CHAPTER NINETEEN
NADIA
“Come here,” He repeated, his voice was much calmer this time but it was laced with an edge that made my stomach twist.
My body reacted before my mind could protest. It wanted this, and I wanted this moment with him against all better judgment. But I knew better.
I wasn’t blind to the kind of person Alex was. To him and his twin, Sandro, girls were disposable. We were toys to play with, discard, and forget. Hoping for anything more with them was beyond foolish, and I frowned at how insane the thought was.
Yet, I found myself standing in front of him.
His green eyes bore into mine, breaking every resistance I had put on. Staring at him, a shiver shot down my spine, though I wasn’t sure if it was fear, anticipation, or something far darker.
“You don’t know what you are to do?”
I shook my head.
He sighed. “Get on your knees and suck my dick.”
Before I could protest, he pushed me to the floor as I looked at him in fear. I swallowed again, then took my lips close to the cap.
“Go on then, open your mouth and please me.”
His stern words caused a growl in my stomach, but I could only find myself bending to his will, even against my own.
I pressed my lips against his cock and gently opened my mouth, using my tongue to caress the tip of his cap.
A soft moan escaped from his lips, causing my body to tingle right from my lips to my legs. Weirdly, I felt good that I could make him feel good.
Carried away by the thrill, I kept on swinging my head and running my tongue around his cap.
“Are you that useless?” his tone pricked me, “why do you have to make everything so boring? Rub on my cock with your hands, make it sloppy, make me cum!”
His face told me clearly that I was just here to pleasure him, so I had no choice but to hope he was satisfied.
I placed both my hands around his cock and began sliding them up and down his shaft slowly, then gradually I increased the speed of my hands until I could notice his eyes roll over.
“Fuck!” he moaned out in a very sexy voice that made my legs weak. “Spit on it, make it wet” He commanded me.
I poured out the little saliva I could muster and my hands were gliding on his cock like ice. I could feel his dick throbbing in my hands, it made me wet.
“Urgh, so you are good at something you little slut,” he said in between aggressive moans, “rub my balls too.”
I grabbed his balls firmly and shoved my mouth around his cock.
“Yes!” his moans flew through the room as I continued to glide my tongue around his cock, running his balls and licking all over his cap. It felt so good to hear him moan to me this way, I doubted that I was doing a good job, but hearing him moan boosted my confidence and I suddenly wanted to do more.
I pushed my mouth further up his dick but I could barely go deep enough without feeling like coughing out my intestines.
While I was struggling to catch my breath, He grabbed my head and forced his dick down my throat in one hard thrust.
“Ahhh” he growled and tightened his grip on my head as his dick met the back of my throat.
My eyes welled up with tears but the feeling was insanely good and painful at the same time. It hurt, yet I didn’t want it to stop.
He took charge and began fucking my throat mercilessly.
“Look at me,” he ordered me while thrusting into my throat, “don’t you dare take those eyes off of me.”
I obeyed, locking eyes with him even as my throat burned and my mind screamed for this to end. But his gaze…there was something there. A flicker of something vulnerable, almost pleading, beneath the dominance.
For a fleeting second, I wondered if I was imagining it.
Exams were over, and now it was time to work hard so I could save for the next session. But I wasn’t happy. The thought of doing extra jobs to raise money for school was weighing heavily on my mind. I knew it meant one thing-sacrificing my spot on the school’s basketball team. And it couldn’t have come at a worse time. The inter-school basketball competition was just a couple of weeks away, and Phil, the college’s basketball captain, had drafted me into the main team.
That had raised eyebrows from both those who had been on the main team and those who were waiting to be drafted into the main team. They all believed that I was not deserving of my spot, especially since I had not played with them for the minimum period required before I would be considered for the draft process. Some even believed Phil and I had a thing or two together. But Phil didn’t care about what they thought of his decision.
“I trust you, Nadia, and that’s all you should ever be concerned about,” he had told me on the day he shocked me with that decision.
“But I’m not qualified!” I said, almost in protest.
“I am the captain, and I know one who deserves a spot in the main team when I see such. You have earned the right to be part of us, Nadia. Grab it with both hands and block out the noise that will come,” he said. He sounded very convincing. “I believe in you, Nadia,” he reminded me again. “Maybe I see what others don’t see.”
“Thank you for believing in me. I won’t fail you,” I said.
