Feelings

CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
ALEX DAVALO
If looks could kill!
“Where have you been? What took you so long?” Bethany bombarded me with questions as soon as I returned to the group. She stood there with her hands on her hips, a frown creasing her forehead, and suspicion lit her eyes like a detective questioning a suspect.
“I told you I needed to use the restroom,” I reminded her, trying to keep my voice steady.
“But you took longer than necessary,” she replied, tilting her head slightly and narrowing her gaze in a way that made me feel like I was being scrutinized under a microscope.
“Yeah, what were you doing in there? Putting to bed?” Lara asked casually, the hint of a smirk playing on her lips.
“I guess,” I replied, a wry smile on my face.
From the way Sandro looked at me, I could tell he didn’t believe me either. His eyes narrowed slightly, suspicion flickering behind them. I knew this wasn’t going to be the last of this matter. The weight of the unspoken hung between us, and I could feel it pressing on my chest like a stone.
“We should leave already,” Lara said.
We got into the car, the tension thick and uncomfortable. As Sandro drove, I stared out the window, nature flying by in a blur. All I could think about was Nadia’s body-her curves, the way she moved, the look on her face when she saw me in the restroom. I could still remember her half-naked silhouette, the soft lines of her body that set my heart racing.
I shook my head, trying to clear these thoughts, but the memory lingered stubbornly. My desire to hold her, to feel her near me, made my manhood react, stirring with unwanted excitement at the mere recollection of her. I just wanted to drill it into her hole, to watch her pussy get so wet that she would beg me to stop fucking her.
“Hey, Alex, you good?” Sandro broke the silence, glancing at me with concern as he shifted gears. I could see that both he and the girls had been talking, but I was too lost in my thoughts to have caught any of it.
How could I be interested when all that was before me was Nadia’s wet pussy!
“Yeah, I’m good,” I mumbled, not entirely convincing. I nodded my head once as if that settled it.
Sandro didn’t look convinced but dropped the subject as we pulled into the hotel where we were staying. The place was nice, with tall, elegant arches and a welcoming lobby. After parking, we unloaded from the car, each of us clutching our bags as we walked toward the elevators.
Once we settled into our rooms-Bethany and I in one, Sandro and Lara in another-I tried to shake off the feeling that had clung to me since my encounter with Nadia. I hoped that soon, I would be able to forget about her and focus on things that mattered-like my relationship with Bethany.
“Wanna take a shower with me?” Bethany asked playfully as we entered our room.
“Sure,” I replied half-heartedly, following her to the bathroom. We stepped inside, and I could feel the warm, steamy air wrapping around us like a warm blanket as the hot water cascaded down.
As we bathed together, Bethany kept touching me, her fingers trailing down my arm, across my chest, and then, she grabbed my penis and began sucking it like her life depended on it. Decent, I reminded myself, but all I could think about was Nadia. I wished it was her, that I could hold her instead of Bethany. Each brush of Bethany’s skin only reminded me of how wrong it felt with her.
“Alex, are you even paying attention?” Bethany asked suddenly, her tone shifting to annoyance.
“What?” I replied, snapping back to the present.
“You’ve been acting strange since we started. Are you thinking about Nadia?” she shot back, her voice sharp with accusation.
I opened my mouth to protest, but the truth was, I couldn’t deny it entirely. “No! Of course not,” I replied, forcefully. “It’s you I’m with, okay? I just wanna fuck you right now, and watch you beg me to stop,” I playfully said, hoping that will take her mind off Nadia.
But she didn’t seem convinced. “Really? Because it doesn’t feel like you’re here with me right now.”
To prove my point, I leaned in and kissed her, hoping to convince her with actions rather than words. I wrapped my arms around her, caressing her body as I tried to push the thoughts of Nadia away. The kiss deepened, and at that moment, I decided to carry her to the bed and make love to her-maybe it would help me forget.
As soon as we were on the bed, I spread her legs apart and began to tease the open skin on her thighs, then I took my lips to it and played with it till I was almost at her vagina.
Bethany jerked, her face almost coloring red, “Alex…”
I knew she liked it when I played with her this way and considering that my thoughts had been too distracted with Nadia, it was best to make up for it.
My wolf went wide in jubilation. Even as he was well aware that Bethany was not our mate, he always got excited when we shared moments like this. I took it like this that he was just a little bad boy. Or big.
My mouth traced kisses on Bethany’s body from her thighs to her toes and back to her belly. Her toes curled at my touch, while her hands held me tightly as she left out soft sounds.
“Alex…” She cooed my name again, just as my lips arrived at her nipples. I sucked it with so much determination, squashing and playing with her titties.
Her hands wrapped around my head tightly as she moaned with pleasure that shook her legs and made my dick get hard.
“Do you like this?”
“Yes, Alpha. Please don’t stop.”
I smirked hard, watching her reaction as it caused jolts to move through my legs.
