Ashely P. O. V.
Three Hours Later.
I am sitting in the kitchen watching him make a big feast of eggs, sausage, and bacon. Then, I see him grabbing plates and cups and forks and knives. I am so nervous, and I am praying he is not angry or hates me for what has happened just a couple of months now.
“You hungry?” He asks me.
“What I mean what you say?” I stared over at him by the stove, and he had two plates full in his hand, smiling at me.
And what a smile. It made my heart stop staring at his beautiful face. He lit up the kitchen with his bright smile.
“I asked if you were hungry,” He asked again slowly and still had a grin on his gorgeous face.
Oh, umm, I was playing with my hair.
I do that when I am nervous or embarrassed. So, I drop my hair in my hands.
“Yeah, thank you,” I told him. He walked over to me and sat my plate down.
Eggs and sausages and bacon and toast are on the table.
I knew it looked good. I knew Jayson could cook. I remember going over to his house when his dad and mom have a big picnic at their house.
He would be on the grill and help his mom make dessert for later.
I was staring off into my eggs and bacon, stabbed with the fork close to my face.
That was when I thought about our past and our friends and families.
I blinked when I saw something passed my face. I looked; it was Jayson’s hand waving into my face.
“Hey!” Are you alright?” He asked me with something I had never seen before worry.
“Hey! are you alright?” I guess I didn’t hear him until he asked a little louder.
That made me jump. Because I wasn’t listening to him, I think it irritated him too, and he was worried at the same time.
I guess so, and I wasn’t paying attention when he spoke to me. I was in my thoughts, and I was too nervous and worried he would say something rude and cruel to me. Like he would reject me, maybe. So, I thought, cringing in my mind.
I open my mouth to tell him something but instead of speaking. I started to put the eggs in my mouth, eating.
We both sat at the table and ate in silence. It was still nerve-wracking to be in the same room with Jayson Wood’s fighting and arguing.
So, I kept my eyes down on my lap and ate my food until it was all gone. Then I hoped maybe he could take me back home.
Twenty minutes
I started sitting at the table, and he began to clean up the table and kitchen. I saw him washing and drying the dishes. It was nice to see he was in a calming attitude so we could talk instead of fighting. I heard him say.
“Follow me to the living room.” I heard him say.
So, I didn’t know if it was a good idea. But I obeyed him and followed him into the living room. He stopped in front of the middle of the floor.
He looked over at the couch. I knew what he wanted me to do. He wanted me to sit down. So, I walked over, and I did.
Once I was sitting, I was still nervous and could not sit still. So, I kept moving around in my seat.
I guess he stared at me with a knowing look; he could see I was nervous, and he could see how he made me feel around him?
That is when I saw him start walking toward me on the couch.
Oh, God, what will he do and say to me?
I hope he’s not going to hurt me.
Please, Lord, I don’t want to fight with him anymore. I want us to be together and be an average-mated couple like everyone else.
“Stop it! Ash, his not going to hurt you. I heard Envy; great, now she back, I thought with an eye roll.
“Well, I don’t know what to think, okay? What would you think if you were sitting in a room alone with the guy once your best friend and thought crush and then bully who wanted nothing but to hurt you and now slept with you and your mates?” I asked her.
She didn’t say anything back to me. So, I knew she was there, and she heard me.
“Yeah, that’s what I thought,” I heard him say.
I turn my head out and felt the couch jump. That is when
someone sits down. It was him.
“Look, I am sorry for how I treated you, but what you did was not right,” I heard him say, and you own my apology! He told me with a smug look on his face.
I knew that was coming. I know what I did was wrong, but what about what he did to me over the years? Why do I own him an apology? After all, he never apologizes until now? But he means it. I don’t think so, I thought.
How do I know he not just lying and making it up and using something later to get back at me?
Then I thought about what if. What if he tells me he hurt and is upset that I lied and used him when I found out he was my mate and never told him. Could he be telling the truth? I don’t know.
The Jayson Woods I know would never a meant his hurt and weak.
Then again, I don’t own his apology. I don’t own him anything. So he is the one who owns me and only me.
So, I told him how I felt.