I couldn’t believe it when he said it, and the pride I felt at that moment was overwhelming. Being chosen for the main team was a dream come true, something I had worked tirelessly for. But now, reality was crashing down on me, and I had to make a choice.
I decided to go to school that morning just to formally inform Phil that I would be dropping out of the team so I could focus on raising enough money for my needs for the next session. The decision felt like a weight in my chest, pressing down on me with each step I took toward the gymnasium. I could hear the familiar sounds of basketballs bouncing and sneakers squeaking against the polished floor as I approached. My heart sank even more.
As I pushed open the heavy gym doors, I saw Phil practicing alone, shooting hoops with a focus that only came from someone passionate about the game. He looked up as I walked in, his face lighting up with a big smile when he saw me.
“Nadia!” he called out, jogging over to me with the ball tucked under his arm. “I’m so glad you’re here! We were just talking about our strategy for the game, and I wanted to get your thoughts on a few things. You have always had a great idea in you. Come over here”
His enthusiasm was infectious, but I couldn’t bring myself to smile back. The sight of his excitement only made what I had to say that much harder. I looked down, avoiding his eyes, and took a deep breath.
“Phil,” I started, my voice barely above a whisper, “I…I’m sorry, but I can’t be on the team for the competition”
The smile on Phil’s face faded almost instantly. He frowned, confusion and concern replacing the excitement that had been there just moments before. “What do you mean, Nadia? Why can’t you be on the team? Is everything okay?”
I could see the worry in his eyes, and it made me feel even worse. Phil had always been supportive, letting him down felt like a betrayal.
“I need to work,” I explained, trying to keep my voice steady. “I need to save up money for the next session, and I can’t do that if I’m spending all my time training and playing. I’m sorry, Phil, but I have to drop out of the team for now.”
Phil’s expression softened into one of understanding, but there was also a deep sadness in his eyes. He reached out and put a hand on my shoulder, his grip gentle but firm.
“Nadia,” he said quietly, “I know how much you need to save for school, and I respect that. But you’re an important part of this team.”
I shook my head, feeling a lump form in my throat. “I know, Phil, but I just don’t have a choice. I can’t risk not having enough money for school next year; I can’t risk being laughed at.”
Phil was silent for a moment as if weighing his words carefully. “What if we could find a way to make it work? Maybe we can adjust the training schedule, and find some way for you to balance both. You’ve worked so hard to get here, Nadia. It would be a shame for you to walk away now.”
Before I could respond, the gym doors opened, and Alex walked in, holding his basketball kit in his hands. The sight of him made my heart skip a beat, but not in a good way. I could barely breathe anymore. I swear, I had no idea he was on the team.
“Hey, Phil,” Alex called out, walking over to us. He glanced at me briefly, but there was no recognition in his eyes, no sign that he remembered how he used me to pleasure himself in the locker room. “Got a minute?”
“Sure,” Phil said, turning to Alex with a grin. “Nadia, this is perfect timing. I was going to tell you-Alex here wants to join the team.”
I felt the color drain from my face. “What?” I asked, my voice shaking slightly.
Phil seemed puzzled by my reaction. “He approached me the other day,” he explained. “Said he wanted to be part of the school’s basketball team. And honestly, with his height and skills, he would be a great asset to us. I figured it wouldn’t hurt to have him join, especially since we could use the extra talent for the upcoming competition.”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. The idea of being on the same team as Alex was unbearable. I turned to Phil, my eyes pleading.
“I can’t be on the same team as him.”
Phil’s expression shifted to one of concern. “Nadia, what are you talking about?”
“They have made my life miserable, and I can’t be on the same team with him.”
Phil looked shocked as if he had no idea what to say. He glanced between me and Alex, who was standing there looking like he didn’t know what I was talking about.
“Nadia, I’m sorry, I didn’t know,” Phil said, his voice filled with regret.
“It doesn’t matter,” I cut in, shaking my head. “It’s done already.”
The idea of having to face Alex every day, to see that smirk on his face, was too much. No amount of promises could make me stay. I could feel tears stinging at the back of my eyes, but I refused to let them fall.
“I’m sorry, Phil,” I said, my voice breaking. “But I can’t do this. I have to go.”
Before Phil could say anything else, I picked up my things and walked away, not looking back. The sound of my footsteps echoed in the empty hallway as I left the gym, the weight of everything I had just given up pressing down on me.
Even walking away won’t stop their shadow from following me everything!
They always seem to have me right where they want!