My fingers ran straight to her vagina and began pumping it. Hard and intense, that the only thing that filled the room was the movement of my fingers against her wet walls and her very loud and erotic sounds.
Bethany’s hands reached out to my cock. “Please allow me…” She pleaded, and before I could give consent, she moved in a way that her mouth was directly under my dangling dick, and in no time, she had swallowed hard.
Bethany licked my cap as her hands played with my balls. I fucked her mouth just as she wanted while struggling to hold back the moans that escaped my lips.
Immediately I noticed that I was so close to climaxing, I pulled my mouth from her and made her turn her back to me and after slamming her thick ass, my cock went straight to her wet channel pumping vigorously while my hands gripped her waist.
“Don’t stop… Aaargh…” Bethany’s vagina clenched in a rhythm that caused chills to run through my body. Since I was struggling to hold back my cum, the slightest movements from her made me feel shocked.
I grabbed her breast, playing with her nipples as I slammed into her very wet and slippery vagina, the sound that we made exciting me even more.
We continued that way till I could not hold it any longer and when I noticed that my juice was almost at the tip, j pulled out from her with my cum splattering about her body.
“Alex… fuck, you are sweet!” Bethany mumbled while struggling to catch her breath.
A smile danced on my lips at her compliment and somehow, I wished it was coming from Nadia. Probably because I was yet to know how it felt being in between her thick walls.
Just as we were well rested, we went back to the bathroom to wash off every one of our dirty acts.
Later that night, certain that Bethany was asleep beside me, I pulled out my phone, unable to suppress the urge to hear about Nadia. My fingers dialed Phil’s number.
“Hey, what’s up?” Phil answered casually like he was no longer scared of me.
“I need to meet Nadia after the final game,” I said quietly, trying to keep my voice low so I wouldn’t wake Bethany.
“Why, what happened?” Phil inquired, sounding curious.
“Just make sure she doesn’t know it’s me,” I added, glancing over at Bethany to ensure she was still asleep.
“Got it. I’ll see what I can do,” Phil replied, still sounding unsure.
At that moment, Bethany stirred beside me. I quickly hung up the call, my heart racing, barely escaping being caught. The thrill of keeping secrets was edging my curiosity toward Nadia, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t shake it off.
“You’re not asleep?” she managed to say, half asleep.
“Oh, I just woke up,” I said to her. Quickly, I lay back in bed and wrapped my arms around her, relieved that she didn’t hear my conversation with Phil.
The next morning, I woke up early for a run, needing to clear my head. I quietly slipped out of bed and left the room, careful not to wake Bethany. Outside, the crisp morning air invigorated my senses. Sandro was already waiting for me in the hallway.
“Hey, man! Ready to go?” he greeted, looking energized.
“Yeah,” I replied, attempting to shake off any lingering thoughts of Nadia as we set out for our exercise.
We ran along the paths around the hotel, our breaths coming out in visible puffs in the cool air. Eventually, we slowed down to catch our breath and found a bench to sit on.
“By the way, what restroom did you go to yesterday?” Sandro asked, his tone casual, but the question sounded more probing than I expected.
I raised my eyebrows, a little taken aback. “What? I just went to the bathroom. Why are you probing me like you’re some cop?”
Sandro studied me for a moment, a knowing glint in his eyes. “I went to look for you in the male restroom after you took so long. But you weren’t there,” he said slowly.
I shrugged, trying to act nonchalant. “I don’t know. I guess I didn’t end up there or something.”
Sandro leaned forward slightly, his expression serious. “Look, I’m sure you didn’t go to the male restroom. I know where you went, man,” he pressed.
“What are you talking about?” I replied firmly, but my heart raced.
He narrowed his eyes on me. “You think I believe you were in there just because? You’ve been acting all soft lately, especially over a mere omega who doesn’t even belong to any pack.”
“That’s ridiculous!” I shot back, feeling an angry surge. “I didn’t do anything with her!”
“Really? Then why can’t you stop thinking about her?” Sandro challenged.
“Because it’s hard not to when you just bring it all up!” I snapped, standing up from the bench, frustration boiling over inside me.
We stood silently for a moment, tension hanging thick in the air. I knew there was no sense in lying to him-or even to myself. But I was adamant about not letting my feelings for Nadia ruin everything with my pack. I took a deep breath to calm myself, determined to shield my thoughts from him.
“Just drop it, okay?” I said finally, trying to sound composed as I turned away and headed back down the path.
Sandro called after me, but I didn’t turn back. As much as I wanted to confront my feelings, I couldn’t let the others know what was going on in my head-especially not about Nadia. The last thing I needed was for this to spiral out of control. The truth was, I didn’t know where I was headed; I only knew that Nadia had an effect on me that I couldn’t ignore. And with every passing moment, the battle within me raged stronger.
And I didn’t know what it would lead to!