I am mad, and I can feel the anger building up. Envy is not here, so how I am doing this without her.
When everything went weird, and I was inside my mind, something else took over my body. I snapped and went wild, and the next thing, I started using Jayson’s lap for my sexual desires.
The next morning…
Oh, my head, I knew I should wake up and get ready for the day. But, it is still the weekend. I got to fight tonight. So, I need to start working out to be prepared for Miss Sunshine. I thought with an eye roll.
I woke up on the couch. But I wasn’t alone. I looked behind me. I saw Jayson, and he was still in clothes. So, I see I was still clothed, and we didn’t have sex.
But why do I feel wet? That is when I remember what happened last night. I started blushing, and I felt embarrassed about how I was acting like a bitch in heat.
I heard him groan, and I knew he was starting to wake up. So, I took a deep breath.
I turned my head when I saw him staring at me already.
I knew my cheeks were red, but I wasn’t going to see him. I was nervous and embarrassed.
“Good morning; I felt him kiss my lips and smile. I heard him say, stretching his arms over his head. I saw him yawn.
“Good morning,” I mumbled back, still my face red.
Well, I am getting up and taking a shower, you could join me if you want to, I won’t bit. Well, if you want me to, I will.” I heard him say, getting out under me. I felt him lifting off his chest. He sat me down.
He moved and started walking towards the understairs bathroom.
I sit there watching his back and butt moving away from me. I felt heat covering my body, and I licked my lips, groaning, thinking about him naked with water running down his chest and
his member.
I shook my head. I need to stop. What I need to do is think with my brain and not lust.
So, I didn’t do what I should have done.
Leave.
I started moving toward the stairs, and I took one foot at a time. By the time I was thinking straight. I was already outside the bathroom door.
I opened it. I guess he didn’t hear me. I walked closer, and I watched the stream rolling around in the room. I saw his outlined body under the water. I had to close my legs. I knew he could smell me. But he washed his hair, and his head was under the water. But what I saw made the gush rush out of my pussy.
He was pleasuring himself. I saw his hand moving up and down. I heard him moaning out his release.
I stopped and started rubbing my thighs together to control my heat coming back. I have been in heat ever since I found out he was my mate. I somehow hid it from him and all the unmated males in our school.
I saw him bend his head back on the shower wall. I saw his chest moving up and down fast, and I knew it was heavy in the room. I can feel the heat and our scent. He knew I was in the room. How could he not? My scent is all over the place.
I heard him breathing, and he still had his head bent back.
” I know you out there,” I knew you would come,”
Now, come in here so I can take care of your release.”
I heard him say not in a commanding way, but it was a demand.
I licked my lips and thought about him taking me against the wall.
So, I started backing out the door.
I don’t think so, princess,” I heard him, and I stopped and saw he was outside the door. I gasped when I saw that he was rocked hard.
How could he be ready again?
Oh, princess, I heard him say. The way you are standing there staring at me right now. I can see your desire in your eyes.”
“You’re turned on right now; of what I was doing with my cock in my hands.” I heard him say with desire in his voice.
“You like that, huh? I saw the smug grin on his handsome face.
I rolled my hips, thinking about him between my thighs. But I needed to be strong and walk away; what I did instead and move closer and stop outside the shower door where he was half in.
So, I guess that’s a yes, princess,” he said.
I looked at him, and I knew the desire was taking a toll on my body, and I knew I had to have him inside me.
I lifted my hands and wrapped them around his neck, and I
grabbed his head and pulled him down. Then, I slowly started sucking and licking and biting his neck.
I lifted my mouth, and I knew my fangs were coming out. I could feel the bond when I bit down hard. That was when I marked him as mine.
I heard him groan and moan. I felt the blood mixed with honey in my mouth. I had never tasted anything so delicious in my life.
After I let go, my fangs were still out, but I knew it was his turn to mark me with our bond.
So I closed my eyes and waited for him to bite down and mark me as his forever mate.
I locked my arms around his neck, and I knew I could feel him getting ready to mark me.
One,
Two,
Three,
By the time I counted three, I felt pain and then heat, and I started to moan when he was biting hard down my neck, where he marked me as his forever mate.