“Please Ansell this is my parents house and they are here. I don’t want them to come to know about this. Please” I requested him but he didn’t move from his place.
“So what, Nara?” He retorted, gripping my chin firmly. “It’s not like they don’t know about our relationship. They are aware I came to your room. In fact they allowed me. Now everyone knows that you are mine. What’s there you want to hide? Why are you so frightened?” His thumb brushed against my lower lip, caressing it, his eyes following his thumb.
“Please Ansell __” ” I attempted to protest.
“Shhhh” he hushed me, pressing his thumb onto my lips. “Do you even know how I have pass these days without you. Each day felt a year”
He leaned forward and pressed a deep kiss on my lips. I didn’t move or I responded. I don’t want to provoke him. The least thing I want is for him to do anything with me here.
I tried to push him away with my hands, but he seized one of them and guided it to his groin, where I could feel the unmistakable bulge. I gasped and my eyes widened in realization.
“This is what you do to me, Nara” he whispered against my lips, his voice husky with all the desire he was feeling.
Like every other time he didn’t care I want it or not. He cares only about himself.
“But I haven’t done anything” my lower lip quivered as I replied.
“You don’t need to do anything. Your mere presence and your scent are enough to arouse me” he asserted.
He pressed his cheek against mine, his hot breath fanned against my skin and the curve of my neck, raising the hair in response.
“I want you, Nara” he murmured in my ear.
“Please, Ansell ” I pleaded, my head shaking from side to side. “You can do anything you want once we get back home, but no here, please __”
I couldn’t even finish my sentence before he swiftly lifted me into his arms and pinned me against the wall. In the mirror right in front of me, I could see my own reflection, but he wasn’t willing to listen to my pleas. The untamed beast within him emerged, and I felt the fear willing up. In these moments, he lost control and paid no heed to my pleas or painful cries.
“I want you, Nara” he repeated, his desire consuming him.
“Ansell, please, listen to me___” I pleaded desperately.
But he paid no heed to my words. His hands frantically sought the opening of my dress.
His body weight pressed me against the wall, my trembling legs wrapped around his torso, rendering me completely immobile beneath him.
“She, I will do my best not to hurt you. I will be gentle like our first night. Don’t cry, your pleas only arouse me more” he whispered.
My voice faltered as soon as those words left his lips. My cries and pleas aroused him. What kind of devil had he become?
He became growingly impatient when he couldn’t find the zip of the dress. His hands started groping me all around and his lips once again took mine into a deep sloppy kiss and finally, his fingers found the zip which he didn’t take time to pull down.
“You are so beautiful, my little girl” he murmured as he left kisses after kisses on my neck, sucking on the skin as if it was something to feed on. ” A very beautiful woman”
He bit me and at the same time, his palm squeezed my bosom making me moan. I could feel his hard-on poking my thigh.
“And all mine”
“Yes, Ansell, I am yours, all yours” I mumbled, my voice quivering as I desperately pleased him. “But please don’t do it here,”
My room is not soundproof. I am sure if he started the. I won’t be able to keep my sounds under control. I don’t want my parents to come to know about it.
As his hands continued to trail down my body, my breath caught in my throat. I needed to stop him immediately. I saw a glimmer of the old Ansell in his eyes when he interacted with my parents earlier, and this gave me a sliver on hope. It was the only option I had left.
Desperate to reach that part of him that might still listen, I used a name that held significance for both of us.
“Ans, please” I whispered.
He stopped all of a sudden and stared deep into my eyes.
Ans is the name that heard first when he introduced himself to me. I used to call him And till William told me that is was Ansell, not And. Since then that name has held a place in my and his heats. I hope that by calling him by that name, I could touch a chord in his heart that would make him reconsider, could make him remember those only days and for the sake of that he might stop.
I could clearly see the lust in them and knew that he would not stop still I tried my luck for the last time and shook my head.
To mu surprise, his hold on my body loosened and he left me. He closed his eyes and drew deep audible breaths. He then turned around and paced in my room while pinching the bridge of his nose. He cursed himself under his breath without glancing at me and after a few minutes, he seemed to regain his composure and silently left my room without a word or even a glance in my direction.
The shift in his demeanour and the way he was behaving showed that be was struggling in a battle with himself. Between the demon he has become and the human he was once.
Whenever it was, for now, I am free and the way he stopped also gave me a ray of hope, and assurance that I still have a bit of control over him.
I let out a sigh of relief, immediately grabbing my dress and putting it on. I decided to leave the room before he returned. Convincing him to stop had been hard, and I knew that if he came back, I might not be able to prevent him from continuing.
I stepped out of the room and went down to find Ansell standing with his back to me, his hands in his pants pockets. He appeared to be intensely focused on something, blocking my view.
Slowly I walked to him and was surprised to find that he was staring at my parents who were sitting on the couch with William’s photo frame in their hands. My mother was gently running her fingers over his face, tears streaming down her cheeks.
Since their backs were turned to us, they couldn’t see us. I glanced at Ansell and found him lost in observing my parents.
“William is actually a lucky Bastad” he murmured under his breath. Our proximity allowed me to hear his words. “He has parents who love him so much and a sister who is willing to sacrifice her life to free him, even when he is a culprit ”
I could see jealously and longing in his eyes. Jealously for William and longing to have the same kind of love and acceptance.
Suddenly my mother turned around, she must have acknowledged our presence behind. She immediately wiped her tears and a small smile made its way to her lips.
“Oh! We didn’t know you are here” she said.
“It’s okay mom” I reassured her as I approached. “I have surprise for you” I announced.
“What?” My father stood up, his curiosity piqued.
My gaze shifted to Ansell, and I could see the approval in his eyes. He knew what I was about to reveal, and I couldn’t resist myself when I saw that look in his eyes.
“William will be back with us soon” I whispered, my voice trembling.
My parents exchanged surprised glances, their eyes widening.
“What are you saying?” They asked in unison.
“While going through his case, I discovered that his death was a rumor, which is why we don’t find his body” I explained.
“Please, Nara, don’t joke about this” my mother pleaded. “I won’t be able to bear the heartbreak if it turned out to be a kind of prank or something to give us a flicker of happiness ”
“No, mom” I shook my head. “It is not a joke. I am serious ” small tears formed in my eyes when I saw that happiness on their lips which I wanted to see for such a long time. ,”He has been imprisoned under false charges and I am trying my best to free him as soon as possible ”
Happiness began to shine on their faces, a sight I had longed to see for so long.
“False charges? My father asked, “what kind of false charges?”
“I can’t tell you everything right now, but I just wani to assure you that he’ll be back with you very soon. And I want you not to ask him too many questions, please” I requested, hoping they’d understand.
“We won’t” my mother said as she wiped away her tears. “can I see him, please?”
I glanced at Ansell, who stood there with an emotionless expression.
“Not yet mom” I whispered and gulped, my voice choked with emotion. “But really soon”
My mother burts into tears and hugged me tightly, with William’s photo frame squeezed between us. My father joined the hug, and I felt protected and loved once again in their embrace while Ansell stared at us.
We cried tears of joy, and I couldn’t wait for Wiliam to meet them. At that moment, all the pain I had endured seemed to fade away. My family had given me the strength to face anything life had in store for me.
For happiness of my family, I was willing to face whatever challenges lay ahead.