, I tried to pull my arm away from his but his grip was too strong.
“Baby, I’m sorry.. my car is over there, let’s get inside and go home” he said.
“Stop, please stop. Can’t you give me space to breathe, I went from one point in my life to another’s point in suchr a short time and I just want to go under my fucking blanket and cry ” I yelled, my voice was sharp.
“Let me give you a ride home” he told me.
“I can walk, I still have legs, remember?” I told him yanking Mya TM away from his hold and storming away.
I did not look back, I didn’t hear his footsteps either, I didn’t feel his presence, when I reached the door of my house, I turned back expecting to see his expensive black car sitting lavishly in the front of the house but the front of my house was empty.
“Jenna” my mum’s voice was tore the silence, the door was open but I didn’t knock, I went into her open arms and she hugged me, tight.
I cried.
She didn’t ask me what had happened but I knew that she was dying to ask me, I could see fear in her eyes as she watched me from the door.
“You can tell me when you’re ready” she said and she turned off the lights and shut the door.
Being alone made me reminisce about everything, the look of Larissa’s face, the look on the face on the others, they would hate me but most of all, they would tell the others and no producer or casting director would pick me again.
It was as if my life was over when it hardly even began.
My body shook convulsively as I cried, after a while I and no more tears left to cry so I just stayed and stared at the ceiling.
The room wa so fucking dark I could hardly see the ceiling at all, the door opened, my eyes shot from the ceiling to the door.
In the darkess I could make out the outline of a figure, it stood still in the door. My mouth opened to say something but fear clamped it shut, i wanted to cry out of help but my breath was stolen away from me.
The figure came closer to me and I drew the blanket over my face and screamed at the top of my lung so that someone could save me.
“Jenna, it’s me” Christian said and I stopped screaming when I recognised his voice, there were loud footsteps in the hallway. The was small ruckus in the dark room, my bathroom door opened and closed.
The door of my room flew open and the lights came on. My step dad was standing in the door with his eyes as wide as saucers.
“What happened?” He asked walking in.
“Bad dream” I said sitting up from the bed, my heart was still thumping in my chest and drumming in my ear, my abdomen was so weak that I could hardly sit straight.
He exhaled in relief.
“Come here..” he said leaning in and giving me hug, I heard the door of my bathroom open slightly, Christian frowned he saw his brother hugging me.
I wanted to tell him to close the fucking door but he looked like he was going to come out and tear his brother away from me.
“It’s enough!” He mouthed angrily to me. I wanted to pull out of the hug but my stepfather’s grip on me was tight
“Dad?” Asked softly and he pulled away.
“I’m sorry…” He apologized nervously. “It’s just that you were trembling.. and felt like I needed to hold you till.. you know.. till you stop” he said.
Unconsciously, my eyes left his eyes and travelled downstairs. I turned away quickly when I saw his cock stretching towards me from his loose trouser, he was hard for me.
I turned to the bathroom door and Christian was still watching, he was not seeing his brother’s erection and he did not know about it yet, so I had to be careful not give it away with my expression.
The last thing I wanted now was this family to fall apart, that was the last thingy life needed to finally break.
My stepfather looked down and saw his erection, he cleared his throat and shoved both of his hands into his pocket trying to block it but he knows I already saw it.
“I’ll be leaving.. good night” he told me making an escape through the door.
He was not even fully out of the door and Christian was walking towards me.. his eyes were dark with rage and anger.
“What the hell was that about?”