Contracted to the wrong Alpha
Chapter 125
Lilia’s Pov
For the first time in three weeks since my husband got away from home and allowed his self guilt to wash him up, I slept like a baby again.
No nightmares, no tossing about and sighing in confusion or panic that he might get hurt whatsoever.
He was right here with me, staring at me with those beautiful golden eyes that darkened immediately my eyes fluttered open to be sure of our surroundings.
We were still in the woods, the sun was yet to get a peak of its horizon but there’s a sign it would come anytime soon with a full force.
I didn’t realize what had happened last night because I saw myself being sprawled on soft grass with Lex’s shirt wrapped around me as a shield from the cold when he even needed it more.
He looked like a fantasy carved out to life as his stare on me lingered like a drunken piece of art meant to take my breath away. His hands caressed my cheeks and his eyes suddenly dimmed in discomfort when I twitched a bit to edge close to him.
“Are you okay?” We both asked at once and he shook his head as if I made a mistake to speak in the first place.
“I should be asking you about that flower.” His rich deep voice caressed me that my stomach flipped in excitement, how much I missed that voice.
His growls, his grunts…his moans of pleasure and everything that has to do with him.
“I’m fine now, now that you’re here.” I plastered a very sincere smile to him but he didn’t return it. He still had that face of guilt around his features, his forehead was creased in a frown and his throat bobbed hard in an up and down movement.
“Lex?”
“Flower…” his voice was hoarse…his eyes turned away from mine and I felt an irritating feeling clenching at the pit of my stomach at this attitude.
“Don’t ever turn away from me Lex!” I almost growled and he stared back at me.
“Why?” He whispered, tucking my ear strands and looking up to the sky, as if he’s not worthy to stare at me.
“I don’t deserve all of this flower, why are you doing this despite knowing the truth about everything. I’m a monster and I should be miles away from you but you keep making that impossible.”
“It wasn’t your fault, it’s your brother’s.
Yeah, you are stupid for being naive and all that shit. I hated whatever happened to me in the past…I would cry to sleep, I would curse at my rapist every night and day because I lost my identity in Pack.” My words only seem to add fuel to the burning fire because Lex’s grip on me tightened.
He was filled with regret.
“It wasn’t you Lex…. I know that you were Influenced. I heard that shit from Raven while talking to Felix, he drugged you and he deprived you from amending your ways.”
“You don’t that baby, you don’t fucking know that.. don’t make me feel better. I should really go.”
“I need you Alexander, I thought of doing the same by letting you go all in the name of facing your punishment for what you did to me but I went crazy.” I told him and placed his hands on my bump and he gasped, caressing my stomach eagerly as if he missed doing that.
“He needs you too…except you want to lose him due to my personal maltreatment…then you should go and don’t come back. Let me know you’re dead.”
“I need you flower, you know that but ”
I shook my head and cupped his face. “You need to kill that guilt, I won’t have you look at me because of something that happened. I was hurt maybe because I didn’t know who it was and how everything ended but right now that I know it’s you, it’s my healing. It wasn’t intentional and if there’s anyone to blame, take it on your brother. I love you so much Alexander, I don’t care if you were the monster in my life, I need that monster more than any Angel or dove that might never come by, please…won’t you let it go and come back home.”
He kissed me in response and my body suddenly Ignited like a wildfire, my nipples stretched in my bra and my core throbbed hotly.
It was insane and strange, why was I so needy for a simple kiss.
He stopped and a groan of disappointment was etched on my face.
“You’re my light Lilia, you don’t deserve someone like me but I hope my existence would be enough to make it up to you. I love you…and you don’t know how happy I am right now.” He sighed into my neck and kissed me there again to ignite my body in flames.
“I need to settle with the elders and the Pack members before I can even think of going to the Pack Flower, it would take a few weeks.”
“That’s rubbish.” I told him but he sighed and shook his head, raising his head to stare at me.
“I wrote a letter stating what I did. The identity of my Lycan is exposed too.”
“I got it covered.” I told him, kissing his jaw and watching him swallow in confusion.
“I sacked Alveria from being the Pack Priestess and assembled all the elders to choose one thing, if they will be for the Alpha of the Alpha, my son or you so they stuck with my son. I didn’t care about their opinions, it was bullshit.”
“Raven allowed that!” He gasped with a tone of awe and I shrugged.
“I threatened to get him off his Beta duties if he crossed me and he let me be.”
“Fuck, I bet you looked so sexy giving that order.” He smirked and a pride swelled through me with a nod.
“You missed, so you should better drop the excuses and come back home.” I told him and took off his shirt covering me only to get up and take off my top, my bra followed as well. I’ve never felt so eager to feast on someone.
“Flower?” His voice was husky as he roamed his eyes hungrily on my breasts like an insane addiction.
“I’m so horny Lex, you didn’t touch me last night because I wanted you to recover from that pain, I want you badly now”. He didn’t let me continue my word, he kissed and ravaged me like a beast taking me home like he always does.
He was the wrong Alpha I’ve encountered but he’s the right choice for me forever.
However, months later , my brother got into a big mess, he had the vampire mark and the Vampire Queen was on a killing spree all in the name of being his chosen one. The truth is I’ll never let Raven go that Vampire Queen.